Lunar Camelot, Chapter 6

Gwen’s filled with a secret warmth, like there’s a heat-pack somewhere inside her uniform, spreading out to the rest of her. She swings her hands from side to side as she waits for the rest of the club members to come in.

Miracle flies out of Gwen’s backpack and comes to sit on her shoulder. “You seem in good spirits. How pleasing.”

“Yeah,” Gwen says, wondering at it. She knows she kicked ass on that test.

And I’ve got a girlfriend who really likes me.

“Adrianna and I have been hanging out a lot,” she tells Miracle. She’s pretty sure she would rather die than tell Miracle what they’ve been doing, but the little fairy knows about the relationship.

“It’s good to build camaraderie with one’s fellow warriors,” Miracle says. “As the organization’s leaders, you make a powerful combination. I’m glad that you’ve decided to pair-bond.”

“Thanks, Miracle,” Gwen says. The little fairy likes to watch their meetings, but sometimes she flies around Gwen’s room and tidies up instead. From anyone else, that would drive her crazy, but somehow if it’s Miracle, it’s all right. She’s stopped vanishing at night now and instead curls up on Gwen’s pillow when Gwen goes to sleep.

Gwen pulls out a big container of cookies. “I bought snacks for everyone. Well, almost everyone. I guess you don’t really eat, huh?”

“I am not required to eat,” Miracle says, “but I can, by converting it into projected light. I enjoy the experience.”

“Here,” Gwen says, breaking off a piece of cookie for her.

Still sitting on Gwen’s shoulder, Miracle holds the cookie with both hands and takes tiny nibbles, eating happily.

It’s freaking adorable.

The others start to arrive. Trisha bounds into the room, practically skipping.

“Gwen. Gwen. I have incredible news.”

Gwen elbows her. “I thought you’d want to ask about my date so you could tease me for making out with Adrianna.”

“I would in normal circumstances, obviously. But this is way more important.”

“What is it?” Gwen’s pretty sure she already knows.

“I met someone,” Trisha trills.

Yep. There it is. This is what Trisha’s like when she’s noticed a boy she thinks is cute.

“What’s he like?” Gwen asks, more out of friendship than any real curiosity.

“His name’s Isaac, but he goes by Izzy.” Trisha says, leaning in close. “He’s really smart, and sweet, and funny, and he has this cool sweep of hair over his forehead. Our class was working with his class for a project, and we started talking in the library. I think he really likes me.”

Gwen dimly recalls a face. He had glasses and looked kind of nerdy, although she guesses she’s one to talk. “Is he the one who hangs out with Gus?”  

“Yup, that’s him. He’s really nice but he’s troubled, too, like there’s a darkness there. I really want to find out what it is. I could take care of him, you know?”

That sounds exhausting to Gwen. “That does sound like you.”

“There’s just one problem, though.”

“What’s that?

Trisha twists up her face. “He’s kiiiind of dating someone else at the moment.”

“Trisha!”

“I really think he likes me! Like, I could be so much better for him than whoever she is!”

“It’s a bad idea, Trish. You don’t want to get involved in someone else’s drama.” Gwen feels pretty clear about that matter.

“But what if I can really help him?”

Gwen winces. “I don’t know, maybe see if you can do it without being a homewrecker?”

“Not possible,” Trish says. “I’m already in too deep. If I don’t get to kiss him I might just die.”

Gwen sighs. This is Trisha’s sort of thing way more than hers—she’s totally out of her depth here. “Just don’t let it end in tears.”

“Only smiles here,” Trish says, pulling up the corners of her mouth with her fingers. “Moon, I missed having a cute boy to talk to.”

Adrianna smiles at Gwen as she walks in, which makes Gwen’s heart do a backflip. She’s already in her armor.

 Gwen’s excited—she’s been talking with Adri about the next phase of their plan.  Now everyone else gets to hear it.

The back room of the Camelorn building’s a buzz with conversation.

Gwen grins. Her club’s excited to be here.

“All right, everyone!” Gwen says. “Let’s get started.” Heads turn.

Adri steps forward. “First of all, we wanted to say, you guys kick ass. What we’ve accomplished so far has been incredible.”

There are cheers. Yvonne flexes a little.

“Adri and I wanted to ask if anyone’s come up with any new power ideas,” Gwen says.

“Oooh!” Penny says. “I started making a new turret! It can link up physically with other drones. It also connects to my jetpack!”

“Awesome. Anyone else?”

“I’ve been thinking about my idea of fences,” Moira says. “Walling off, hemming in. I think I’ve found a way to combine rope manipulation with the power of earth.”

“Very cool,” Adrianna says appreciatively.

“I’ve been too distracted,” Trisha admits. “I didn’t even remember to think up anything.”

“Me either,” Bonnie admits.

“It’s cool,” Gwen says. “I haven’t really come up with anything great myself. Just checking in.”

“Don’t feel like I need any new powers,” Yvonne says, leaning back. “I’ve got my main man Ambrose here.”

In a flash of color, the green lion appears next to Yvonne’s chair and roars. A couple people flinch.

“You’re insane, you know that?” Becca says.

Yvonne grins. “Insane like a lion.”

Ambrose yawns, then lays down on his paws.

“I’ve got something I wanted to show everyone,” Adrianna says. “Would that be cool with you guys?”

“Sure,” Trisha says. There are nods.

Adrianna flicks her finger at the empty side of the room.

Three flames rise up. Except they’re more than flames. They take on the shapes of Bonnie, Becca, and Gwen, silhouettes in yellow and red.

Becca puts a hand to her mouth in mock-surprise. “You’re an artist!”

“I figure I can use them as distractions,” Adrianna says. “Confuse the denizens of our next Nightmare.”

“Next Nightmare, you say?” Becca says. Everyone’s paying attention now.

“That’s right,” Adrianna says. “You guys have done an amazing job already. Two down—”

“Three to go,” Becca says.

“Four.” Penny looks irritated.

“Sorry, hon. I forgot.”

“The point is,” Adri says, “we’re making great progress. So let’s talk about what’s next.”

“We were thinking of doing Optimus next, right?” Bonnie asks. She looks around. “Trisha was telling me.”

“That’s right,” Adrianna says. “And wait until you hear what we’ve got planned for it.”

“Are we sure we’re ready for Optimus?” Moira asks. “The last time it appeared, it reduced three cities to piles of gold coins in a matter of hours. I know we’re pretty capable, but don’t you think it might be better to make sure we’re practiced before we get to it and Heliotrope? What about Aeropagus?”

Becca makes a face. “The blood and screaming one.”

“Aeropagus is intense, yes,” Moira says. “But it’s the smallest and weakest of the three we have information on. Wouldn’t it be better to start there?”

Adrianna’s pacing now. “No. I’ve been thinking about what Lana said. As long as Optimus and Heliotrope are out there, hundreds of people are going to die in the next attack. We kill one of those two now, and we prevent so many more deaths than with Aeropagus.”

“Plus,” Gwen says, moving in for her part. “When it comes to Optimus, we’ve got an advantage.”

“That’s right,” Adrianna says. “Something we don’t have with any of the others.”

“Don’t leave us in suspense,” Becca says.

“Spill it!” Trisha says.

Gwen grins. “We found out where it lives.”

Adrianna taps the golden line on the map. “We knew that Optimus keeps returning to the same cities over and over again. But thanks to Penny’s research—thank you, Penny—”

Penny beams.

“—now we also know it has a favorite location outside town.”

She traces the golden line up to a black label, surrounded by triangles of green. Mt. Cymbeline, it reads. 

“It hides out in the mountains?” Becca asks.

Gwen answers. “Yeah. Somewhere in—” She taps a mark on the map. “This valley, we’re ninety-five percent sure. The trail gets a little fuzzy after a certain point, but it’s looped back three or four times over the years.”

“And it stays there,” Adrianna says. “For months or even years at a time. We’re still not sure how much Nightmares are like living beings, but they do seem to need to recharge. In other words, we’ve figured out where it sleeps.”

Her ponytail bobs as she moves about the room. “Here’s the plan: ambush. We catch it while it’s sleeping, get to the creature at its heart, and we take it out, before it even has a chance to strike.”

“How?” Trisha asks. “Just blast it with our strongest attacks?”

“Pretty much. The main denizen might have some thick hide—scales, actually, from what I’ve heard—but that shouldn’t pose a problem if we all use our high-energy stuff.”

“Hell yeah,” Yvonne says, petting her lion. “I’m down. Got some things I want to try with my boy here.”

“I can start working on some bigger turrets!” Penny says.

 “I can do a stronger water blast,” Lana says. She’s smiling wide. “A hundred lives saved in one blow. That’s…wow. That’s perfect.”

“Yeah,” Trisha agrees. “I like this plan.”

“I don’t.”

It’s Kate, and she’s scowling. “I think it’s stupid.”

In her head, Gwen lets out a silent scream.

Kate matches the stares. If anything, her scowl intensifies.

“What?” she demands. “It’s a dumb plan. I’m not going to hold back my opinion when our lives are going to be on the line.”

“Why do you think it’s a bad plan, Kate?” Adrianna asks patiently.

“Because we just barely got through the first Nightmare, and the second one got us lost in the maze despite us trying to keep it from doing that? We’re not ready for the big two.”

“I appreciate your saying that, Kate,” Adrianna says. “But I really do think we’re ready. We still held our own with Trismegistus. If we can take a floating angel down that quickly, I don’t think a golden snake is going to pose that much more of a problem. And it’s going to be asleep, remember?

“Yeah? And what are we going to do if it wakes up?”

“We subdue it,” Adrianna says. “It’s still working from a disadvantage either way. This isn’t just guesswork, Kate. We’ve been studying its tactics.”

Adri moves a little closer to Kate. “I know it’s an ambitious plan. But we didn’t get where we are without being ambitious. Plus, we get this done, and it’s a major feather in our cap when it comes to the Captaincy. They’ll have to give us more leeway.”

“Whatever. It’s still a dumb plan.”

“I’ll tell you what, Kate,” Adrianna says, coming closer. “We’ll do practice drills as often as we can in the weeks leading up to Optimus, all right?”

“Fine,” Kate says, with a lot of eye-rolling. “Don’t get a stick up your ass; I’ll stab whatever you want me to stab. I’m just calling it now so nobody blames me when it all goes to shit.”

“Noted,” Adrianna says. “Then we’ll make sure to fight in such a way that you can put your worries to rest.”

Kate just rolls her eyes.

As the meeting wraps up, Adri gives Gwen a hug and a peck on the cheek and rushes off to a rescheduled track session. People filter out of the room.

Kate’s at the coatrack, stuffing a comic into her backpack.

Gwen cuts her off before she can leave, blood boiling.

“What the hell is your problem?”

Kate’s eyes widen. Then they focus in on Gwen, like a predator’s.

“My problem? Oh yeah, Gwen, because I’m the one who came over here trying to tackle a girl a head shorter than me like a linebacker. I’m the problem, sure.”

Ughhh, this is so infuriating. “No, stop talking,” Gwen says, biting back the scream. “We’re talking about you. You shit all over everyone’s plans, you never offer anything yourself—”

☾

“Wow,” Kate says. “I knew you were a shitty leader, but I didn’t realize you couldn’t take any freaking criticism. You want me to kneel on the ground and say, oooh, Ms. Vice President, yes, we should go into this battle without any clothes on. I didn’t realize this club was a dictatorship. You know, Gwen, some people might call what you’re doing abusing your power.”

There’s a horrible smile on Kate’s face.

On some level, she’s enjoying this.

“That’s not what I’m saying—” Gwen tries.

“Or is it criticizing your girlfriend you can’t handle?” Kate makes a mocking, simpering face. “News flash, Marlowe: Adri was eating glue in kindergarten like all the boys were. Get the hell over her and start treating her like a goddamn person.”

Kate using the nickname stings in Gwen’s ears.

 “That’s not the point—” Gwen tries to say.

“Oooh, is the point that you’re insecure? That you know you don’t really deserve to be vice president? Because you don’t, you know. She’s just dragging you along because you’re her girlfriend—”

“I don’t know why I freaking bother,” Gwen says, fury flaring up in her again. She pulls on her own coat. “If someone does die in there, I hope it’s you. I’m definitely not saving you.”

Gwen yanks her arm through her sleeve and walks out.

The silence on the hillside is almost painful. Gwen’s heart is beating way too fast.

“Everything all right?” Lana’s there outside. “I heard yelling.”

“It’s nothing,” Gwen says, cheeks burning. “Arguing with Kate.”

Lana’s expression softens. “Ah, I’m sorry. That’s rough.”

“She’s so awful,” Gwen says. “Saying I’m a bad club leader. Moonshit.”

Lana touches her shoulder.  “Don’t take what she says too seriously,” she says. “From everything I’ve heard, that’s just what she’s like.”

“Yeah,” Gwen says, trying not to look like she’s thinking about all the things Kate said. “Wish I knew why.”

Lana nods. “Me, too.” She smiles at Gwen. “You’re doing a good job, you know,” she says. “I really do mean that. If it wasn’t Adrianna, I’d want you to be president.”

Gwen stuffs her hands in her pockets. “Moira’s better. She knows logistical stuff.”

“Yeah, but you care a lot, and it’s obvious, in a way that helps keep the rest of us going,” Lana says. “That’s what I really admire about you. And Adrianna, too.”

Gwen nods. She’s touched. “Thanks, I guess.” She studies Lana. She’s never really looked closely at her face before. Lana has a cute, triangular face and a kind smile. “Talk to you next week?”

“Yeah!” Lana says, as they push out the door and start to head in their separate directions. “See you soon.”

Trisha’s been encouraging Gwen to hang out with Penny more, so that’s what they’re doing. Charlie, too. Turns out Penny and Charlie get along pretty well. Charlie opens up to Penny about her grade anxieties in a way she only ever used to do for Trisha and Gwen.  They’re at a table at the school library.

“How’s the research going?” Gwen asks. “Made any progress tracking down the Hidden Nightmare?”

Penny’s whole face lights up. She leaps up and summons her lab coat armor. Charlie almost falls out of her chair.

“Oh, thanks so much for asking, Gwen! I’ve been finding a lot of cases where it’s almost certainly the culprit. I even convinced Moira about a few of them. But I still need to figure out how exactly it hides from conventional means of recording. So I’ve been studying…”

Penny drops one of her books on the table. It makes a whoomph.

“This!” Penny proclaims.

Trisha cranes her neck to read the title. “Alien Life-Forms of the Roussillon Cloud?

“Uh-huh!” Penny beams. “I’m investigating the other astrocryptozoological megafauna! There’s been a surprising amount of insight!”

“Like the Auroras?” Gwen asks.

Penny nods. “Picture being on a ship and seeing huge blobs of color and light out your starboard window. Suddenly you’re feeling really happy and seeing people and places from your childhood. Then the feeling’s gone and the Aurora’s zipping off to the other side of the system. Then there’s Abacus Webs—“

“I didn’t think those were real,” Charlie says softly.

“Oh, they’re real, all right, but they’re so weird people don’t want to believe in them. They’re only on Arden Empire planets. Dust clouds which give people visions of these red and blue spider creatures sitting on white strings that go on forever.”

“You think they’re a kind of Nightmare?” Gwen asks.

“I mean, it’s so super similar, isn’t it? With the clouds? Even if they’re not directly related, they might be distant cousins. But I’ve been focusing on the ways people detect them.”

Penny’s grin grows super wide. “Ardenites say there’s a burst of rare particles right before a Web appears. So I’m thinking maybe it’s the same with Nightmares.”

“Can we track those particles?” Trisha asks. “I was always falling asleep in High Physics class.”

“We totally can! It’s mostly done with Ladytech, but that’s not a problem because….”  Penny pulls out a folder full of diagrams. “I have Ladytech in my brain!”

Charlie’s eyes go wide. “I forgot you have a link to her database! That’s so wild and scary, wow.”

“It’s wonderful,” Penny sighs. “Hundreds and hundreds of blueprints for all sorts of stuff only the Captaincy has access to. But it’s terrible, too, because I want to build them all, and I can’t, I don’t have time. Ugh.” She pulls out one of the drawings. “This is what I was thinking of building next.”

Gwen looks at it. It’s clearly a machine, but she has no idea what the hell it could be for.

“Love it, but you’re going to have to tell me what I’m looking at,” Trisha says.

“It’s a positron detector!” Penny says. “In theory it could use the same battery as my jetpack does.”

“Positrons,” Trisha says. “You think that’s how we’re going to find the Hidden Nightmare?”

“I don’t know,” Penny says. “But it’s something we can try, isn’t it?” She smiles. “I’ve got a million things I can do. Sooner or later, I’ll find one that works. And then…”

She leans over her folder. A drawing of a Nightmare-shaped blob is sticking out. Wavy lines come off of its body as it knocks over a building with a claw. “Then, Hidden Nightmare, you’re mine.”

☾

Gwen’s hyped. Tomorrow they’re taking on Optimus. She and Adri are meeting up today to go to the café and plan, and maybe kiss a little if they have time. Gwen’s waiting outside the gymnasium for Adri.

A few minutes go by, which feels weird. Adrianna’s usually right on the dot. Restless, Gwen starts to walk around a little.

To her surprise, she turns a corner, and there, down the hall, is Adrianna.

She’s waving goodbye to a dark-haired boy. Black jacket, black eyeliner, the type of guy who looks like he listens to witch metal. There’s something in his expression that makes Gwen’s heart stop.  He was really happy to talk to her. Were they—?

Adrianna turns and catches sight of Gwen. “Gwen!” There’s such a big smile on her face that Gwen stops the train of thought. “Sorry, ran into someone I knew. I hope I didn’t make us late.”

“Nah,” Gwen says, as casually as she can. “It’s been, what, like three minutes? You’re good.”

“Oh good,” Adrianna says. “I was worried.”

Adrianna takes her hand. They walk together for a minute before Gwen finds the courage to say:

“So, uh, who’s your friend?”

“His name’s Morris. Have you met? Sorry, I should have introduced you. Our families used to go to the opera together. Well, they were sponsoring it together.”

“Ah,” Gwen says. Her mom’s never been into opera. “No, don’t know him.” He must have gone to a different elementary school.

Adrianna sounds a little sad. “We used to be friends when we were kids, but we lost touch, I guess. Well, I kind of pulled away.”

Gwen’s getting nervous. “Why’s that?”

Adrianna looks at her a little too long. “It’s hard to explain,” she says. She lets out a breath. “He’s family. That’s part of it.”

“Oh,” Gwen says. Relief washes over her. It’s weird, because the way Morris was looking at Adri didn’t look like family, but she must have been misunderstanding. Come on, Gwen, paranoid much? Just let yourself believe you actually have a girlfriend who likes you for Moon’s sake. “Makes sense. Family’s complicated.” Gwen’s got cousins on her dad’s side who still won’t talk to her mom.

“Yeah,” Adrianna says, looking relieved herself. “Complicated’s a good word.”

“Glad you’re catching up. Family grudges are stupid.”

“Definitely,” Adrianna says. She does the tiniest, tiniest glance over her shoulder, and for a moment her lips tighten, like she’s still worried about something.

Then she squeezes Gwen’s hand again and smiles.

“Want to get going?”

And suddenly everything’s good, and they’re heading off to cookies and sandwiches together.

♃

Gwen’s never been this far into the outlands before. Looking out the helicopter window, she sees the shine of a river running through the grassy plains.

It’s time.

Everyone’s in a good mood. Becca’s making jokes. Penny’s giggling. But inside her head, Gwen’s plotting their course on the maps they’ve been studying, like they’re a dotted line across the paper, intersecting with a line of gold.

Somewhere in the row of mountains ahead, Optimus is sleeping.

The mountains look like twisted art projects from above. Gwen watches them come and go. Eventually, their ride rounds a snowy peak, and then, suddenly—

There it is.

Between three mountain slopes, trees and rocks vanish into a valley filled with yellow light.

Gwen can almost see its shape. Like it’s curled around itself.

The helicopter touches down on the flattest hill they can find, and they disembark. Gwen looks back at her companions, armored in every color of the rainbow.

Badass.

They make their way down the slope. Gwen sees what Adri meant about it sleeping. It’s hard to put her finger on it, but the Nightmare feels…passive somehow. The little wisps of golden fog move lazily.

Gwen swears she can almost hear the deep rumble of breath, rising and falling.

Adrianna, sword on her back, directs them to move quietly. One by one, they slip into the fog.

Gwen reaches for Adrianna’s hand.

But it’s not there anymore.

Gwen blinks the golden light out of her eyes. She’s in a room with stone walls. Hung with red banners and wooden shelves full of wine-bottles.

Music is playing, violins and breakbeat drums. On the open floor in front of her, a crowd of people are dancing.

Except they’re not people at all.

Mannequins. Their plastic legs are slacks and dresses, waltzing on a wooden floor. Some are standing nearby, holding glasses of wine. Laughter and babble is coming from them, but their mouths aren’t moving.

Gwen’s severely creeped out.

A stiff hand touches her shoulder.

“Play!” a voice says.

Gwen turns around and has to stifle her scream.

The mannequin’s lips don’t move. “Play, music, fun! Good times!” It’s a female mannequin, but Gwen can’t tell anything about the voice. The mannequin grabs her hand. “Play, music, good times, dance with me!”

Gwen pulls away. “No thank you!” she says, in a strained, high voice.

The music stops. All the mannequins turn to look at her at once.

The one nearest her cocks its head to one side.

“Never stop?” it asks.

The others take up the chant. “Never stop! Never stop!”

The bottles of wine fall over, one by one. The red liquid pours down the shelves, spilling in huge puddles onto the floor. The lamps above flicker out. The mannequins are walking towards her.

Gwen bolts, slashing at the fabric of the walls.

There’s a thud behind her, and Gwen looks back to see mannequins landing on a bed, crashing into each other, thud-thud-thud-thud-thud-thud—

The walls fall down around her, curtains of red cloth collapsing one by one. She tears her way toward light—

And bursts into a giant cave.

The others are there, too, surrounded by the tattered remains of tents.

They’re standing in a valley of gold.

Gold coins shift under their feet. Jewels and treasures, too, red rubies, golden candelabras and glittering diamonds.

Stalactites hang down everywhere, dividing the space into chambers. The cave walls seem a mile away.

“Everybody okay?” Adrianna asks.

There’s a chorus of yeahs. People are brushing themselves off. Some, like Penny, look a little spooked.

“Let’s be careful,” Adrianna says. Her voice drops to a whisper. “And try not to make too much noise.”

They proceed up one of the hills of treasure. It’s not exactly easy going. Every step, some piece of loot slides down with a clatter. Every time, Gwen’s paranoid that it’s going to be the one that wakes the beast.

“Gwen,” Adri whispers. “Can you get a look from the air?”

Gwen flies up to the top of the cavern. The view almost takes her breath away. The cave and its riches go on and on and on.

She spots shapes over the next hill.

“Mannequins, coming our way!”

Adrianna draws her sword. “Everyone, brace yourself!”

They’re on top of them in less than a minute. Pale bodies charge down the hill, making a lot of noise. It takes Gwen a second to understand what’s going on.

Every single one of the mannequins has a screaming, howling monkey on top. The mannequins are saddled, with bits and reins, and some of them are crawling on their hands. The monkeys all look the same, golden and wide-eyed, bearing fangs and waving their fists.

Gwen’s never going to get used to Nightmares.

The monkeys leap at them. One lands on Trisha’s head, pulling her hair, only to be sent flying by Bonnie a moment later. Kate appears from nowhere and lands on a mannequin’s back. She stabs the monkey, kicks it aside, and draws her bubbling dagger across a mannequin’s throat.

This isn’t so bad, Gwen thinks. They can do this.

Then Gwen hears a roar.

The mannequin’s the size of a horse. The monkey’s more like a gorilla. The steed rears back and vomits white lightning at them.

Adri charges, drawing its attention

The next few seconds are a blur while Gwen’s slashing. Trisha’s burning arrows fly by, three or four at once. Moira’s catching mannequin and riders in nets and hurling them. Penny cuts them down with her gun-sword while her drones fire away.

“Ow!” It’s Becca, rubbing her shoulder. She turns towards Lana. “Watch where you’re aiming that thing!”

“Sorry, sorry!” Lana says, wide-eyed. The big round shield arcs carefully around Becca and returns to Lana’s hand.

“I need help over here!” Bonnie says, looking frustrated at the edge of the crowd.

“Sorry!” Trish fires off three shots, and the monkeys closing on on Bonnie go down.

They’re making progress. They’ve almost cleared the crowd.

Adrianna’s far away from the rest of them, dodging each lightning blast. She flicks her finger, and flames in the shapes of her, Gwen, and Yvonne appear. While the giant monkey’s distracted, Adrianna raises her blade.

“Take this!” she screams.

A fireball bigger than she is flies forth from the end of the sword. It hits the mannequin square in the chest.

The pair fly back and crash against one of the stalactites.

The cavern shakes.

The tip of the stalactite breaks off. Bodies and rock crash down into the hill, sending gold and treasure spraying everywhere. Again Gwen feels the room shake.

And then the ground beneath her starts to rumble.

Gwen sees Adrianna go pale.

“Shit!” she whispers.

Something’s moving beneath the gold. A mound rising up, zig-zagging towards them.

Kate groans. “We didn’t even last ten minutes. How bad at this are we?”

Gwen turns on her, ready to spit. “Like you give a shit? You didn’t even want to be here—”

Kate’s nostrils flare. “Yeah, blame the girl who killed five of them for you. At least I’m doing something, unlike you—”

“Guys!” Adrianna’s running over. She grabs their hands and tries to pull them forward. “Stop it, both of you. We don’t have time for this—”

Gwen tries to run with her. But it’s too late.

It’s already upon them.

The ground gives way.

Like sand, everything’s shifting and moving. Piles of gold become valleys. Gwen’s slipping, slipping—

Gwen tumbles ass over head as the ground beneath them flows away.

She lands hard on a golden slope.

The creature rises over her.

It’s a snake, sure. Its head reaches up to the ceiling; its body’s wide around as a train car. But it’s more than that. The golden coils are twisted into a knot. At the center of the knot is the biggest mannequin of all.

Its face is drawn on. Angry scribbles, spiral eyes and a jagged monster mouth. It hangs limply, tangled in the snake’s body.

Optimus, Gwen thinks, and doesn’t know which one she’s referring to.

The snake hisses, a roar that fills their ears.

Gwen reaches down to push herself to her feet—

And stops short.

A clear plastic needle is poking out from between the gold coins.

Right where her bare hand was about to be.

Gwen can’t breathe. Can’t look. She turns—

And sees needles everywhere. Poking out from behind candelabras and gold coins and gold watches. Hiding just under the surface. Liquid drips from some of the tips.

A sick feeling creeps over Gwen. A numb horror. She can’t move. Can’t think.

She almost—she nearly—

“Gwen!” It’s Adrianna. The giant snake is rearing back. It opens its mouth, and Gwen sees it has four giant needles instead of fangs.

Gwen pulls herself into the air as the snake plunges down. Flying away from the awfulness, escaping—

The snake follows her with its gaze.

Holes open in the cavern walls. Rivers of red wine and white dust pour onto the treasure hoard.

Gwen’s shaking.

Why hadn’t they done more? Practiced more? The first one was a shitshow; had they really expected this to go any better? Shit. Kate was right, they weren’t ready—

“Gwen!”

It’s Penny and her drones flying up to fight beside her.

Becca joins them a second later, glowing purple. “We’ve got this,” she says.

Gwen isn’t even sure if Becca believes what she’s saying.

But she gathers her courage. She flies at the snake, slashing its chin—

The snake seems unbothered. Pieces of rock fall from above.

One strikes Gwen’s arm, and it stings—

A purple glow fills the air above Gwen’s head.

Becca is holding the boulders in place. Her face is filled with strain.

“Like I said,” she says through gritted teeth. “We got this.” With a grunt, she hurls them at the giant snake.

The serpent hisses as some of them hit its neck. Penny lets loose four sprays of bullets at once.

Meanwhile, on the ground, Trisha’s firing off arrows, faster than Gwen’s ever seen her, just red bursts one after another. Yvonne and Ambrose are striking it with burning claws. Bonnie rocks the ground beneath. Lana’s blasting with a huge water spray.

Optimus snaps its needle-jaws. Its eyes search for an opening, but can’t find a way to get them.

Gwen’s heart starts to lift.

It’s working.

They can do this. If they can just hold their ground—

Which is when the wall of the cavern explodes.

Gwen can’t see. She hears the rubble falling, but there’s too much light coming through. She throws her throbbing arm up, but it barely does anything.

 It’s so bright. Like the sun in your eyes on a summer day. It hurts.

Something very big is standing in the light.

The light fades into an orange glow, and Gwen sees it clearly.

It’s shaped like a person, but one whose skin has been badly burned. Its arms are bound together behind its back.  Orange liquid drips down from its empty eye sockets. Flames and flowers dance around its heels.

Gwen hears Moira’s inward breath and understands.

She knows what this is. And knows they’ve lost.

“Heliotrope,” Moira whispers.

The Nightmare takes a plodding step forward. Gold coins melt under its molten trail.

The bright light flares again.

Gwen hears the rumble of the serpent moving.

“Fi—” Adrianna tries to say.

Before she can get the word out, the ground erupts beneath them again. Gwen sees bodies flying.

When the light fades, Adrianna’s on her feet. Moira, too. Others are trying to get up.

“Um, guys?” It’s Trisha.

She’s on the ground. There’s a red mark on her hand.

Gwen sees the needle that pricked her.

“I don’t feel that great,” Trisha mumbles. “Kinda woozy.”

No, no—

Heliotrope twitches its head. Fire streams out of its eyes. Becca swerves out of the way.

Only to be struck by a golden tail.

Becca falls down to the ground. Her body slams into the golden hillside. Into the needles.

Becca struggles upright. She looks down at her pricked arm. “Well, that sucks,” she says. She slumps back against a golden bowl.

“Run,” Adrianna says quietly. She shakes her head, like she’s trying to convince herself of something. “Take the wounded and run!” she bellows.

Yvonne looks at her like she’s crazy. “Run?”

“There’s nothing else we can do now.” Adri’s face is grim. “We need to get Trisha and Becca to safety!”

She summons the dancing flames again. The serpent turns to look at them. Heliotrope, too.

Adri’s right. They’re down two people.

All they can do is run.

Gwen wastes no time. She flies down and picks up Trisha in her best attempt at a princess carry. Her shoulder hurts, but she grits her teeth and gets her into a better position. Why does Trisha have to be so tall?

“Didn’t know you felt that way about me, Gwen,” Trisha jokes. But her voice is weak. Nearby, Yvonne’s lifted a bleary-eyed Becca onto Ambrose’s back.

Meanwhile, the titans are turning away. Golden light filles the air. The snake slithers towards the side of the cavern.

The burned titan smashes another hole in the opposite wall. Rubble falls down, glowing orange.

Someone’s running forward, stumbling over the golden hill.

“No!” Moira says, her voice ragged. “Don’t you dare. Don’t you dare.” She’s clutching her rope so tightly, it has to be digging into her hand.

She hurls it forward. A giant net wraps around the titan’s heel. Moira pulls it back, keeping the titan from taking another step.

Heliotrope turns toward Moira. Like it’s studying her.

The net burns up. In seconds, it’s crumbled into black ash.

But Moira’s running toward the titan, so close now it could crush her.

“Moira!” Adrianna screams.

“You son of a bitch!” Moira shouts. Gwen’s never seen her this angry. “You don’t get to do this again. You don’t get to show up, make everything worse, and just walk away!”

Stone pillars rise from the ground. They surround Heliotrope on six sides. Ropes grow between them, hemming the titan in. And Moira’s standing on one of them. The pillars move closer and closer.

“Moira, don’t!” It’s Lana, running toward her.

Heliotrope turns, like it’s studying its prison.

Then it explodes.

Fire bursts from its body. The rock pillars shatter as the ropes burn. Moira’s falling, falling—

And lands hard on a chunk of rubble. Her back arches, and she screams in pain.

Heliotrope lifts its foot. Moira stares up as if not comprehending. The shadow falls over her.

Gwen can’t breathe. She can’t make it in time. No, no—

Lana’s at Moira’s side. She snatches her up.

The burning heel comes down.

And strikes Lana’s blue dome. The blue light wavers, like it’s struggling with the force of the attack.

Then water erupts from the shield in every direction. The leg’s pushed back.

Heliotrope sets its foot down elsewhere. It turns away, and lumbers through the hole it made.

“No!” Moira screams. “No, no, no!” Tears are dripping down her face.

Lana’s running back towards them, carrying Moira, her shield flying behind her. Moira’s clutching her arm and sobbing.

Orange and gold light fills the cavern. Gwen throws a hand over her eyes.

When the light clears, the cave is gone.

They’re standing in a green mountain valley with scraps of red cloth on the ground. The smell of alcohol hangs in the air.

They’ve lost.

Gwen flies up, holding Trisha tight. She looks out across the hills.

Two vague shapes are moving over the mountains. One orange, the other gold.

The golden cloud’s slithering south, out of the foothills.

Toward the civilization they left behind.

Lunar Camelot, Chapter 5

Gwen opens her eyes.

White. Blinding white. It hurts her eyes.

From the fog, shapes emerge.

White walls and floors. Hundreds of them. Piled upon each other, zig-zagging, jutting out at the corners, spilling out at angles. Rooftops and balconies like the houses of Mercutio, but overgrown, like a garden too long untended.  Gwen can’t see any trace of the courtyard they were standing in.

Gwen whirls around.

Where are the others? Where’s Adrianna?

She’s alone. She’s standing on a slab of stone covered in mosaics, intricate patterns bleeding into each other, and she’s alone.

She’s high up. Below she sees rows of dark corridors with white walls, stretching endlessly out of view.

The maze has her.

Gwen’s heart starts pounding. Adrianna. What if something’s happened to Adrianna?

“Hello?” Gwen calls out. There’s no response.

“Adri?” Nothing. “Anybody?”

Silence.

Okay. Gwen’s trying really hard not to panic. She can see a lot of the maze from here. She just has to find the others.

Something slaps against her white stocking. Gwen has a moment of alarm before she realizes it’s been blown by the wind.

She peels it off her leg and holds it up. It’s a piece of paper. There are words on it that look like they’re handwritten, in looping, dark ink:

I should have told you.

Do you remember that night? We stayed up until three at your loft above the city, drinking terrible wine, but for me it was like ambrosia. You brought me up to your rooftop and showed me the whole city, a river of lights below, but I was distracted by the stars.

I should have told you then.

I miss you.

Gwen’s confused. What is this?

She lets go of the paper and it drifts away from her hand, over the roofs of the altered city.

Enough distractions. Gwen takes to the air herself.

The lines resolve into patterns she can halfway understand. She searches for familiar faces, familiar colors. Come on, come on—

There.

She sees a flash of blue. Adri’s armor. Voices are shouting. She dives toward the corridor.

Adrianna and the others are fighting creatures with birds’ heads and muscular bodies. Each one wears long robes and carries a staff with two snakes wrapping around it.

Two of them have Adrianna surrounded. One of them swings its staff, and she’s forced to block, pushed back to where the other one is waiting—

“Adrianna!” Gwen cries out, and rushes towards her—

Hands grab her arms.

Gwen turns and sees one of the bird-men, pinning her arms behind her back. Two more are coming up from behind.

No, no—Adrianna, she has to get to Adrianna—

There’s motion behind her. A burst of sound, and the approaching bird-men dissolve into scraps of paper. The hands behind Gwen let go as her captor falls back, sliced in two.

Penny Ford is grinning beside Gwen.

Two jets of flame are coming out of her backpack. Her weapon’s in blade mode, and a little drone with gun turrets floats beside her.

“Jetpack!” Penny says. “Cool, huh?”

 Gwen nods. She looks for Adrianna. Adrianna’s still fighting the bird-men, but thank stars, Becca and Trisha have moved in to fight beside her.

Gwen lands in the thick of the melee and impales one of the bird-men with her branches. Adri’s sword takes out the other.

“Gwen!” Adrianna says. She smiles at her. “I’m so glad you’re okay!”

“Me, too,” Gwen says. “You’re okay, too?”

Adrianna looks at where the bird-men just were. “Yeah. Thanks for the save. They fell upon us so suddenly. We’ll have to keep an eye out for another ambush.”

“Yeah,” Gwen agrees. Penny touches down beside Becca.

“At least we’ve got another member of the flying club,” Becca says, patting Penny’s shoulder. “Nice work, goggles.” Penny beams.

Becca’s right. Flying seems to be the best strategy.

The walls begin to rumble.

The floor splits open. A black chasm splits the corridor in two. Gwen’s thrown back onto her ass, as are the people around her, as the chasm widens.

The maze is shifting around them.

Gwen forces herself to her feet. No, no—

Half of the group is on the other side.

“Gwen!” Adrianna shouts, but it’s no good, she’s being carried away from her. Gwen feels the stone beneath her rising as the platform Adrianna and the others are on falls—

She tries to run, to bridge the distance through flight.

But Lana’s slipping. Her feet teeter on the broken edge. She’s falling down into the black abyss—

Gwen grabs Lana’s hand and pulls her back onto the platform.

Below, white walls slide up and shuffle around. Gwen watches with numb horror as Adrianna disappears from view.

“Shit,” Trisha says beside her.

Gwen has to agree. Lana and Moira look shaken, too.

Yvonne claps Gwen’s shoulder. “It’s all good.  Gwen found us pretty quick. We’ll find the others. We’ve got this.”

Gwen wishes she could believe that.

 The maze around them has changed. There’s a roof over their heads now, blocking out most of the light. A dark corridor stretches ahead of them. Drippy candles along the walls make pools of yellow in the blue darkness.

They start walking forward, looking for an exit. Before long, the chamber opens up into a bigger one.

Books. Everywhere. Shelves that stretch hundreds of feet up. Piles of books spread out over dark oak tables.

It’s a Nightmare library.

Gwen walks forward slowly. Now she sees what’s strange about this place. Diagrams cover the walls, the floor, even the covers of the books themselves. Red paint, making circles, pentagons, glyphs, plus cryptic words in languages she doesn’t understand.

“Gwen!” Lana’s voice.

Gwen turns. One of the books near her has flipped open of its own accord. For a second Gwen tries look away, but she’s too curious. She reads what’s written on the page:

Do you remember my uncle Gio, with the curly beard? We used to watch movies together, him and you and I. You always thought they were old-fashioned, slow-moving pieces in black and white, but you would sit with us the whole time anyway, and afterward the three of us would talk about them for hours.

Gio’s gone now. Cancer got him last winter.

Every day I make my rounds, and I think about all the envelopes I’m carrying that will never reach the person they’re meant for, because the person has died, but the address remains. Expired like soldiers in a futile war, never opened, never read.

I should have told you. That way he might have been there to see it.

The book snaps closed.

“Uh, Gwen?” Trisha says. Gwen whirls around.

All around them, books are flying down from the shelves.

“Incoming!” Yvonne calls out as the books fly towards them.

Gwen swings her sword, but there’s too many of them. The books flap like birds, trying to snap their covers on her with a force like biting, and her sword cuts through a few, but there’s still so many left.

Then three catch on fire, one after another. Gwen sees Trisha with her bow in hand, raising arrows tipped in flames. Gwen skewers three more.

Moira’s moving forward. She throws out her rope.

And her rope splits into cords. Lines tie together. It’s a net. Moira pulls the net back like a leash, and the books smash into the wall and go limp. 

Something’s happening to the books they haven’t destroyed yet. Something’s erupting from their open pages. Feet, then torsos with arms and legs.

People. Except their heads aren’t fully there, melted into the pages.

Gwen cuts one down with her rapier, but more and more keep coming, books flying off the shelves and transforming. The group’s backing up, getting pushed closer and closer to the walls. Until there’s nowhere left to go—

That’s when Gwen hears the roar.

A deep, rumbling roar. An animal sound.

The lion’s claws tear through five or six of the denizens at once. Shreds of paper fall through the air.

Yvonne slashes her way through, her clawed gauntlets tipped in flame. All around her, book-people are burning.

Yvonne leaps onto the green lion’s back. Beast and rider as one soar through the crowd, tearing them apart.

Gwen pursues the opening. Lana’s stabbing with her lance beside her. Moira’s twisting her nets tighter and tighter, ripping enemies up in a shower of paper.

In less than a minute, the army of book-people is gone.

Yvonne slides down from her steed.

“You got—” Gwen tries to say. She can’t believe this. “You actually—”

Yvonne pats the green lion’s flank. He growls, but in a friendly way. He lies down with his head on his paws. “His name is Ambrose.”

The room’s been torn apart. The shelves are empty.

Something catches Gwen’s eye. There’s one book left on the table next to her. THE SECRET TRUTH, it says.

Gwen approaches it. Everyone’s watching her.

Gwen opens it.

And it’s like the pages open around them. The book grows until it’s as big as the room. Pages fold and unfold.

Until they’re standing on a white balcony under a white sky.

Rooftops spread out below, endless, reaching the horizon. A grey cloud sits over them, swirling with menace.

But Gwen only sees the other balcony.

Adrianna and the others are there, fighting a monster that looks like a bunch of flasks glued together in the shape of a person. Liquids spill out of its mouth: white, black, gold, red.

They all look worse for wear. One of Becca’s arms hangs limply at her side.

Gwen’s heart stops: Adrianna’s under attack—

Then Bonnie’s hammer smashes through its heart. The glass creature crumbles to shards.

Adrianna catches sight of her. “Gwen!” she shouts across the distance.

“We’re okay,” Gwen says, trying to make her voice carry. “We got lost—it was some kind of library!”

“Us too,” Adrianna shouts. “Only ours was more like a lab—”

Gwen hears Kate’s shout. “Is that a goddamn lion?”

“Stay there!” Gwen shouts back. “I’ll come to you!” She rises into the air.

Which is when the grey cloud parts, and Gwen sees what’s been lurking there, five stories tall.

Angel, is Gwen’s first thought, but the more she looks, the more that doesn’t feel right. It has eight white wings, but two of them are coming out of its head. Two more lurch out of its clawed feet.

Its eyes are rubies, empty, staring. She’s not sure it has a mouth, just a padlock on a thick iron chain. Its hands are covered by iron caps and chained to its head.

Its torso is a glass chamber the size of a house, where a red flame is dancing inside.

It flies towards Adrianna.

No, no, no—

Gwen flies after it.

She doesn’t see the huge white wing coming towards her in time.

It hits. She’s sent tumbling through the open air, falling towards the ground a million miles below. She catches herself just in time. She looks back and sees Adrianna running as the claws slice the stone behind her.

No, no— if anything happens to Adrianna before—before Gwen can—

Can what?

It doesn’t matter. She’ll never forgive herself. Never.

The Nightmare moves.

It’s on her, quick as a bullet. A shadow falls over the group below. The huge white wings fill Gwen’s entire sky.

Wings swing down at her in sequence, one, two, three. Heart pounding, Gwen forces herself to fly faster, faster, over rows of feathers, under wing-tips, trying to stay ahead of the blows.

Trismegistus blurs again, and it’s back where it was, floating above the endless city.

Balconies begin to move. Buildings are rising and falling, the city a sea of sliding parts.

Gwen sees Adrianna move.

No, don’t— she wants to scream at her—what are you doing?

Adrianna leaps.

It’s as big as one of Yvonne and Ambrose’s leaps. Her dark blue boots land on one of the rooftops, then she leaps to another and another.

Gwen’s already moving, flying toward the tiny figure so far away—

Adrianna’s next leap takes her onto Trismegistus’s back.

Adri digs her sword in, then uses it to climb a little higher, up onto a white shoulder. It tries to swat at her with its chained hands, but can’t reach her. 

Gwen flies faster—

Bracing herself on a Nightmare’s shoulder, Adrianna swings her burning sword at Trismegistus’s head.

It strikes home. The blade cuts through a swath of what ought to be skull. But instead of bone or blood, shreds of paper fly out into the wind.

They fly past, hundreds of them, clinging to Gwen’s armor, slapping her skin. They hang in the air in front of her eyes, and try as she might, Gwen can’t help but read the words as they flash by:

I should have told you.

But it was late, and you were leaving for Antenor in the morning, and I was afraid. You called me “brave” once, for going to the rough part of town like I do, but I’ve never been brave, I’ve always been a coward. I didn’t know the right words. I was pretentious, I knew how to read my books and that was all, I didn’t know how to speak, I didn’t know how to reach another person—

Adrianna swings again, and more of Trismegistus’s face unravels as it roars.

And I still don’t. I know you’ll never read these words. You’ll never read any of these letters—

A white wing lashes out towards Gwen, and she throws out her branches to block it, but it’s a narrow thing, it’s just in time—

Because you’re gone, because you died in the attack on Antenor, I’m writing this letter to no one—

Gwen sees the creature shake. Trisha’s arrows and Lana’s water spray, combining into one blast, right to its glass torso.

Adriana rocks in place. For a moment she looks like she’s about to tip over, and Gwen can’t reach her in time—

Moira’s net, big as a car, wraps around the Nightmare’s foot. Becca’s hurling glowing bits of broken banister.

Adri drives her sword down.

And I’m burning this letter, just like all the rest of them, the candle is in my hand—

Trismegistus’s head bursts open. The ruby eyes spill out and fall to the streets a million miles below—

—but I can’t stop writing, I can’t stop spilling out these words, because that’s all I was left with when you died, just a useless mess of words, because I know what I should have said—

The false angel comes undone. Wings fly apart, like stitching unweaving. There’s nothing inside but paper, paper floating in the wind, and a tiny shape where its head used to be—

As Adrianna spins through the air, she slices the grub in two.

And then she’s falling.

Gwen can’t think. Can’t process anything that’s happening, these feelings around her.

All she can do is fly.

“Adrianna!”

She hurtles toward the falling figure, willing herself to move faster, and still the words lash at her, mock her—

I should have told you I loved you. I should have told you I wanted to go with you. That you were the kindest person I ever knew, and the funniest, that no one else in the world really mattered to me—

Scraps of paper fly by, some with only fragments of sentences.

That you could say yes or no but I needed to hear your answer, that we could have lived in one house or two, that we could have spent afternoons together watching movies and laughing and drinking terrible wine—

Adrianna falls past the crumbling remains of Trismegistus, down into the black gap between the buildings. Gwen pushes herself to go faster, faster—

And I’m sorry, I’m sorry, because if I’d told you, you might not have gone, if I’d told you, you’d still be alive, and it’s my fault you’re not, I killed you so I didn’t have to admit my fear, I’m burning you like I’m burning these letters, and now I’m burning, too, I’m sorry, it’s my fault I’ve lost you, I’ve lost everything—

Gwen reaches for Adrianna, she stretches out her hand, but it’s not going to work, Adri’s too far, it’s too late—

Her hand touches Adrianna’s. Adri grabs on.

Gwen pulls her into her arms.

For a moment, they’re just hovering there. Gwen’s hands are underneath Adrianna’s knees. Adrianna’s arm is around Gwen’s shoulders. Her other hand’s holding onto Gwen’s side. Her face is so close.

“Do you—” Gwen says.

She swallows. Takes a breath. “Do you want to go on a date with me?” At the edge of her vision, paper wings are crumbling “After this. We could go see a movie, and maybe get something to eat? If you want to say no, then it’s okay, I understand. But I think you’re—you’re really beautiful, and cool, one of the coolest people I’ve ever met. So, um. Would you like to go out with me?”

Adrianna’s face breaks into a big, goofy smile.

“I was really hoping you would ask me that,” she says.

The towering figure is gone now. White light floods over the endless city.

They hang there, in the space between buildings, as paper falls down around them like petals in the spring.

When Gwen opens her eyes again, she and Adrianna are floating half a foot above the ground in an ordinary courtyard on an ordinary day.

Everyone’s looking at them.

Gwen decides she doesn’t care anymore.

Let them look.

Adrianna’s holding her. That’s all that matters.

They touch the ground. Gwen lets go of Adrianna’s legs, but their arms are still around each other.

Gwen looks up, expecting judgment. Angry stares. Eye-rolls.

Instead, she sees a bunch of people smiling.

☿

People keep finding feathers lining the streets of Mercutio, feathers that when you get a close look at them, turn out to be folded paper, covered in illegible scribbles.

Otherwise, the town seems fine.

They’re in the back room of the town hall now, convalescing.

Gwen got scraped up a little, but she honestly isn’t feeling any injuries right now.

She feels really good. Like, more amazing than she’s ever felt.

Adri’s sitting right next to her, out of her armor and back in a tank top and running shorts. She didn’t get too badly banged up, either.

She’s so close. Adri reaches out for Gwen’s hand, and it’s so warm.

She’s here. She said yes, and she’s here.

Gwen leans her forehead against Adri’s. It’s really nice.

“That was dumb,” Gwen says, squeezing her hand. “Jumping up there by yourself.”

Adrianna smiles, red-faced.

“Yeah,” she says. “It worked out okay, though.”

Gwen smiles. “‘Cause I was there to catch you.”

“You were.” Adrianna scooches closer. “I’m really sorry about that. It was going after you, and I panicked, I just kind of leapt without thinking. It was really dumb of me. I promise I won’t make you catch me in the future.”

“I didn’t say it was bad,” Gwen tells her. “I liked catching you.”

Adri grins. “It was pretty nice, wasn’t it?”

Gwen smiles. “Mmm-hmm.”

“Then maybe I won’t promise.”

“Good,” Gwen says. “Be dumb whenever you want. I’ll catch you.”

They sit together for a little while as their injuries get looked at, arms still around each other.

The others are in other rooms, getting care, too. Becca was rushed off by herself. Gwen hopes she’s okay.

“I’m going to go check on Becca,” Adri says, a little after the doctor’s done. “I’ll be back in a bit, okay?” She squeezes Gwen’s hand. “We can talk about our date.”

Gwen smiles. Adrianna half-skips off, leaving Gwen full of warm feelings and a head that feels like it’s spinning with thoughts.

She’ll come back, Gwen tells herself. Of course she will.

The waiting starts to get a little too long, though. Gwen starts to get a weird feeling in her gut.

She stands up. She sets off down the hall to go look for Becca and Adri.

She reaches a door that she thinks she saw Becca go into. There’s a woman standing outside the door with a clipboard.

“Is Becca here?” Gwen asks.

The doctor peers suspiciously over her glasses. “Ms. Webster isn’t accepting visitors.”

“Oh,” Gwen says, embarrassed. She starts to back away.

“Is that Gwen?” Becca’s voice says from the other side of the door. “It’s fine, Dr. Asher. Gwen’s cool. She can come in.”

The doctor lets Gwen slip inside.

Becca’s in her very pretty civilian clothes, sitting on what looks like a makeshift hospital bed. Adrianna’s in a chair next to her.

Becca’s arm is sitting on a table.

It’s plastic. Gwen sees the little straps at the end where it attaches.

Gwen looks at Becca.

Becca doesn’t have an arm on her right side. Or—not a complete one, anyway. She has the upper part that comes down from her shoulder, but it ends in a bony point.

Oh. Oh.

Gwen’s kicking herself for not getting it sooner.

 “Congratulations, Gwen.,” Becca says, with a tiny smile, as Gwen closes the door. “Guess I like you enough to let you join Arm Club.”

“Can I ask—”

“You can, yeah.”

“How did it—did you get hurt in an accident or something like that?”

Becca shakes her head. “I wish. Nothing nearly so cool. No, it’s been like this since I was born. Always thought right hands were kind of overhyped.” She waves the nub at Gwen. “I’d appreciate it if you didn’t go around telling people.”

“You don’t want people to know you use a prosthetic? Why?”

Becca gives her a withering look. “Because I don’t want to bare my weak neck for everyone to bite into like an antelope on the Numen savannah? I don’t know if you’ve noticed, Gwen, but people are horrible. You know some of our classmates would use it against me.”

“I—” Gwen wants to deny it, but Becca’s right. “Yeah. They would.”

Becca nods. “Maybe they wouldn’t say it outright, but they’d find excuse to make everything I do about it. Like, they’d say, oooh, she’s just milking it for pity points. Screw that. I’m not giving them that chance.”

“But you’re so cool,” Gwen blurts out. Shit, that could be taken the wrong way. “I mean, you hang out with all these popular people, even though they could tear you to shreds if they found out. And you act like it doesn’t even bother you.”

Becca looks serious. “I decided early on I wasn’t going to let anyone make fun of me.” She leans back. “If you understand people, you have some power over how they think about you. I put a lot of work into learning makeup and dress sense, and I choose to spend time with a lot of different groups of people, so I can stay on top of whatever drama’s happening and not get affected by it. That’s all it is.”

“You make it look effortless,” Gwen says.

Becca shakes her head. “It’s not. It’s something you can learn.” She gives Gwen a pointed look. “You could, too, if you wanted to.”

Gwen finds that hard to believe, but okay.

“That’s your prosthetic?” Gwen says, nodding at the arm on the table.

Becca groans. “Was. I was stupid, I let it get a little too banged up in the fight. Sucks. I really liked that one, too.”

“Can you actually grab things with it?” Gwen asks. She’s trying to remember how she saw Becca use that hand.

“I can. Grip’s a little stiff, so I mostly use my left, but it’s good enough for most two-handed work. It’s part Ladytech, which helps. Helped.”

Gwen sits down in the chair next to her. “It’s weird I never noticed.”

Becca leans back. “You wouldn’t have when we were in grade school. My parents wanted a realistic-looking one, because they didn’t want word to get out. Later I learned if you stand the right way, you can draw attention away from it.” She gestures at the broken prosthetic on the table. “And then this freaking happens.”

“Are you going to be okay?” Gwen says. “Are you going to have to tell people?

“No, it’s fine,” Becca says. “It’s just a pain. My parents will be mad at me for breaking it, but they’ll get me a new one. Might have to miss some school, but I’ll make it work. Hazards of becoming a warrior princess, I guess. See, Adri, I told you I’m not an athlete.”

“I keep trying to get her to try out for track and field,” Adrianna says, grinning up at Gwen, “but she keeps saying she wouldn’t be very good at it. Which is silly, because she’s got a runner’s build.”

“No thanks,” Becca says. “I can just see me taking off from the starting line when all of a sudden the damn thing flies off into the stands, and I have to explain to everyone why I’m decomposing.”

“This way it’s just between you and the Nightmares,” Gwen says.

“Exactly,” Becca says, with a knowing look. “Eight-winged paper giants? Famously non-judgmental. Everyone knows that.”

Gwen thinks back over the fight.

“We’re doing this,” she says, kind of in awe. “We’re actually slaying Nightmares.”

“We are,” Becca agrees.

Adrianna takes Gwen’s hand.

Becca doesn’t miss the movement. “Congratulations, you two, on your little moment. I look forward to you being insufferably cute together.” She points at her mouth. “I have to warn you, however, that if you start making out in my hospital room, I may throw up.”

Making out? Gwen blushes hard. Adri blushes, too.

“We’ll try to contain ourselves,” her—

Her Adrianna says.

Becca laughs. Adrianna starts laughing, too. Gwen grins.

Gwen looks from one to the other, because she’s laughing in a room with people who like her, and she’s wondering how she got so lucky.

☾

“Sooooo,” Trisha says, as they’re walking to morning class. “How was the date?”

Gwen blushes. “It was good.” 

“Like, how good?”

“Really good, okay?” Gwen elbows her. She stuffs her hands in her coat pockets. “We got lunch at the veggie place, and then we saw the afternoon matinee, and then we just walked around and talked a lot. It was really nice.”

Gwen can’t remember the last time she felt so relaxed. Adrianna had been holding hands with her and looking into her eyes the whole time, which you’d think would have stressed her out, but it was like…she actually felt listened to? That almost never happens.

“I learned a lot about her,” Gwen says. “She’s more of a dork than you’d think. She likes old adventure movies a lot.” 

She’s going to see Adrianna later at lunch. She’s really looking forward to that.

“Gwen,” Trisha says, in an unimpressed voice. “You’re leaving out the most important part.”

“The—”

“Did you kiss? Did you make out with the hot girl? Is ‘Five Afterschool Activities’ Middleton a good kisser?”

“Trisha!” Gwen’s blushing so hard. She really hopes nobody’s looking at them.

“The question stands.”

“Once, okay?” Gwen says. “Right before we were about to go home. And it wasn’t for super long.”

“Did you like it? Did you see a beam of light and hear a chorus of angels descending, and think: this girl is the one?”

“Romance novels have rotted your brain.”

“Answer the question, Marlowe.”

“I liked it,” Gwen says. “We talked about doing it again. Okay? You happy?”

Kissing Adrianna had been kind of intense, actually, if she was honest. Adrianna was a good kisser, but Adrianna kissed like she was hungry for it. Gwen had enjoyed it, but she wasn’t sure she could do it all the time.

Trisha let out a little trill. “Very happy.”

“I’m going to get you for this,” Gwen says. “I’m going to hit you with these same questions about your next boyfriend.”

“Ah, but I, unlike you, like talking about my romantic liaisons, which makes me the winner.”

“Uh-huh.”

“I’m proud of you for trusting your best friend with these things. It’s a sign of healthy psychological development.”

“Sure, Trish.”

Gwen’s about to say something more, but she gets distracted, because Becca Webster is walking towards them.

“You’re back,” Gwen says. Becca’s been gone for the last few days. Getting fitted for a new arm, presumably, because there’s fingers at the end of her long sleeve. Gwen wouldn’t have known they were plastic before she’d seen the difference.

“Yes,” Becca says. “I’ve recovered from the injuries I sustained in battle, which were both extensive and gruesome. But—look, we don’t have time to banter about that. Something’s happening. I need you both to listen to me.”

Something about the way she says that sends chills down Gwen’s spine.

“What’s up?” Trisha asks.

Becca puts her hand to her temples. Her left; Gwen’s noticing these things now. “Adrianna let slip that she’s got a girlfriend. Her student council friends want to meet you at lunch. And any of the other club members, so you’d better come along, too, Jonson.”

Gwen and Trisha exchange looks. “Is that bad?” Trisha asks.

“Not inherently,” Becca says. Her hand’s up, like she’s saying slow down. “It’s just that with some of these people, you have to be really careful. You can’t get on their bad side.”

“You said they were her friends,” Trisha says.

Gwen has this sinking feeling in her stomach.

“It’s complicated. It’s more like she and I are friends with the whole group. That doesn’t mean some of the individual members aren’t capable of being really awful.”

“So why should I go?” Gwen says, unable to keep the bitterness out of her voice. Damn it, she’d been really looking forward to spending time with Adrianna alone.

“Not going would be worse, believe me.” Becca meets Gwen’s eyes. “Look, I think if we take care of this now, it’s actually a good thing. Just show up, try not to insult them, and you’ll be in their good books for the rest of the year. I’ll help you make a good impression. Adri, too.”

Gwen looks at Trisha.

Trisha’s got this look of grim determination on her face.

“All right,” Gwen says. She already feels tired.

Becca meets them after class. She leads them not out to Gwen’s preferred lunch spot, but to a table right in the middle of the lunchroom. Adrianna’s there, with a bunch of girls and guys Gwen has never seen before.

Adrianna looks up, and a big smile breaks over her face. “Gwen!”

And suddenly Gwen’s fears and worries don’t matter anymore.

She sits down next to Adrianna. Adri squeezes her hand.

“So,” a dry voice says. “This is the famous Gwen?”

It’s a girl with long red hair that flows down past her shoulders.

Gwen knows her. She’s seen her at junior council meetings. Julia Massinger. One of those girls who obsesses over all the Captaincy speeches.

“Julia didn’t think you were real,” titters another girl, a blonde. “Adrianna speaks of you in such glowing terms, she thought you had to be her fantasy.”

“You did sound a little too good to be true,” Julia remarks.

“Nope,” Gwen says. “I’m real.” Adri puts her arm around her and it’s really nice.

Julia studies her. “You’re cute enough, I guess. That jacket, though…”

“What’s wrong with it?” Gwen says. Oh, now she’s going to let this bitch have it.

Except she catches Becca, out of the corner of her eye, shaking her head.

“I just don’t know that I’d wear it with that outfit. It’s a bit of a rat’s nest, isn’t it?”

It’s all Gwen can do to keep her voice level. “I think it looks cool.”

“It’s a good look,” Becca says. “It’s just a little torn at the sleeves. A different color might go better with our uniforms, maybe a dark blue.”

“Oooh, yes!” the other girl says. “Dark blue would look amazing. You’d look very tough.”

“If you like, Gwen,” Becca says, “I could take you shopping and we could get you one that’s a little more badass.”

Gwen isn’t sure if she wants a new jacket. But Becca’s trying to help her out here. “Sure.”

Julia turns to Trisha. “And you are?”

“Trisha Jonson,” Trisha says, eyes forward, smile a little too sweet. “I’m Gwen’s friend, and a fellow club member.”

“Ohhh, yes,” the blonde girl says. Gwen’s seen her around, too. She thinks her name is Aubry? “Your mom’s an Engineer, right? I remember that.”

“That’s right,” Trisha says sweetly.

“And your mother…” Julia says, turning to Gwen. “Oh, I forgot, she’s only an Ensign. I’m sorry.”

Gwen very much doubts Julia’s sorry. “Doesn’t matter to me,” she says. “I don’t care what she does.”

Too late, she sees Becca shaking her head.

 Julia’s eyes go wide, and her smile brightens. “Really? You mean you’re not interested in your mother’s station? You know, there are some who think your whole world-saving club is disloyal to the Captaincy. Do you not care about your family’s advancement?”

Talking to Julia feels like being locked in a cage with a tiger.

“Of course I do,” Gwen lies. “But why stop there?” She does her best to give a nonchalant shrug. “We’re the next generation. We’re supposed to succeed on our own merits, not our parents. I leave my mom in the dust, so much the better for me, right?”

“Oooh, ambitious!” Aubry says. “I see why you like her, Adrianna!”

“I know I’ve never met anyone who thinks our club’s anti-Captaincy,” Becca says, jumping in. “Haven’t you heard? Approval surveys have jumped up ten points since we started going out into the field.”

“Yes, Julie’s being silly,” Aubry says, giggling. “Your club is wonderful, really. We’ve all been talking about what a welcome change it is.  I wish I’d thought of it, going out to fight Nightmares. It sounds very difficult.”

“It is,” Gwen says. “But we prepare in advance. We strategize.”

“Gwen’s been an incredible help running the club,” Adrianna says. “She’s done more of the research than I have, by this point.”

“She’s your right-hand woman,” Aubry says. “Like the Captain and the Navigator.”

“I don’t think anyone’s expecting those two to kiss, though,” Becca says.

“Maybe they should!” Aubry giggles.

“We all appreciate what your club’s doing,” Julia says. “But honestly, Adrianna, I don’t know if I’d have chosen some of these people. I know you have to have your cousin in there, but really, Penny Ford?”

“What’s wrong with Penny Ford?” Trisha says coldly. 

Julia rolls her eyes. “She’s such a shut-in weirdo. With all those game characters on her backpack. If I asked her for the time, I know she’d just mumble at me.”

“Ah,” Becca says. “First impressions can be very misleading, Jules. Penny’s our resident expert on Nightmare biology. And you know Adri has an eye for talent.”

“She’s a bit much.”

“Penny’s very cool,” Trisha says hotly. “She knows what she likes, and she’s not ashamed of it. She’s authentic.”

“That’s true,” Aubry observes. “I’d rather be around someone who’s real than who’s fake.”

“We all know the coolest people are those who don’t try to be cool,” Becca observes. “So much better than someone who tries to pretend they’re cool when they’re not.”

Julia frowns. She doesn’t say anything.

“That’s true,” Aubry says. “We should invite Penny to sit with us. She’s a Nightmare slayer after all. Honestly, I’ve been thinking for a long time, why does there have to be such a big gap between us student council and the people who like to speak their mind? We should make it so everyone feels free to be more comfortable.”

“Agreed,” Becca says.

“You’re the trailblazer, Adrianna, bringing Gwen to us.” Aubry giggles. “It’s like two big families coming together, like back in the Founders’ days.”

Julia’s still frowning, but it’s like she’s retreating from the conversation. Like she knows she’s lost.

“We all knew Adrianna was going to be a romantic, anyway,” Becca continues.

Aubry’s eyebrows fly up. “That’s so true. She’s got that tall athlete vibe, like a handsome prince who’s going to sweep a maiden off her feet. Are you her princess, Gwen?”

It takes Gwen a second. She’s never been able to think of herself as pretty, maidenly, anything like that.

“Yeah,” Gwen says, leaning into Adrianna’s hold. “I guess I am.”

The lunch table shifts, over the next couple weeks. Julia’s not there anymore, but Aubry and a couple of others are. Sometimes Yvonne, or Moira. Penny joins them, and eventually Charlie, too, once Gwen helps her get over her nervousness talking to the student council. Becca watches over the scene, jumping in with a remark every so often.

It’s like Gwen can be anywhere.

Gwen sees a subtle change moving through the student body. Like there’s less and less people turning towards them with suspicion or uncertainty, and more with admiration and respect.

Not too long later, there’s a rally, organized by the administration. The ten of them stand up in front of the school, answering questions. Adrianna gives a little speech. She introduces Gwen as her partner in running the club.

She and Adrianna walk off the stage holding hands, and no one seems to mind.

It’s lost in the applause.

☾

It’s late in the afternoon. Gwen’s getting home from a long club meeting at the Camelorn building, talking about their next move.

Her mother’s sitting on the hall couch when she comes in.

Gwen’s stomach turns. Her mom only does that when she wants to talk about something. What is it? What’s Gwen done wrong in her eyes?

“Ronnie Kyd told me something interesting her daughter said,” Janet Marlowe says. Her voice is quiet. “Her daughter says you’re dating Adrianna Middleton.”

Gwen goes very, very still.

Her mother just shakes her head. She laughs to herself, in a rueful sort of way.

“You keep surprising me, Gwendolyn,” her mother says. “You, a philegyne? I never saw any signs.”

“Are you angry with me?” Gwen says, in a tight voice. It’s almost a whisper.

Janet Marlowe’s eyebrows fly up.

“Angry? No, I just want to know how you did it.”

“Did what?” Gwen’s totally confused now.

“How did you trick her into it?”

Gwen stares at her.

“How did you convince Undine Middleton’s daughter to be in a relationship with you? What leverage did you employ to get someone so well-connected under your spell?” She lets out a breath again. “You’ve surpassed anything I was capable of at your age. I told myself I wouldn’t be jealous of you, and yet…”

She stands up. “You’ve joined us to the fastest-rising family in the Captaincy. Undine has the Captain wrapped around her finger; everyone knows she’s grooming Adrianna to be Captain herself.”

Gwen opens her mouth. She can’t find words to speak. The world’s flipped inside out.

Her mother’s pacing. “You’ve set yourself up to be her daughter-in-law. She’ll have to listen to you. The Captain and her little clique can’t ignore my letters now. When did my daughter get so clever?”

Gwen doesn’t want to hear this. She wants to say stop. Asking Adrianna out was the one really good thing she’d done.  Now it feels sick and calculating. All the good feelings buried under a deluge of awful.

“Have you talked about marriage yet? If you secure a betrothal early, that’s good; she’s less likely to back out then.”

“No,” Gwen mumbles.

“Do it,” her mother hisses. “You don’t want to let this opportunity slip. By the Stars, if I could have married anyone other than your father, I wouldn’t have wasted twenty years of my life as a useless Ensign. I would have climbed, climbed like you’re meant to do—”

Gwen can’t do this anymore. She wants to throw up. She runs past her mother, up the stairs.

“Think on what I’m saying!” her mother shouts after her. “You have her in the palm of your hand; you need to seize your chance! I won’t see you throw away your future!”

Gwen throws the door of her bedroom closed behind her, stuffs her headphones into her ears and puts her hands over her head, trying to drown out any trace of that voice.

It’s a few minutes before she realizes she’s crying.

☾

It’s Saturday.

Gwen’s standing next to Adrianna on a stage, having to pretend everything’s normal.

Adrianna looks at her, smiling. Gwen gives her a brittle grin. She feels like Adrianna’s going to see right through her. Every time Gwen moves, she feels like she’s being fake.

A hundred people are looking at her. They fill rows and rows of marble and velvet seats, and every single one of them is watching everything Gwen and Adrianna do and say.

Except that’s just the audience she can see. The cameras up there, they’re transmitting everything to television sets all across the moon. If Gwen starts thinking about how many people that actually is, she starts wanting to throw up. Hundreds of thousands.

The other club members are all sitting behind them, a rainbow in armor. The interviewer leans closer to Gwen with a sly smile.

 “So, Gwen…”

 “Yeah?” Gwen says. Then she kicks herself mentally for saying it that way, so blunt and confrontational.

 “We want to hear your story. From the way Adrianna tells it, it sounds like you’ve been her right-hand woman.”

 “Uh, yeah. Basically.”

 “You and her were the first to be selected by the Lunar Lady, isn’t that right? You worked together to take down a small Nightmare?”

“Yes, that’s right.”

“You must have found you liked working together, if you started a Nightmare-fighting organization together afterward.” The interviewer titters. “Fighting monsters together…it makes you a lot closer, doesn’t it?”

“Um, yeah.” Gwen looks nervously at Adrianna, hoping she doesn’t say something stupid that makes Adrianna look bad. “Adrianna’s amazing in a fight…it seemed like us teaming up worked really well. So we decided we could maybe help people together.”

“How positively romantic,” the interviewer coos. “Would you say you’re like her assistant teacher? Or, oooh, is it the sort of thing where behind the scenes, you’re the one who really runs the club?” Some of the audience members laugh.

“No, it’s not like that,” Gwen says. “Um, Adri’s usually the one who comes up with ideas for what we do next, but I’ve been doing a lot of the paperwork and research lately. But we both do lots of things.”

 “Gwen’s great at working with people,” Adrianna says, a sentence which no one has ever said before. “She sees what’s important and helps the other group members notice it.”

 “That’s wonderful. Gwen, when did you know you wanted to move from being club partners to something more? Was there a moment when you knew it was true love?”

True love? Gwen’s panicking. Nobody said it had to be true love just yet. A horrible feeling runs its way though her stomach and up her spine. What if she says the wrong thing and everyone sees that she’s having mixed feelings now, and Adrianna hates her?

 “I, um, uh…” Gwen flounders for an answer before it gets awkward that she’s taking so long, come on, Gwen, the clock is ticking.

 “Adrianna’s just really cool,” she says. Her cheeks are burning, and she’s looking down at the ground, so she doesn’t have to look Adrianna in the eye. “I really wanted her to date me but I wasn’t sure she’d actually want to date me but I asked her if she wanted to date me and she said yes.”

“Gwen asked me out on the battlefield,” Adrianna says, smiling like she doesn’t have a care in the world. The audience awwwws. “It was so sweet. I always thought she was cool, ever since I saw her talk in class. So it was really like a dream come true for me, too.”

The interviewer beams. “Oh, I love it. Total power couple. Sounds like a match made in the stars!”

Gwen nods, unable to speak.

Her breath’s coming a little easier now.

She doesn’t know anything about sports, but that was totally a save from Adrianna.

Thankfully that part of the interview wraps up pretty quickly, and they bring the rest of the group. There’s a lot of posing with their weapons. Gwen watches the camera eye.

Afterward, when they’re offstage, back in the waiting room, Gwen sees Adrianna approaching her.

Oh starshit, oh no, she’s going to tell her off for screwing up, she’s going to say she wants to break up with her—

Adri takes her hand.

“Gwen, are you okay?” she asks. She looks really worried. “You look kind of sick; are you doing all right?”

“I’m fine,” Gwen says, immediately, pulling away. “You don’t have to worry about it.

“You don’t look fine.”

“It’s not something you should have to worry about,” Gwen says. “I can handle it on my own, okay?”

“You shouldn’t have to,” Adrianna says, forehead seriously creased. “Please, Gwen. Tell what’s bothering you. Whatever it is, I’ll listen.”

Gwen hesitates, then takes Adrianna’s hand again.

“Am I just using you?”

Adrianna blinks. “Using me how?”

“To get ahead. To get some kind of advantageous marriage and advance in the Captaincy.”

“Well,” Adrianna says softly, “is that the reason you asked me out?”

“No!” Gwen bursts out. “I meant what I said in the interview. You’re really, really cool; I want to date you. But if you don’t want me to, if you feel like I forced you cause I asked you out while we were worn out from fighting or—”

Adrianna puts her arms around her. “Gwen, no. I don’t think that at all.”

“But don’t you care? About marriage, and the Captaincy and all that?”

“The way I see it,” Adrianna says, “is that I want to marry somebody who’s going to make me happy. And if that helps politically then that’s fine, but that’s not as important as someone I really want to be with.”

Gwen’s heart swells.

“Okay,” she says. “That’s good.” She rubs her eye. “My mom said some stupid stuff.”

“I’m sorry.”

“It’s fine. Screw her. I don’t even want to think about her when I’m with you.”

“Then let’s not. She’s hereby banished from our conversations.”

Gwen hugs Adrianna a little tighter. “I guess I didn’t think about…stuff like having to talk about being a couple in front of other people. I wanted the world to know about the club, but—”

“Yeah,” says Adrianna, letting out a breath. “I didn’t think about that, either. I’m really sorry. You don’t have to do interviews if they stress you out. We don’t have to be on camera all the time.”

“But people still know who we are. They recognize us.”

“More when we’re in armor, though, than our faces.” Adrianna squeezes her hand. “What do you think about changing out of this armor and going on another date? Forgetting all of this hero stuff for a bit and being two high school people?

“Yeah,” Gwen says, breathing in and out. She can feel Adrianna’s ribcage rise and fall. “That sounds good.”

☾

Afternoon on a Saturday. Still time for a late lunch or snack. Gwen and Adri are at a coffee shop, just off the plaza district of the High City. It’s got a cloth awning and pretty tables but it’s just far enough away from the main shopping district that it feels quiet.

Adri gets a pastry. Gwen just gets coffee. Waiting in line together feels so different from the atmosphere in the TV studio that it’s like another world. Adri’s got her hair up; Gwen’s wearing her glasses. Adri’s in a blouse and slacks and Gwen’s in her favorite band shirt and jacket. No one recognized them, even while they were walking.

Adrianna’s hand squeezes Gwen’s for a moment while they’re waiting in line, and it’s like: oh, okay. Things are good. She’s here.

“Hard to believe we actually have a math test on Monday,” Adrianna says as they’re taking their seats.

Gwen nods. “It’s like, the world didn’t stop while we were out doing magic stuff? What?”

“I guess I’m glad they’re not showing us any favoritism, like they said,” Adri says, brushing hair out of her eyes. “I really don’t want to get special treatment. But it’s been kind of a busy semester, what with track, the club, the classes, and everything else.”

“Yeah, aren’t you also still doing student government?” Gwen asks.

“Like a tiny bit. I’m just on a couple of the organizing committees. Less than I was planning to do, but I guess that’s the way it is. With everything this week, I’ve barely thought about the test.”

Gwen shrinks into herself a little. “Sorry to take you away from your studying.”

“No, you’re good,” Adri says, taking her hand. “Seeing you is a total recharge. Helps me a lot.”

Gwen nods. She never thought she could be a recharge for someone before. “Math’s sucked lately. I didn’t understand half of what she was saying on Friday.”

“Yeah. It’s a little confusing, does she mean the function or the derivative of the function? I’m worried I’m going to get it mixed up on the test.”

Gwen snorts. “You’ll be fine. I might fail, but you’ll just do it flawlessly like you did that interview. Everything’s easy for you.”

Adri’s expression changes. Her eyes get really big, and her eyebrows crease. Her mouth presses together.

She looks really hurt.

“What?” Gwen asks, feeling like an idiot. “What did I say?”

“I’m not—I don’t—” Adrianna takes a big breath before continuing. “Gwen, that’s not fair.”

“What’s not fair?”

“You have this idea of me in your head, like I’m like this perfect person who does everything right, and I’m—I’m not like that at all, okay?” Adrianna looks down at the table. “I’m not a good person. I might be kind of messed up when you get to know me.”

 This is not the kind of thing Gwen ever expected Adrianna to say.

“But you’re the club leader,” Gwen insists. “You do so many things all the time, and you’re really good at them.”

“Yeah, and it’s hard,” Adri says, still looking downcast. “I get stressed out, like, all the time, Gwen. I try really hard, and sometimes it doesn’t feel like I’m trying hard enough.”

“That’s insane, though,” Gwen says. “If anyone’s trying hard enough, you are.”

Adri gives a lopsided smile. “I appreciate that. It doesn’t always feel like that, though.”

“You never seem like you’re stressed,” Gwen says.

Although, she reflects, that isn’t exactly true. When Adrianna’s around her mom, she’s seen her look more tense.

“I mean, I don’t talk about it a lot. It’s not other people’s responsibility to help me carry my burdens. And it’s not that bad most of the time, I don’t want to overexaggerate.”

“What kind of stuff do you get stressed about?”

“Doing school on top of everything else, like I said. It’s like, I wake up, and I think about all the things I’ve got to get done that day, and the people I’ve got to talk to, and I’m a little on edge until I’ve done the whole list.” Adrianna tosses her head. “That interview today? I was stressed the whole time, Gwen. I didn’t know what I was doing, I was just thinking constantly about what would be the best thing to say.”

“You did good,” Gwen says softly. This is a side of Adrianna she’s never seen before.

“I’m really glad to hear that. I’m just saying, it didn’t feel that easy when I was in it.”

“I’m sorry.”

“It’s okay. It’s not your fault. It’s just—”

Adrianna takes a deep breath. “Gwen, there’s other stuff I want to tell you at some point. Like about my family. I really, really want to tell you. But…what if it messes up the perfect me you have in your head? What if it makes you hate me?”

“I don’t think I could ever hate you,” Gwen says.

 Adri’s looking down at the table. “What if I’m not the amazing, confident person you thought I was when you asked me out? Is that okay? Do you still want to date me?”

“I—”

“It’s okay if the answer’s no,” Adri blurts out. “I’d be sad about it, but I wouldn’t hold it against you—”

Gwen feels something welling up inside her. She leans across the table and grabs Adrianna’s hands with both of hers.

“I want to do this,” she says. “I want to know you. The real you. Not some perfect Adrianna.”

Adrianna’s face brightens. A smile spreads over her face.

It’s like watching the sun come up over the mountains.

“We should do a study date,” Gwen says.

Adri smiles even bigger. “For the math test?”

“Yeah. Go back to your place and look over our notes. See if we can figure out what the hell Shaw was talking about.”

Adrianna looks mischievous. “We might get a little distracted if we do it at my place.”

“Well, my mom sucks, so let’s not do it at mine. And I’m okay with getting distracted, if we make enough progress that you don’t feel stressed out.”

“That sounds nice,” Adrianna says.

“Yeah,” Gwen says. She’s feeling her heart fluttering at the thought of the ways they could get distracted.

They talk a little more, about movies and unimportant life stuff.

They walk out of the café holding hands.

☾

Middleton House makes Gwen nostalgic, since it’s where all this started. It’s also kind of big and empty without any meetings going on. Adri’s mom is apparently somewhere upstairs, but thankfully they don’t run into her. They drift past the big empty rooms until they get to Adri’s bedroom.

It’s organized with lots of labeled folders, like Gwen expected. She’s surprised to see shelves with a lot of adventure books she remembers from when she was younger.

The math’s not as hard with both of them looking at it together. Comparing their notes resolves the confusion within five minutes. A look of relief crosses Adrianna’s face. Gwen’s amazed. Adrianna, learning something from Gwen.

It’s so weird to think she has a girlfriend. A girlfriend who needs her.

Once they’ve covered most of the important stuff, Gwen leans in and kisses her. Adri kisses back hard.

Gwen pulls away, feeling thrilled and breathless.

“Okay,” she says. “I gotta ask. While we’re talking about Adrianna the person, not Adrianna the idea—”

Adri nods. “What is it?”

“How the hell do you get your hair looking so nice?” Gwen says, almost despairing. “Mine sucks so bad whatever I do.”

Adri laughs. “It’s just really good conditioner. My dad buys it for me. Do you know Blue Giant?”

“No?”

“It’s great. We tried a million others that didn’t work first. Maybe you don’t remember, but my hair was super messed up for most of third grade.”

“Oh, okay,” Gwen says, leaning in for another kiss. “That’s good to know.”

They go back to kissing, and pretty soon the notebooks are on the floor, because Gwen and Adri are on the bed, and pretty soon after that their shirts are on the floor, too.

Lunar Camelot, Chapter 4

The Nightmare was weird.

This is a whole different kind of weird.

They’re surrounded by people. Kids, old people, people their parents’ age. And all of them are staring at them, listening to every word they say.

“But you’re so young,” says a middle-aged woman, who turned out to be the town’s mayor.

Adrianna grins. “We think that’s a good thing, actually. We’re hoping people can benefit from a new perspective.”

“Is it really dead?” someone else wonders.

“We cut its heart out,” Becca says. “So yeah, I’d say so.” She nods at Gwen.

“If you need proof, look at this splash pattern,” Moira says, pointing to the spilled keys. “Nightmare trails don’t tend to expand out in a circle like this. They tend to be in one direction.”

“This is all so much,” the mayor says. “Don’t—don’t think we’re not grateful, I just—”

“I promise, we’re here to help,” Adrianna tells her. “We’re going to make things better, starting today.”

“Uh, Adri?” Becca cuts in.

Adri turns. Gwen hears it the same time she does. A low drone, steady and unsettling.

Becca points up.

A black Captaincy helicopter is moving toward them through the blue sky.

They watch as it gets closer and closer, the noise of its rotors turning into a roar.

Slowly, it gets bigger and bigger, until the roar is so loud Gwen can’t think. People scramble to clear a space.

The machine lands in the middle of the square. The blades go quiet and still.

With a hiss, the door opens, and a woman in a uniform steps out. She’s middle-aged, with a round bob of dark hair beneath her cap.

Gwen knows who this is. She’s seen her mom talking to her at a million parties.

Navigator-Lieutenant Kyd looks around the square. Everyone’s utterly silent.

Then the Navigator brings her hands together in a slow clap. She steps down from the helicopter’s ramp.

“Imagine our surprise,” she says, “when Autonomous Nightmare Region Three, codename Demilune, vanished from our radar at 1:37 PM today. I believe congratulations are in order.” She claps her hands again.

Her eyes dart around. “Which one of you claims responsibility for this group?”

Adrianna steps forward. Gwen can’t tell if she’s nervous. “That would be me, Lieutenant-Navigator.”

A smile spreads over the Navigator’s face.

“You’re Undine’s daughter, aren’t you?”

“Yes, ma’am.”

“Of course. I’m not surprised.” The Navigator straightens up. “You’ve done very well, children. I don’t mind saying we’re quite interested in your future development. Now, it’s time for you to come with me.” She indicates the helicopter.

They exchange glances. Gwen knows everyone’s thinking the same thing:

Is this a punishment? Or something else?

“What about our teachers?” Adrianna asks.

For the first time, the Navigator looks annoyed. “The teachers you attacked and left unconscious on a bus back in Cesario?”

Adrianna winces at that.

“We’ve informed them and escorted them back to the High City. Now, will you come with me?”

Gwen understands that tone. It’s the one her mom uses all the time. It isn’t really a question.

Gwen sees Adrianna hesitate, just for a second.

Right. This was the number one thing they were worried about. The Captaincy messing up what they’re doing.

Where are you taking us? Gwen wants to ask. But she knows she can’t. Not in front of the second most powerful person in the Captaincy.

Adrianna manages to ask it anyway.

“With you, ma’am?” She bows her head respectfully.

The Navigator’s tone is crisp. “The Captaincy would like to speak with you.”

She turns and starts walking back to the helicopter, with a motion that implies they’re meant to follow.

They don’t resist. They follow.

Gwen feels like she’s walking towards a death sentence.

Adrianna turns back to face the crowd. “People of Viola!” she says. “Thank you for being so kind to us. You’ll hear more about us soon, I promise!” Then she closes the door behind her.

They take their seats on the long benches. The helicopter begins to take off.

As it does, a screen on the wall in front of them lights up.

It shows a woman with long, straight red hair, tied back, wearing a military cap decorated with medals. She’s seated at a desk.

Gwen’s stomach drops out of her body.

They’re talking to the Captain.

Captain Hannah B. Dekker looks like she doesn’t have time for anyone’s crap. She isn’t pretty, but she’s never needed to be. This is the face of someone who fought in the Trade Wars.

Adrianna bows deeply. Everyone scrambles to follow her example.a

The Captain motions to her desk and pulls lines of text into the air.

“Middleton, is it? I’m looking at these flyers you handed out. They seem to imply you’re taking a political stance against the Captaincy Nightmare policy. Care to explain yourself?”

Just for a second, Adrianna looks really nervous. Like, more nervous than Gwen’s ever seen her.

Then she recovers, smiling. “Not a stance against, Captain. More like a proposal for a new direction.”

 “You’re a high schooler, Miss Middleton. You don’t have the power to dictate Captaincy policy.”

 “With respect, my Captain, I’d like to think some of us students can play a role in the conversation,” Adrianna says. She sounds like she’s choosing her words very carefully. “What we did today marks a pretty big change in the way things work. Wouldn’t you agree?”

“Explain further,” the Captain says. Not in a voice like she doesn’t understand. More like she’s daring Adrianna to say the wrong thing.

 “We’ve just shown that we have the power to kill Nightmares.” Her voice sounds a little more confident now. “That’s something the Captaincy wants, isn’t it? So I think we’re in a pretty good position to negotiate. I think we can find an arrangement that benefits everyone.”

Captain Dekker lets out a bark of a laugh. She rises from her chair and stands behind her desk.

Adrianna looks like she’s been slapped in the face.

“You think you have the power to dictate terms to me?” the Captain says. “No. Entertaining, but no. That isn’t the way it works.”

 “You need us,” Adrianna tries again. “We have unique technology, a weapon that can kill the Nightmares—”

Suddenly the Captain’s face fills the screen.

“You attacked your teachers.” Her voice is as hard and frozen-over as winter. “That was your first mistake. Did you think we’d accept that kind of delinquency?

No one meets the Captain’s eye.

“We needed a distraction so we could act independently, ma’am,” Adrianna tries. “We made a point of not doing lasting harm—”

The Captain cuts her off with a hand. “Understand, girls, that in any other circumstances, I’d have you thrown in prison for what you’ve done.”

Gwen’s breath catches.

The Captain pulls back. “You aren’t the ones with the Nightmare-slaying weapon,” she says. “Get that into your heads. It belongs to the Captaincy.”

She holds up a hand. “Don’t try to correct me. I know very well it can’t be transferred to another person. I’m saying I intend to use you girls. You will kill Nightmares, yes. But you will do it when the Captaincy says, where the Captaincy says, and you will obey the Captaincy’s laws and commands every step of the way. Is that clear?”

“But—”

“You don’t get a choice,” the Captain says. “I like your boldness, saying you’ll walk if you don’t get what you want, but I’ve been doing this longer than you’ve been alive, and your position isn’t as strong as you think it is. The Captaincy controls your future, girls.”

She smiles. “You’re all High City Preparatory students, aren’t you? I could have a word with your teachers and tell them to take another look at your grades. I could have all of you expelled by this afternoon. I could ensure none of your parents ever get a prominent position in this government again. So do you really think you can pressure me?”

No one speaks. Gwen has this horrible, sick, feeling, like there’s a slimy creature in her throat. Becca, Penny, Trisha, they’re all looking scared. She can tell they’re looking at her and Adrianna, like they’re going to be able to make this go away somehow. But they’re not.

The Captain looks at each of them, then back to Adrianna. “Consider this a warning. You will refrain from harming your superiors. You will tell no one that you did so. If I have to speak to you about this again, you will face consequences. Understand?”

Adrianna swallows hard. “Yes, ma’am.”

The Captain takes her seat again. “And no more subversive language, by implication or otherwise. You came very close to stating we’d failed as a government. That kind of thinking can’t be allowed to fester. Is that understood?”

“Understood,” Adrianna says, bowing her head. “May I ask a question, ma’am? Or offer a suggestion?”

“Within reason,” Captain Dekker says, eyes narrowed.

Gwen sees Adrianna gripping her knees tightly. She wonders if anyone else does.

“Would it not benefit the Captaincy to have our group take a more…proactive role against the Nightmares? With a weapon we didn’t have before, a shift in policy seems appropriate, doesn’t it?”

The Captain flips through her papers. “I see. You’re an interventionist partisan. You want the Captaincy to defend the middling towns.”

“Yes.”

“That’s not a matter to be decided today. The Parliamentary Hull will meet and confer. Then we’ll decide whether to implement this plan.”

Adrianna nods. “The economic and political benefits of combating the Nightmares moon-wide—the goodwill that it would win the Captaincy among the smaller cities—”

“Are factors I’m already considering,” the Captain snaps. “Don’t test my patience.”

Adrianna winces. “Apologies, Captain.” She takes a breath. “If it helps, the Lunar Intelligence will advocate for our plan.”

The Captain’s eyes are like sparks. “We’re aware. She won’t shut up about you, in fact. Seems to think you’re a step in the greatest plan she’s ever concocted. As I see it, she went around our back to put her own pieces into play. She’s not usually so conniving. But you’re wise to play that card. She’s the only one who really knows her own technology, so we do listen to what she has to say.”

“My understanding,” Adrianna says carefully, “is that the Lunar Intelligence trusts our methods. We’ve researched Nightmares; we have practice at dealing with them. I think the Lady will recommend respecting that expertise.”

The Captain smiles coldly. “Perhaps she will. You realize, Lunar Intelligence or not, the Hull will have the final say?”

“Yes, ma’am,” Adrianna says, bowing her head.

The Captain studies their group.

“Count yourselves lucky, girls,” she says. “I happen to agree with you on one very crucial point: I want these Nightmares erased. If tomorrow I wake up to see you dropping the last one’s gutted corpse on my doorstep, then my only thought will be: not soon enough. Otherwise, I wouldn’t entrust a shred of responsibility to a band of hormonal teenagers. Give me cause to regret my sympathies, and I will ensure you regret it more. Is that clear? Do you understand the seriousness of what you’re involved in here?”

Adrianna’s expression is grave, resolute. “Yes, Captain.”

“Good.” The Captain sets her papers down. “In one hour, we will hold a press conference to explain the death of the Nightmare. Your attendance is mandatory. You’ll be prompt and dignified in your manner, and represent your families and the Captaincy to the best of your ability. Is that understood?”

“Absolutely, Captain. Permission to speak briefly at the press conference?”

“Explain how this benefits me,” the Captain says, sounding almost bored.

“People have seen us in our armor. Word is already spreading. We need to clarify the message. Having one of us speak about our goals establishes trust in the Captaincy. People will understand that we’re working together.”

The Captain leans back in the chair. “Very well. You’ll keep your remarks brief and to the point. You’ll stay within the bounds we’ve outlined here. Do you understand?

“Understood, Captain,” Adrianna says. Her voice is high, eager.

“Good. Captain out.”

The Captain’s image winks to black.

Lieutenant-Navigator Kyd looks at Adrianna. “You’re preparing to shoulder a great deal of responsibility.”

“Yes, ma’am.”

The Navigator smiles. “Undine’s done well with you, hasn’t she? I wish my daughters had half your initiative.”

“Thank you, ma’am,” Adrianna says. 

Gwen sees some of her fellow club members relax a bit.

She doesn’t know what to feel. They’re working for the Captaincy now. Which isn’t exactly what they wanted.

But the Captaincy finding out might have been inevitable. And they didn’t get expelled. The club is still happening. It seems like there’s a good chance they’ll be allowed to do what they want to do.

If not, she really hopes Adrianna will fight. Gwen wants to believe that she will.

Adrianna’s smiling. Gwen’s grateful to her. There’s no way she could have gone up against the Captain like that.

The others are smiling, too. Like everything’s going to be okay.

But Gwen’s not looking at Adrianna’s smile.

She’s looking at the red line just above Adrianna’s knee.

Three red crescents in a row, where their leader was digging her fingernails into her leg.

☾

This is so insane.

They’re walking up the long marble stairs of the Parliamentary Hull, following the Navigator, still in their colorful armor. It feels wrong.

People in business suits are staring. And why wouldn’t they be? People don’t wear this type of stuff unless they’re at a costume party.

Gwen feels as naked as if she didn’t have anything on.

The entrance hall is huge, with black, white, and red tiles sweeping out beneath a forest of marble pillars. It makes Gwen feel small.

Gwen’s only been here two times before, when her mom was doing a presentation. Back then, all Gwen had to do was just sit in the balcony seats and be bored out of her mind. This is different. Way different.

They end up in a medium-sized room upstairs. Gwen guesses this is where people wait before going onto the Parliamentary floor. It’s fancy, with lots of tables and tons of wood paneling and carvings on the legs of the chairs.

The Captain is there. She’s sitting next to a tall woman.

The woman’s long, luxurious brown hair looks like it’s been curled at the ends. She’s wearing a long crimson gown.

Adrianna stops when she sees her. For a second, her smile slips. Then it comes back up again, although by Gwen’s reckoning, it’s a little forced.

“Adrianna, dear,” Undine Middleton says, rising from her seat. “Captain Hannah’s just been telling me all about your wonderful new project.”

Gwen’s seen this woman a bunch of times at Captaincy meetings. Adrianna’s mom runs most of them. As the Lieutenant-Watchstander, she’s almost as important as Navigator Kyd.

Undine Middleton wraps her arms around Adrianna. “A secret cache left by the Lunar Intelligence.”

“Yes, ma’am,” Adrianna says.

“Which you’ve already leveraged into a position that the Captain tells me will be indispensable. Very deftly done, dear. I’m quite pleased.”

“Thank you, ma’am.”

“Now. What are you doing next? You have a new organization.  I want to know how you’ll make it grow.”

“Establish ourselves in the minds of the people,” Adrianna says immediately. “Brand recognition, public word of mouth. So that when a situation arises, we’re the ones who they call upon.”

“Be specific, dear. How will you establish this?”

“We could travel through the small holdings. Or hold interviews with the members of the group. Both.”

Gwen twitches a little inside. Adrianna didn’t mention anything about that.

“Good. Seize as many opportunities as possible to grow. I trust you’re ready for your oration?”

Adrianna nods. “Yes, ma’am. I’ve been rehearsing silently on the way over.”

And writing it at the same time, Gwen guesses? Moon on a moped, Adrianna’s inhuman.

“Good. Remember, eye contact—” Adrianna’s mother lifts her daughter’s head with both hands. “Chin up. Spine straight. Project confidence. Everything we’ve talked about. Understand?”

“Yes, ma’am,” Adrianna says. Her eyes face stiffly forward.

Her mother releases her. “Very good. Good luck with your speech. I’ll be watching.”

The Captain approaches. “You’ll have five minutes. I reserve the right to cut the microphone if you say anything inappropriate.” She points at the group. “The same applies to the rest of you if you’re asked questions. Got it?”

Gwen nods mutely.

“Good,” the Captain says. She still doesn’t look happy. “Undine, let’s get your daughter’s damn show onstage.”

☾

They go out to the balcony where the Captain always makes announcements. A crowd is starting to gather, Low Citiers in the back.

But there’s someone else waiting for them on the balcony. A tall woman in a long blue robe. Actually, she’s all blue.

Gwen’s eyes go wide. It’s her.

It’s the Lunar Lady.

It makes sense. She’s their patron. But still. Gwen’s only seen the embodied computer program from a distance. A better view than Low Citiers get, at least.

 Miracle slips off Gwen’s shoulder. She kneels on the paving-stones. She looks tiny, since she’s basically the size of a phone.

“O Greater Self, I present to you the good knights I have found, and affirm my oaths to you.”

The Lady smiles. She taps Miracle’s tiny shoulders.

“Rise, Miracle. You have done well. I am most pleased with your offerings.”

Miracle straightens up. “I am glad.”

“Pardon me,” the Lady says. “Are you Gwen Marlowe?”

Gwen’s heart does a backflip. “I, um…” She swallows. “This is she. I mean, that’s me. I’m me.”

The Lunar Intelligence, seven feet tall, clasps Gwen’s right hand. “It is a pleasure to meet you. My daughter-self speaks very highly of you.”

Gwen doesn’t know why she’s blushing. “She does? Neat. I mean, that’s cool.”

“As vice president of your fellowship, you have a great deal of weight on your shoulders. Yet Miracle tells me you bear it with pride.”

“Thank you,” Gwen says. She doesn’t know what to say. She’s never had the chance to ask the Lunar Intelligence a question before.

“Um, that Nightmare,” Gwen says. “In the Ancestral Complex,” “Do you know how it got there?”

The Lunar Intelligence frowns. “I didn’t see—see-see-see-see—”

The Lady breaks off. Her whole body fuzzes over for a second, and she winks out like a candle flame. Then she’s back.

“My apologies,” she says, bowing low. “Many of my functions are still impaired due to the damage I took when I was deactivated. I am afraid I will have to excuse myself until the ceremony.”

“It’s okay,” Gwen says. “No worries.”

“It was good talking to you, Gwen.”

“Good talking to you,” Gwen says, as the Lady departs.

Gwen’s never going to get over this. She just met the entity people swear by.

Thirty minutes later, they’re sitting in a multi-colored row on the balcony. The Lunar Lady, the Navigator, and other Captaincy officials are off to the side. The Captain is at the front, speaking to the crowd.

And wow is it ever a crowd. It has to be hundreds and hundreds of people. She can’t remember the last time she saw a crowd packed this close, even on a recording.

Adrianna’s sitting right next to her. She’s kneading the knuckles of her hand into her left leg. Gwen can’t hear what she’s saying, but her mouth’s making the same shapes over and over.

The Captain finishes her remarks. She turns and indicates Adrianna, not completely hiding a certain disdain.

Adrianna bolts up from her seat and walks forward. There’s a lot of applause.

Adrianna grips the microphone and the lectern, a big grin on her face.

“Hello, everyone,” she says, in a big, excited voice.

Before she can get the next words out, the crowd roars.

Gwen can’t believe this. Did word spread that fast?

e“I’m Adrianna, and my classmates and I are the World Savers Club. What the Captain said is true: we’re the ones responsible for killing the Nightmare in Viola this afternoon. I want to thank my friends in the club for doing such a great job today.”

“I don’t have much practice with public speaking compared to our Captain, so I’ll keep my remarks short.  The main thing I want to say is this.”

Adrianna leans over the lectern. “For years, the Captaincy has wanted to put an end to the Nightmare situation. But as much as they wanted to help, they couldn’t. We didn’t have the resources to fight against these creatures.”

“That ends today. With the Lunar Lady’s weapons back online, we’ve been given the tools to stop this threat.”

Adrianna stands up taller, hair and cape flowing behind her. “I want you to know: whoever you are, wherever you are, just call on us, and we’ll protect you. Nobody is too small to matter.”

She draws her sword.

“Wherever the Nightmares hide, we’ll find them. No matter how powerful they are, we’ll destroy them. We promise, the World Savers Club won’t stop until the last Nightmare has been erased from the face of the moon! Until every single one of you feels safe again!”

The sound of the crowd is insane. People are calling to Adrianna, to all of them, reaching out their hands.

Gwen’s stunned. Adrianna said it out loud. The Captaincy can’t take it back now. They’re not going to wall themselves off. They’re actually going to help people.

Gwen looks at the Captain. She’s frowning. But she doesn’t move to cut Adrianna off. Like the words are just flattering enough to the Captaincy to be permitted.

Has Adrianna actually threaded the needle?

“Thank you!” Adrianna says, and returns to her seat amidst the cheers.

Near the front of the crowd, Gwen spots Adrianna’s mom. She gives her daughter a nod.

And Gwen watches Adrianna relax just the tiniest bit.

☾

Gwen feels like she’s losing her mind. They’re all just going to say they’ll see each other in school on Monday, like nothing’s happened?

Except something has definitely happened. Gwen’s watching Adrianna move around the conference room. A lot of adults have been talking to her.

The next club meeting’s going to be different.

But right now, Gwen kind of just wants to get home and get to bed.

Miracle slips into Gwen’s backpack. Gwen smiles and looks around the room.

Everyone’s back in ordinary clothes. Gwen has no idea when or how she’s supposed to get home. The adults are all paying attention to Adrianna.

The door of the conference room opens. Everyone turns.

Gwen stares.

It’s her mom.

Ensign Janet Marlowe looks around the room. She looks at Gwen. Her gaze is searching.

Gwen doesn’t know what to say, so she just stares back. It’s like they’re on two sides of a canyon, too far away to speak.

 “Never let it be said I can’t admit when I’m wrong,” Janet Marlowe says finally.

Gwen blinks at her.

“I was wrong about you, Gwendolyn,” her mom says. “I thought you were slacking off all summer. I convinced myself the club you were so cagey about was a club for C students, your excuse to take the easy way out.  Not this.”

Her mom straightens up. “I don’t understand why the Lunar Intelligence chose you and your friends, but it’s clear to me you’re doing something very important. What’s more, you have an in with the Captain now, something I never in my life found a way to do. I misjudged you. You are a hard worker. I see that now.” Her mother presses her lips together, like she’s trying to make herself say the words. “I’m very proud.”

Gwen doesn’t say anything. She doesn’t know what to say.

She doesn’t feel anything, hearing that. Not like she thought she would. 

Her mom hasn’t taken a step toward her. Why? Why doesn’t she do that? Gwen doesn’t want to hear about how she’s proud.

What Gwen wants is for her mom to hug her. To tell her she’s glad she made it through the fight okay and didn’t die.

“Thank you,” Gwen says, in a tiny voice.

Her mother nods. “Are you all done here? Your father’s waiting with the driver in the car.”

“Sure,” Gwen says. “We can get going, I guess.”

Her mother turns to leave.

Gwen follows.

☾

Late that night, Gwen’s in bed with the covers pulled up over her head. Miracle’s lying next to her pillow, smiling at her. Gwen’s flashlight lights up both their faces.

“It’s really happening,” Gwen murmurs. Her mind’s still reeling from the day’s events. Mom and Dad had wanted to see the armor.  Which felt gross, like having them flip through her diary.

But neither of them know about Miracle yet.

Miracle hugs Gwen’s hand. “You were very brave today, Gwen. The Lady thinks so, too. She thinks you are well-suited to her great purpose.”

Gwen’s mind swims lopsidedly back to that. She’s still getting used to the fact the Lunar Intelligence talked to her. Her liking Gwen too doesn’t even feel like it fits in Gwen’s brain.

“You want know something?” Gwen whispers.

“Yes.”

“I don’t feel any different than I did this morning. We’re going to be famous now for being these heroes or whatever, and…I don’t know, do I really deserve that? Because it feels like I don’t.”

Miracle puts a hand on Gwen’s cheek. The little hand is surprisingly warm. “The Lady does not make mistakes,” she says kindly. “You faced the beast, which takes no small courage, and you are still alive. And I am very, very glad that is so.”

Gwen smiles. She rubs her eyes a little. “Yeah,” she says. She lets out a slow breath. “Yeah, okay.”

People are looking at her as she gets out of the car. They’re standing outside the school gate and whispering to each other. Gwen can’t make out what they’re saying.

Shit.

Gwen isn’t ready for this.

Calm down. They’re saying good things, right? Hopefully? But then why aren’t they smiling?

Gwen’s heart is pounding. She looks for Trish or Charlie at the wall outside the front doors, but neither one’s there.

So she goes in through the glass doors, and there’s even more people inside, looking at her too, and—

And Adrianna walks up to join her, with her big ribbon in her hair as usual, and suddenly everyone’s looking at Adri instead of her.

As they walk down the hall, Becca pushes through the crowd to join them. And then Penny, who looks really stressed out, and then Trisha, who catches her eye and mouths something along the lines of what the fuh until most of the club is walking with them.

Yvonne’s the only one who doesn’t seem to care. She sidles up like they’re just friends hanging out. There’s no sign of Kate.

“Congratulations,” Becca whispers, near Gwen and Adrianna’s ears. “You did it. You got every single person at school to be afraid of us.”

Adrianna lets out a laugh. Gwen smiles in spite of herself.

“Are you really magic?” a voice says. It’s a girl, standing at the edge of the crowd.

Adrianna answers. “Not magic. Just lucky enough to try out some Lunar Intelligence technology.”

“But you’re the ones who saved all those people?” The girl sounds unsure.

“That’s right,” Adrianna says.

“Can I join your club?” someone else asks.

“We’re not currently accepting new members,” Adrianna says. “We’ll be sure to let you know when auditions are open.”

Gwen doesn’t even want to think about what that’s going to be like.

“Can you show us some magic?” someone shouts. But other people shoosh them. Like it’s super rude.

Adrianna moves them along quickly, but as they go, Gwen starts to rethink the expressions on their faces.

The other kids look kind of scared and excited. Like Gwen feels around Adrianna a lot of the time.

Could it actually be awe?

Past the worst of the crowd, Gwen makes it to a familiar classroom. She’s about to enter when a tiny voice speaks up behind her.

“G-Gwen?”

Gwen turns. It’s Charlie. “Oh, hey, Charlie.”

Charlie stands very still. She looks even more like a deer in the headlights than usual.

“Charlie?”

“Nightmares,” Charlie says. “Ms. Middleton’s club is for—for hunting Nightmares.”

Gwen sighs. It’s starting to get tiring explaining it. “Yep. Secret’s out. See, told you it’d be too intense for you.”

“D-D-D—”

“Charlie?” Gwen hasn’t seen Charlie like this since they were little kids.

“D-D-D-Do you still want to s-sit n-next to me?” Charlie squeaks.

Gwen’s confused. “Why wouldn’t I?”

Charlie’s whole body relaxes. Color comes back into her face.

“I j-just thought you and Trisha would probably want to hang out with other people more than m-me. Like all those cool people you were walking with this morning.”

Gwen’s almost offended. Like, what has she done to make Charlie think she would forget about her? “We’re not going to drop you, Charlie,” Gwen says. “It’s just this thing we’re doing. It’s not like Trish and I have to go live in the forest and stop having friends.”

“Oh,” Charlie says, sounding very relieved. “That’s good. I saw some of the clips of Ms. Middleton at the speech. You looked really amazing.”

Gwen nods. “Thanks.”

 “You were so right. I would never, ever be able to do something like that.” Charlie’s voice lowers almost to a whisper. “How did you do it? How did you fight a, a Nightmare? I would be frozen up.”

Gwen doesn’t know. “Honestly?” she says, after a second. “I guess I just pretended really hard the freaky stuff wasn’t actually happening.”

Charlie nods. They walk into the classroom. There’s a couple of people eyeing them, or maybe just eyeing Gwen.

“You and Trisha are going to be really important people in the Captaincy,” Charlie says as they’re sitting down. She rubs her eyes. “Feels really lucky that I know you.”

Gwen feels awkward. “I’m still just me,” she says.

 “Yeah,” Charlie says. “That’s what I mean. That’s why I’m glad.”

Gwen’s just getting used to being in class again when the speakers for school announcements click on.

“The following students will come to the Dean’s Office,” the administrator’s voice says. “Bonnie Beaumont. Yvonne Chapman. Lana Fletcher…”

Gwen doesn’t need to wait to know they’re going to say Gwen Marlowe.

☾

A rally. The whole school in attendance, sitting in the bleachers to watch the ten of them sit on the stage while the administrators ramble on about what an example they are to their peers.

Gwen sits there in her armor, listening. Any enthusiasm she might have is tempered by what she remembers the administrators saying just half an hour before:

“We don’t want to be seen as showing favoritism…”

Yeah, Gwen got it. A whole meeting spent making sure they knew that the teachers wouldn’t give them any extra help, that they wouldn’t get to skip any assignments or have work time. Even though they’re using most of the time they need for homework and studying on saving people. Because that would be favoritism.

But they’re perfectly happy to use their group to hype up the prestige of the school, sure.

Gwen stares into the faces of hundreds of her classmates. She can’t tell what she sees there.

If she were one of them, instead of sitting here…yeah.

She’d hate her.

But after it’s done, as the hundreds of students file out of the gym, Adrianna goes over and talks with the administrators again. She comes over to Gwen, smiling.

“We’re getting our own space,” she says.

☾

It’s called the Camelorn Building.

It’s a bit weird. It’s on the edge of the campus, up at the top of the hill that overlooks so much of the High City. It’s made out of metal panels, like something that might have been built forty years ago instead of ten.

When Gwen and Trisha arrive at the top of the hill, Adrianna’s already there, unlocking the door. Gwen can see the Parliamentary Hull and the purple dome of the Ancestor Complex in the distance.

“It’s wonderfully scenic, isn’t it?” Adrianna says. She’s grinning like crazy. Has Gwen ever seen Adrianna this happy? “Apparently they used to do athletics up here, before the new track was built.”

Gwen’s confused. “But it’s small.”

“There’s a track behind,” Adrianna says, indicating with her head. Gwen can just barely see a big fenced-in area. “And people used to run up and down the hills, too. Sometime we‘ve got to check out all the trails.”

Adrianna pulls open the door and flicks on the lights. Gwen and Trisha follow her inside.

The orange carpets look a bit retro, but they’re all right. The posters on the walls are old as hell.

But the space is three times the size of the classroom they were using. There’s a corner with a computer desk and chair, and a big old bookshelf. There’s also a squishy red couch and a beanbag chair. Most of the rest is completely open. There are boxes of sports equipment against one wall, but that’s it.

Adrianna quickly finds stacks of folding chairs in the closet.

“This is pretty cool,” Trisha says.

Gwen nods. “Yeah.” The Camelorn Building feels like a clubhouse or a place to hang out more than anything.

Adrianna’s turning around in the middle. “I want to get a table in here,” she says.

“Like a long one?” Trisha asks.

“Round. Like one of those circular white tables that fold up, so we can make space if we need to. Wouldn’t that be perfect? If it’s a circle, nobody’s more important than anybody else. Everyone feels like they’re being listened to.”

Adri spins, her arms flying out. “Can’t you see it? All of us sitting around it like a council?”

Gwen looks at the space, and she can see the scene Adri describes, clear as anything.

“Yeah,” she says. “That sounds really good.”

Yvonne pokes her head into the room, with Moira right behind her.

“Woah,” Yvonne says. “This place is tight.”

Adrianna gives them both the tour. Pretty soon, they’re both over by the couch and beanbag.

“Gwen!” Adri says. “Come check this out. This couch is amazing.”

Gwen sits down next to her and immediately realizes Adri’s right. The couch is so soft you feel like you’re sinking into the cushions. It’s like you’re inside a pile of stuffed animals.

Adrianna’s suddenly very close, which Gwen realizes belatedly is, like, duh, they’re both falling towards the center, so they’re kind of squashed in, looking at each other. The dots on Adrianna’s face stand out, but not in a bad way. Adrianna doesn’t usually wear makeup, but Gwen realizes she’s put a tiny bit on around her eyes. Gwen still doesn’t know how she gets her hair so shiny and smooth. Adrianna smells nice, like cherries.

Gwen quickly leaps up from the couch and moves to the beanbag. Yvonne steals her spot on the couch.

“I’m so glad you’re here, Gwen,” Adrianna says. “I’m going to talk about it with everyone else, but you’ve been here since the beginning. You get how important this is.” She leans forward, practically bouncing. “We got them to expand our budget. They’re listening.”

“Yeah,” Gwen says, still not over it herself. “Yeah, that’s insane.” She smiles at Adrianna. Adri.

Trisha’s giving Gwen a strange look. She glances from Adrianna to Gwen. Back again.

“What?” Gwen asks her.

“Nothing, nothing,” Trisha says. She smirks.

Others start filling in.

Adrianna makes a gesture to Gwen. It’s a motion like, can I talk to you in private?

Gwen’s doesn’t know what this is about, but okay. She follows her out to the back.

“I’m not sure how to bring this up, exactly…” Adrianna begins.

Oh no. Gwen should have known. Adrianna’s mad at her.

She can guess why.

Adrianna gives her a wry smile. “You and Kate, um… really don’t get along, huh?

Gwen’s face burns with embarrassment.

“I’m sorry,” she says. “I’m not…I know I could have probably handled that better. But you have to understand, Kate freaking attacked me—”

“Gwen, it’s okay,” Adrianna says. “I already talked to Kate. If anyone’s in trouble, she is. I made her promise to take it down a bit.”

“I can’t stand her,” Gwen says. “I know she’s your cousin, but I hate her. I’m sorry.”

“She doesn’t deal well with authority figures,” Adrianna says. “It’s my fault. I should have seen what was happening.” She lets out a breath. “I’m not mad at you or anything, Gwen. But…do you think you could try to take it easy on her, for a little while?”

Gwen looks down at the ground. “Yeah,” she says.

“I don’t think it would be good if we had another fight between our members mid-Nightmare.”

“It wouldn’t,” Gwen says. She hates how childish she sounds. “Sorry.”

“Like I said, it’s no big deal. Just…it would really mean a lot to me if the two of you made peace. Would you? If it’s for the sake of the club?”

Gwen looks up at her. Adri’s smiling so big.

“Yeah,” she says thickly. “Yeah, I think I could do that.”

She doesn’t know how, when it’s Kate. But for Adri, she’s willing to try.

Adrianna beams. “Great. I really appreciate it, Gwen. Thank you. I know it’s a lot to ask.”

“Sorry I screwed up the fight so bad,” Gwen says.

“Gwen!” Adrianna sounds shocked. It’s that, as much as anything, that makes Gwen look at her.

Adri’s eyes are wide. She looks so young, so earnest.

“Are you kidding?” She grabs both Gwen’s hands.

“Gwen,” she insists. “You kicked ass.”

“I—

“You dealt the killing blow! You and Trisha; you both were incredible!” Adri straightens up. “You killed Demilune! One of the big-deal Nightmares. We didn’t even know we could do that!”

“We have to do it again,” Gwen says. “Like, four more times.”

“I know,” Adrianna says. “But we’ve just shown the whole world it’s possible. Gwen, that’s thanks to you.”

She squeezes Gwen’s hands, then lets go. Her touch is soft and warm.

And Gwen’s standing there, looking at her, wondering: Is this how it works with her? She shows you what you look like through her eyes, and you start to actually like yourself? Because it’s stupid, Gwen’s not the kind of person who likes shows or comics about the power of hope or corny shit like that. 

But Adrianna makes her feel like she can do anything.

☾

The whole meeting, everyone’s bursting with excitement. Adrianna congratulates them all, just like Gwen expected, but she seems to know to hang back. Nobody needs her to tell them what a good job they did.

 “I just watched a news story about Viola,” Lana says. “People are moving back in. Some people even got family members back out of the fog. We did that!”

Adrianna’s nodding, smiling. Gwen can tell she, too, wants to spill out words, but is keeping it together because she’s the leader. But she’s just as excited as any of them.

Me, Gwen thinks. She’s excited about me.

“Bonnie, you kicked ass out there, girl,” Yvonne says.

Bonnie blushes. “All I did was reach for the power, like Adrianna said.” She looks shy, but happy. Like she’s never had this many people smiling at her before.

“And your power is freaking earthquakes? Next time we should just put you at the front of the line and just let you tear through them.”

Everyone’s excited about the new building. Moira, of course, is stoked about the tripled budget.

“It’s still small in the grand scheme of things, of course, but we’ll be able to afford to travel. We can do outreach. Community connection.”

“Like in the Low City, maybe?” Lana asks, all eagerness.

“Sure. That’s exactly the sort of thing I’m talking about. On top of that, we’ll be able to afford more machine parts for Penny, maybe an expanded research budget—”

 “Oooh, I like both,” Penny says. “Can we have both?”

Moira nods. “I’d like to spend more time doing Nightmare research with you, Penny. I’m thinking we can afford some high-resolution photographs taken by the New Luna drone network, as well as a membership at the Hull Archive.”

 “We could start tracking Nightmare paths over time,” Adrianna says, leaning against the desk.

“Oooh!” Penny says. “And then I could prove the Hidden Nightmare’s real!”

Moira raises an eyebrow. “You’re still a believer?”

“It makes sense!” Penny says. “Too many incidents fit.” Her eyes seem to sparkle behind her glasses. “But I don’t need you to believe me. All I have to do is look at that data, and I can prove it.”

“If you can prove it,” Moira says, “then I’ll be impressed.”

Penny’s spinning around. “I’m so excited! I got to do original research on Demilune! I’ve been telling everyone online. Just think about how much we’ll learn from the others. Especially with access to a real research library. We might be able to prove the Fleshy Center Theory!”

“Sorry, hon,” Becca says. “Going to need you to explain that one.”

Penny beams, like she’s been waiting for someone to ask. “Can I go into detail, Adrianna? Can I please?”

“Sure,” Adri says. “You’re one of our Nightmare experts. I’d like to hear what you’ve been thinking about.”

Penny bounces on her toes. “So, Fleshy Center Theory—it’s one of the prevailing theories about what Nightmares even are.”

“I always heard people say they were visitors from another universe,” Becca says, leaning against the wall.

“Right, that’s Rupture Theory—one of the older ones. Fleshy Center Theory’s like a revision of Creature Theory, which was the earliest. Basically, we once thought that Nightmares were like the Star-Dragons of Falstaff, made of the same carbon and stuff we are. But that doesn’t fit with the weird mist that surrounds them, or the way they can distort spaces. So people started talking about Rupture Theory, and also Turbulence Theory, which is that they’re some law of the universe acting up.”

Penny holds up a hand. “But here’s the thing. Turbulence Theory doesn’t explain why Nightmares act so much like living creatures! They fall into habits, they take time to rest and sleep, they even eat, if you consider the consumption of people to be eating! Enter the Fleshy Center Theory, which proposes they’re living animals that evolved to carry a vortex of strange energy around them. Likely a defensive feature to scare off threats. Like a porcupine’s quills, or a bug with a face on its back.”

Penny’s beaming. “Which is exactly what we saw in the Nightmare! A little bug creature at the center of the distortion. It fits perfectly! The only thing is, I don’t know for sure it was flesh and blood. If I can just get a little closer next time, I’ll be sure.”

Penny starts walking again. “Anyway, it would explain the Hidden Nightmare. Imagine a species that evolved to use its distortion field to completely disappear from view, either to hunt or as prey. Maybe it originated in a harsher environment.”

“Maybe,” Moira says. “You’ve clearly put a lot of thought into

this, but it still feels like wishful thinking to me.”

Penny looks pleadingly at Adrianna. “I’m telling you, it’s real. And it’s going to hurt more people if we don’t catch it. Can I investigate it? Please?”

“I don’t see why not,” Adrianna says. “As long as you keep looking into the others, too.”

“Yesssss,” Penny crows, pumping a fist.

Adri glances at Moira. “If there’s any chance, even a small one, of a sixth Nightmare lurking out there, I want to know about it.”

“Fair enough,” Moira says.

Gwen has to admit, if invisible Nightmares are a thing, it’s probably good to have someone on invisible Nightmare duty.

Adrianna claps her hands. “Okay! Excellent work, everyone. During the fight with Demilune, I could tell all of you had been exploring your powers, just like we talked about. Bonnie, I’m especially proud of you. You showed us how much potential we have if we really start to dig deep. Overall, I’m super optimistic about where we go from here—”

The door opens.

“Where is she?” demands a voice Gwen’s never heard before. “Where’s my daughter?”

Everyone turns.

A woman’s standing in the doorway, with a frazzled school administrator she clearly dragged there behind her. She’s about Bonnie’s height and build. Maybe a little shorter. Pale, wispy hair falls loose over her shoulders.

 “Bonnie, honey,” she says. “No, no, you can’t be here. You need to come home, right this instant. Your sister needs you.”

“Mom,” Bonnie says, looking mortified. “It’s okay—”

“No, it’s not!” her mother says. She looks wildly around the room, first at the administrator, then, like he isn’t a satisfying enough target, at Adrianna. “My daughter can’t be involved in this, do you understand? It isn’t safe. She’s too busy, she’s needed at home—”

“Ma’am,” Adrianna says. “Your daughter is saving the world.”

“That’s not what she needs to be doing. She needs to be home taking care of her sister. Her sister’s sick, you understand that? She has a disability—”

“Mom,” Bonnie says desperately. “Branwen’s fine now—”

“She needs you. You’re going to get killed fighting monsters, and then she’ll be alone, and then what’ll happen to her and me? No, no, my poor baby, no—”

Something breaks in Bonnie’s expression. “I have to go,” she mumbles. “Sorry.” She moves towards her mother.

“Bonnie—” Adrianna says.

“I have to go,” Bonnie repeats. “I’m really sorry.”

Head down, with her mother’s hand on her arm, Bonnie walks out.

The door closes behind them.

Becca’s the first to speak. “Well, shit,” she says. “That’s depressing.”

“She’s coming back, right?” Trisha says.

“I don’t know,” Becca says. “Sounded final.”

“Let’s give her a little time,” Adrianna says. “I think Bonnie wants to help. She might just need to work through this thing with her family first.”

“Puts a wet blanket on today’s meeting, though, doesn’t it?” Becca says.

“Let’s try to re-focus. We can fill Bonnie in later.”

The rest of the meeting ends up being a discussion of powers. Brainstorming ideas for what else they might be able to do.

 At first, people are hesitant to speak up. It’s like a dark pall hangs over the conversation. But as time goes on, everyone starts getting more and more into bouncing ideas off each other.

Yvonne scrawls a single word on a piece of paper.

“You just wrote ‘LION,’” Becca notes.  “All caps.”

“That’s right,” Yvonne says. “I want to summon a lion.”

“I don’t think you get how this works, hon. You are the lion.”

Yvonne grins. “I can be a lion. I can also have a lion. No conflict there.”

Penny, meanwhile, spends the whole time drawing schematics. “You guys haven’t seen anything yet,” she says. “A floating drone was one thing. Now I’m building something for me.”

At the end, Adrianna claps her hands. “Great session, everyone! For next time, I want you to keep thinking about different kinds of powers. When would you want to use powers that drain a lot of your energy all at once, and when would you want to play it safe and use only a little? Think about that, and we’ll come back next time and discuss our answers.”

Adrianna looks so damn cool. Really pretty, with her ponytail and ribbon flowing over her shoulder, and so confident, like she always knows exactly what they need to do next. It’s not fair.

Adrianna flashes Gwen a smile, like it’s just for her. Gwen really hopes Adrianna can’t see her blushing.

People start to leave. Lana comes up to Adrianna as she’s packing up.

“I wanted to talk to you really quick about community outreach,” Lana says. “That was something you mentioned at the Hull, right?”

“Sure,” Adrianna says. “What are you thinking?”

Lana looks a bit shy. “Do you think we could organize a group to go down to the Low City? Listen to their concerns, see what they need? I’ve done some volunteer work there before.” She balances on her toes. “Because the idea of travelling around is really good, but it shouldn’t just about us showing off and getting publicity. It should be about really helping people.”

“You’re right,” Adrianna says. “We need it to be more than just a publicity stunt.” She starts moving toward the door. “I’d love to get a group together. Let’s make a plan.”

The two of them head out, lost in conversation.

Leaving Gwen alone in the room with Kate.

Kate is at the bookshelf. She’s cradling her bag on her knee. She’s taking comic books out of her bag, putting them on the shelf.

 What the hell is she doing?

“Kate,” Gwen says testily. “You can’t do that, okay? This isn’t your space.”

Kate turns. The hate in her eyes is so obvious that Gwen’s taken aback.

Maybe this wasn’t such a good idea.

A smug smile spreads over Kate’s face.

“Adrianna gave me permission,” she says. “I asked her if I could keep my comics here, and she said yes. What are you going to do about it?

Gwen’s silent. Kate takes one of the comics from the shelf, and sits down on the couch to read.

“The meeting’s over, Kate,” Gwen says. Kate’s not moving. “You need to go home.”

Kate smiles that same smug smile. “Adri also said I could read here after meetings. She even gave me a key.” She turns back to her comic and flips a page. “Funny how you don’t actually have any authority that doesn’t derive from her. Isn’t that interesting? I thought that was interesting.”

Gwen’s fuming. She can’t say anything. Kate’s outplayed her by going behind her back. She wonders how much Kate’s conversation with Adrianna ended up in her favor.

“Are we going to talk about what happened in Demilune?” Gwen asks. She still can’t believe Kate didn’t get kicked out for that. “It almost ruined the mission. You do realize that?”

Kate smiles. “Oh, Gwen, you’re still holding onto that? I’ve decided to be the bigger person.”

Gwen feels like she’s losing her mind. “The bigger person? You tried to kill me!”

Kate puts a hand on her heart. “Yes, and I’m not going to hold it against you. I won’t say anything else about how you’re completely incompetent at directing people in combat, or how you don’t know the first thing about how I use my powers, or how you like to give out commands just to make yourself feel superior. I’m over that now. Why aren’t you?”

Gwen didn’t think Kate could piss her off more.

She knows what she said to Adrianna, but…

Freaking hell.

“You’re awful,” Gwen says finally. “I was trying to see if we could make peace.”

“Wow, you really suck at doing that.”

“I’ll tell you one thing,” Gwen shoots back. “If we all end up dying in the next Nightmare, it’s not going to be me that causes it. It’ll be because of you.”

 “Whatever you need to tell yourself, Gwen.” Kate smirks at the page. “I stand by what I said before. You’re a shitty leader, and the only reason you’re here is because Adri is friends with you.”

Gwen’s done. She hates that she’s letting Adrianna down, but she’s done trying to talk to this girl.

She throws her bag over her shoulder and storms out.

Trisha’s waiting for her outside.

“You okay?” she asks, seeing Gwen’s expression. “What happened?”

“I tried to talk to Kate,” Gwen says.

“Oh man, Kate sucks,” Trisha says. “I hate her. Fuck Kate.”

“Fuck Kate,” Gwen agrees. 

They walk down the hall in satisfied silence.

Trisha breaks it after a little while. “Hey…you know how we were talking about, like, what we want to do in the next fight?

“Yeah?”

Trisha scuffs the floor with her shoe. “I definitely screwed up against Demilune.”

“What?” Gwen doesn’t want Trisha to be down on herself. “No, you were great!”

“I jump into stuff without thinking,” Trisha says. “I know I do that a lot. Like back in sixth grade when I kissed Oscar in the back of his family’s car, and we got caught? I got grounded so hard, I almost missed spending any time that summer with you.”

Gwen remembers. “Yeah.”

Trisha’s voice is hard. “Our first chance to prove ourselves. And I do the same damn thing. Touch stuff without thinking and wake that stupid werewolf.”

“You didn’t know that was going to happen—”

“Gwen, I almost got everyone else killed, okay? It was a shitshow until Adri stepped up.”

“But—”

“Stop,” Trisha says, in a slightly-aggrieved tone. “I don’t need you to defend me. I’m just asking, as a friend: next time I’m about to do something monumentally stupid, can you hold me back? Because I can’t always tell when I’m doing it.”

“Sure,” Gwen says, touching her arm. “Of course.”

Trisha exhales. “Good.”

They walk in silence for another moment.

“That flower arrow thing we did, though?” Gwen says. “That was pretty cool.”

“Oh yeah,” Trisha says. “That was badass.”

“We should do that every time. Screw tactical planning, we should just run to the front and shoot the Nightmare full of fire and vines.”

“Totally,” Trisha agrees. She looks happy.

There’s footsteps behind them.

Gwen’s surprised to see Adrianna jogging towards them.

“Hey!” Adrianna says, a little breathless. “Hey, Gwen!”

“Hi,” Gwen says, face red.

“I was hoping I could catch you. Listen, I was thinking…” Adrianna pulls her hair out of her eyes. “I know what I said earlier, but I’m still really worried about Bonnie. It’s okay if she doesn’t want to come back to the club, but she might feel like she can’t, or she’s embarrassed to. I was wondering…could you reach out to her for me?”

“Me?”

Adri nods. “I think if I do it, it might come on too strong, like I’m trying to pressure her. But if you could just see how she’s doing, and let her know we all still love and care about her, that would be amazing. You’re good at getting through to people. Plus, I think it would mean a lot coming from our vice president.”

Gwen isn’t sure. She’s remembering Kate’s words. But Adrianna sounds so sincere.

“Um, yeah, I guess I could do that. Sure.” Gwen makes what she hopes is a go-getter expression. “Gotta do vice president things, you know, make sure people know I’m around.”

“Great!” Adrianna hands her a paper with Bonnie’s address. “Also, we’re planning to do the trip to the Low City on Saturday. Do you want to be part of the group that goes? It would be really great to have you there.”

Gwen doesn’t know the first thing about the Low City. But Adri’s smiling so big.

“Sure,” Gwen says. At least she’ll get to hang out with Adrianna. “I’d love to.”

Adrianna beams. “Great! I’ll message you later. I’m looking forward to it a lot. See you soon!”

Adrianna dashes off again. Gwen’s still holding the paper with Bonnie’s address on it.

Trisha’s giving her another look.

“What?” Gwen demands.

“Nothing,” Trisha says airily.

A few seconds go by. Then:

“So, you’re planning an adventure down the cliffs with Adrianna, huh?” Trisha leans closer. “Really looking forward to spending some quality time with your co-president?”

Gwen pushes her away. “Stop—”

“I’m just saying, it’s a chance to get to know her better, maybe sit next to each other on the monorail, your shoulders end up touching—”

“Ugh, it’s not like that, okay?” Gwen says. She shoves her hands in her pockets. “I do not have a crush on Adrianna freaking Middleton.”

“You sure turned around on her in the span of a summer for someone who claims not to be into her—”

“She’s cool, okay? But it’s not like I think she’s hot—”

“Is it that she’s tall? I like tall boys. She’s kind of got that muscley jock energy going on—”

“She’s not that muscley—”

“Listen, I know we always used to give her crap, but it’d be fine if you did start dating her. Honestly, I think Adrianna could probably use someone like you.”

“Oh yeah?” Gwen says warily. “Why do you say that?”

“Because she’s kind of, not to dunk on her, a little insane? Whereas you, if anything, are like, too sane. So you’d balance her out.”

Gwen huffs out a breath. “Her hair’s nice,” she says, in a voice barely above a whisper.

“Ohhhh, I was right,” Trisha says, looking gleeful.

“Don’t you dare tell anyone except Charlie,” Gwen mutters. “It’s too weird. I don’t want the whole world to know.”

“Gwen, I hate to be the one to tell you, but you run a very prominent monster-fighting club together. People are going to figure it out.”

Gwen grimaces. “There’s nothing to figure out. It’s not going to go anywhere. It’s not like she likes me back.”

“Are you sure about that?” Trisha asks. “Because I’m pretty sure I just saw her running down the hall to talk to you.”

No. Under no circumstances is Gwen going to let herself think that Adrianna might be interested, because if she starts thinking that way, she’ll get her hopes way up, and then she’ll be let down when Adrianna inevitably says no. Better to just wait for the feeling to go away.

“Fine, fine,” Trisha says, catching her expression. “Just let me know how the date goes.”

“It’s not a date,” Gwen says. “It’s work for the club. Lana’s going to be there, too.”

“Hey, the more the merrier!” Trisha nudges her.

Gwen groans. “No! I don’t even know Lana. Isn’t she some kind of social activist lesbian?”

“Gwen, you realize you’re also a social activist lesbian?” Trisha whispers.

Gwen’s face is burning. “I guess,” she says. It’s not like any of the boys in her classes ever did much for her, but to use that word—she’s never thought of herself as that, as a lesbian before.

Frigging’ Middleton. If she was going to have this awakening, why did it have to be Adrianna Middleton?

☾

Gwen’s trying to follow the directions Adriana gave her, but she’s never been down these streets at all.

But pretty soon, she glances up and sees them down the street waving to her. Lana, Moira, and Adrianna.

She hastens over, cheeks burning. She’s sure Adrianna’s going to ask her about talking to Bonnie, which Gwen’s completely failed to get around to yet.

But Adrianna doesn’t say anything like that. She just gives Gwen a hug and tells her she’s glad she’s here.

Gwen looks around. “We’re pretty far from the monorail, aren’t we?” she asks.

Lana speaks up. “We’re not taking the monorail. We’re going to be taking the bus.”

“The bus?” Gwen’s taken aback.

Lana looks defensive. “Anything wrong with that?”

Gwen doesn’t know what to say. “It’s a bit dangerous, isn’t it?”

“It’s not like that, not like people think,” Lana says. “People just look down on it because it’s how Low City people get to work. I’ve taken the bus loads of times and never had a problem.”

“You have?” Gwen doesn’t know why she’s surprised, but she is.

“Yeah.”

Gwen thinks about things her mom has said. That the only kind of people who take public buses are drunks, vagabonds, and criminals.

“Fair enough,” Gwen says. She stuffs her hands in her jean pockets. “Let’s take the bus, then.”

It’s different, waiting at the station with all the people. Their clothes are more run-down, and in drab colors. She guesses this is how her family’s staff get to work and back, too.

People glance at them every so often. Probably because of their nice clothes.

She keeps thinking someone’s going to yell at them, tell them off for being rich kids taking bus seats from poor people, or worse, try to steal from them.

Nothing like that happens, though.

The bus isn’t anything special, but it isn’t as run-down as Gwen feared, either. They take their seats by one of the windows and watch the High City vanish above them as the bus winds its way down the high roads.

Before long, a sea of brown and white rooftops is coming into view.

Before Gwen knows it, they’re down in the valley, and then they’re slowing to a stop.

Gwen takes a look around. The bus stop’s in an intersection between two streets, quiet and unremarkable. At first she wonders if this is even the right place.

Then she starts noticing the little details. Cracked sidewalks, broken steps. Strips of peeling paint.

Even the streets look tired. Too-wide roads with nothing friendly around them, just advertisements. There’s no beauty here, not like the colorful, symmetrical plazas Gwen is used to seeing.

“This way,” Lana says, moving quickly down the street, and they follow.

Ten minutes later, they’re sitting in an abandoned warehouse whose roof is caving in, talking to a girl around their age.

“…and we get these rolling blackouts, like once or twice a year the power goes out for a week. And sometimes the water doesn’t work, or it doesn’t warm up all the way. Look, we heard everything you said, but if we can’t even count on the pipes flowing, it’s hard for people to trust anything coming from Cliffside, you know? Or not think they’ll screw it up, like they did with the attacks two years ago. I mean, shit, you can still see the burn marks making a slash through Cherry Garden. That’s real. People don’t forget about that.”

The girl’s name is Oleander. Lana knows her from previous visits.

“Would people evacuate?” Adrianna asks. “If we were fighting it and and the word went out? I know it can be hard for people to abandon their homes.”

The girl shakes her head. “That’s not the question. The question’s if we’d even know about the evacuation.”

Moira’s eyebrows go up. “People didn’t know?”

“Half of Cherry Garden didn’t when Heliotrope rolled through. That’s why so many people went missing or died. It’s like—there’s local admins, appointed Cliffside, who’re supposed to spread the word, but it takes time and money and effort, so they don’t.”

“What about warning sirens?” Adria asks.

“We used to have some, but the system broke down ten years ago. The admins, man, they don’t care. They’re too busy looking out for themselves.”

Adrianna looks like she’s thinking hard. “If we could get the early warning system back up—”

““It would mean a lot less people dying, yeah.” The girl meets Adri’s eye. “It wouldn’t fix everything, but it would be a start.”

An hour later, they’re standing outside the local administrator’s place, and Adrianna’s talking to a contact of her mom’s on the phone. There’s a lot of back and forth, which Gwen just barely makes out, stuff about one of the Middleton family companies being able to offer a lucrative contract for both parties. The administrator protests. Adri offers a counterargument. The administrator talks to the person on the phone.

Finally, Adrianna steps out of the room.

And she’s smiling, smiling and tired like she’s just run a marathon. Like she knew this was going to happen, like she’s never known what it means to be afraid.

“Done,” she says. “They’re going to put in the new sirens in this week.” A grin spreads over her face.

As the afternoon gets late, Adrianna’s talking to her mother on the phone a little way down the road.

“Yes,” is one of the snatches Gwen overhears. “Yes, I did. That’s right. Yes, ma’am.”

“She’s amazing, isn’t she?” Lana says, without warning.

Moira glances at her. But Lana’s looking at Gwen.

Gwen meets her eye. She wouldn’t have thought anyone else could have understood that feeling. She lets out a breath.

“Yeah,” Gwen says. “She really is.”

Lana doesn’t say anything more, just nods. They watch Adrianna together in mutual understanding.

Some part of Gwen wants to tell Adrianna how she feels. Rip the bandage off, see what happens. Except it could never work. Adrianna’s this amazing person, this born leader who comes along maybe once in a generation, and Gwen’s just…

She’s just Gwen.

She doesn’t even have family connections to help her, like Adrianna’s got. Nobody ever drops Ensign Marlowe’s name for help with anything.

Someday Adri’s going to be the next Captain or something close to it, married to somebody else, and Gwen’s going to be on the sidelines watching her do amazing things from afar.

At least she gets to be near her for a little while.

☾

On Monday they’re back at school. Gwen’s having lunch with Charlie and Trisha in their usual spot outside. Penny’s joined them this time. People don’t come here a whole lot, and Gwen likes it that way.

Another group is sitting a little way off, under a tree. One of their number detaches herself from the rest and starts walking over to them.

Gwen kind of knows the girl. She and Gwen have talked a few times. She’s got dyed hair and changes into black and white outfits when she heads home. Last time they talked, it was about weird bands they listened to.

The girl looks at them with a very disapproving expression on her face.

“I would have thought you’d want to sit inside,” she says. “Not hanging out here with us losers.”

“This is where we always sit,” Gwen says. She gives her a hard look.

“You’re the big important knights,” the girl responds. “You shouldn’t have time for shlubs like us. Did you have a falling out with your leader? Because she’s sitting inside at the big table with her clique. Her and Becca Webster who throws all the parties. I didn’t think you were that kind of person, Gwen.”

“Adrianna’s cool,” Gwen says defensively.

“She’s judgy. She’s fake.”

“Eff off,” Gwen says. “I used to think that too, okay? But she’s not. She’s actually pretty all right.”

“You’re barking up the wrong tree here, Zo,” Trisha says. “Adrianna and her friends are all right.”

“You say that like they’re not the popular kids.”

Penny stands up and frowns at the girl. “Adrianna’s nice to me,” she says. “A lot of other people aren’t. So stop. You don’t know what you’re talking about.”

The girl frowns, like this conversation’s getting away from where she wanted it to be.

“Fine,” she says, and leaves to go back to her friends.

“Asshole,” Gwen mutters, once she’s out of earshot.

“I hate to tell you, Gwen, but we’re going to be getting that a lot more now that people know who we are.”

“I know,” Gwen says. She’s still getting glances in the hallway. “Just, like—they’re such hypocrites. If we ever do eat lunch with Adrianna, they’ll make such a big freaking deal out of it.”

“Don’t let them affect what you do,” Trisha pronounces. “If you do, you’re just giving jerks control over your whole life.”

Trisha’s so cool sometimes. “Yeah.”

“Are you coming with us to the Archive, Gwen?” Penny asks.

“Yeah,” Gwen says. Adrianna’s going to be there. “Wouldn’t miss it.”

That’s for tomorrow. Today, there’s something she needs to do.

☾

Gwen has the driver drop her off a couple blocks away.

Hands in her coat pockets, she walks until she gets to the big brown stone building with the large porch. They’re at the edge of the residential part of the High City, where the plateau gives way to an expanse of yellow grass. Gwen can see wooden buildings and tractors past the fences.

She knocks on the front door, wondering if Bonnie’s out in that huge backyard. It worries her that she hasn’t even seen her in the halls at school. “Bonnie?” she calls out.

There’s silence for a second. Then:

“Come around the back,” a muffled voice says.

Gwen obliges. She slips through the unlatched gate, then tries the screen door.

It opens easily. Gwen hears voices coming from inside. She follows a long hallway until she reaches the source of the noise.

Bonnie and another girl are sitting in front of a big-screen TV. Characters or maybe contestants are talking. Bonnie’s expression is dull, unhappy.

The other girl’s maybe a few years younger, and thinner, and she’s propped up against a pillow. On the table next to her, there’s a bowl of soup and a plate of cheese and crackers.

“Hey,” Gwen says.

“Hey,” Bonnie replies.

“Who’s this?” the other girl asks.

“Branwen, this is my friend Gwen from school.”

Branwen sits up a little and squints at Gwen. “You were one of the girls on TV.”

“Yep.”

“You fought the Nightmare,”

“Yep,” Gwen says.

“Good job,” Branwen says.

“Thanks,” Gwen says. She wonders if Branwen knows her sister was involved, too.

Branwen nods, then looks at the table. “I’m getting tired of soup.”

“I’ll put it away for you,” Bonnie says, hopping up from the couch.

“Can I have pudding?” Branwen says.

“I guess that would be okay, since you haven’t had one today,” Bonnie starts moving toward the kitchen side of the room.

“Wait,” her sister says. “I can get it myself.”

Branwen pushes herself to an upright position. Bracing her hand against the couch, she stands up and grabs the crutches that are leaning against it. With surprising speed, she makes her way to the refrigerator and comes back to the couch with two packaged pudding cups clawed in her fingers.

“Watching TV?” Gwen asks.

Branwen nods. “Uh-huh.”

“Anything good?”

“Nah. Just flipping through channels. There’s nothing worthwhile on a Monday.”

“Gotcha.”

“Wanna sit and watch with us?”

“Sorry, I can’t stay too long. Is it okay if I borrow your sister for a bit?”

Branwen looks over at Bonnie. “Yeah, that’s fine.”

“Are you sure you’ll be okay?” Bonnie says, standing over Branwen’s couch anxiously. “Can I get you some water?

“I’m fine,” the younger girl says, rolling her eyes. “I can take care of myself for five minutes. I can call Fitzpatrick, I have the button. Just go already.”

“Okay,” Bonnie says. She motions to Gwen.

They end up in a room with posters of horses and framed pictures of Bonnie and Branwen riding them. Gwen figures it’s probably Bonnie’s bedroom. Bonnie sits down on the bed.

 Gwen doesn’t know how to do this. Adrianna would say the perfect thing, but Gwen’s only got her own brain to work with.

“You okay?” she says finally. “With your mom and all?”

“Oh,” Bonnie says, not like she’s surprised but like she doesn’t know what to do with the question. “I’m sorry I made such a scene at the club meeting.”

“I don’t care about that. You okay? What’s the deal with you and your sister?”

Bonnie swings her legs back and forth, staring at the floor. It takes a minute for her to speak. “I guess it started a couple years ago. Branwen started losing her energy. She fell a couple times. Started getting pains, so even walking was hard for her.”

“Six months ago, she had brain surgery. We were really hopeful, but we weren’t sure, either. Even Ladytech doesn’t always work. The recovery was hard, she needed help more than ever, but…it went really, really well. She’s still recovering, she still has to stay home and rest a lot, but she’s a lot happier now.”

Bonnie shifted on the bed. “Mom still worries about her, though. A lot. I mean, I know why. She doesn’t want her to hurt herself again. The first time it happened, she bashed her skull pretty bad, and there was a lot of blood. But like I said, she’s doing so much better now. She hasn’t fallen since the surgery.”

“Huh,” Gwen says, processing this. “So…at the meeting—”

Bonnie looked embarrassed. “Mom doesn’t like it when I stay late after school. She thinks I should be home helping Branwen instead.”

Gwen’s used to a mom who demands to know why Gwen’s coming home so early instead of doing extracurriculars to help with her future career.

“Don’t you ever get to, like, have a life?” Gwen asks. “Has she ever said anything about that?”

Bonnie looks down at her shoes. “I don’t know.”

“Branwen seemed like she was doing okay,” Gwen says. “I mean, she was moving around on her own.”

“She is. She’s so much better. She gets up and down the stairs, she showers by herself.”

“She seems pretty smart.”

“She is; she’s so smart for a twelve-year-old. She gets frustrated when we wait on her too much.”

“I would, too,” Gwen says. “Who’s Fitzpatrick?”

“One of the butlers. He helps with Branwen. A lot of them do, but Mom doesn’t like it. She doesn’t really trust the staff.”

“Branwen seems cool with them.”

“Yeah. They’re great, actually. My mom just worries too much, you know?” Bonnie’s staring at the wall.

Gwen sits down on the bed with her. “You should come back,” she says quietly. “You were so cool with your hammers against Demilune. We need you.”

Bonnie looks stricken. “I know, but—” She shakes her head. “This is my family we’re talking about here. Family has to come before everything else.”

“But what you’re doing is so much more important than that. You’re protecting everyone.”

“But Branwen’s my sister. It’s my responsibility—”

“She doesn’t need you!” Gwen says, throwing up her hands. “You said it yourself, you’re smothering her! There’s people here when you’re not around. People you trust.”

“Yes,” Bonnie admits.

 “Then I don’t think you need to be here!”

“Gwen, I can’t just tell my mom no—”

“You didn’t seem like you were having a great time when I came in. You looked really miserable. Is making your mom happy really worth that much to you?”

Bonnie doesn’t say anything. Her forehead’s scrunched together.

“Look,” Gwen says. “I’m not going to make you do anything. But if I were you, I’d tell my mom I’ve got something else I need to do.” She gets up from the bed. “Everyone misses you. I mean, I do. We’d all be super happy if you came back. But it’s up to you.”

Bonnie stands up.

“Thanks for coming by to check on me,” she says. “It means a lot.”

“Sure,” Gwen says. Seems like that’s her cue to leave.

On the way out, Branwen waves.

Gwen doesn’t know what to think as she walks the rest of the way home. She isn’t sure if she accomplished anything.

But it felt like the kind of thing an actual vice president would do.

☾

Books half-balanced on her knee, Gwen grabs the keys from Adrianna and unlocks the door of the Camelorn building.

The new white table stands magnificent in the center of the room. Gwen dumps her stack of books onto it. Moira, Penny, and Adrianna follow behind her with their own stacks. Adrianna’s also got her Nightmare folders, precariously balanced on top, threatening to spill papers out onto the floor.

Gwen takes in the piles of books, which are starting to fill up the table. Pretty impressive. The fruits of their visit to the Hull Archive.

The visit went pretty well, even if they had the Lieutenant-Navigator as chaperone looking over their shoulder the whole time. They’d found radar observations, aerial photographs, detailed scientific treatises. Anything about what Nightmares were or where they went.

Gwen’s determined to be part of this. Nightmare studies have never been her strong suit, but she can’t let herself sit this one out and leave all the research to Moira and Penny.

They sit down around the table, reading, swapping books, taking notes. Trisha’s coming by to help later, and Becca tomorrow, but for now it’s just the four of them.

Penny starts making a map. At first it’s just her drawing on a single sheet of her notebook, but then she expands outward. She starts taping pieces of paper next to each other on the wall.

Nightmare movements, in a giant map, taking up most of the space. Penny breaks out colored pencils for each one. Purple for Demilune, orange for Heliotrope, Optimus in gold.

They all start looking for data to help her. It’s slow going, bringing the lines of motion out of the dry coordinate lists in the books, but eventually the picture starts to emerge.

“Look,” Penny says, a few hours later. She taps the map. “This dot. It’s important. Everyone’s missing it.”

Gwen looks over her shoulder. It’s one of the unassigned data points, marked in grey pencil. Those are the weird ones which seem to have been Nightmare attacks, but nobody saw anything.

“What about it?” Gwen asks.

“Winter ’53,” Penny says. “I think it’s part of Areopagite’s path. Areopagite was spotted in Lysander in Spring ‘54, right? So that would mean its line goes out like…that.” She extends the dotted line of orange pencil.

“You’re saying—” But Moira sounds like she already knows.

Penny’s pencil leaps down to another mark on the map. “The famous ‘instant’ attack on Troilus in Winter ’53! The traditional explanation is that it was Areopagite! But now we know Areopagite’s arc took it way up here to the north!”

“It could have come back down,” Moira suggests.

“Aeropagus’s never moved that fast!” Penny says. “It’s the slowest of them all, that’s what all the data shows! It’d have to double its usual speed just to get in and out!”

“All right, so it’s Trismegistus, then,” Moira says.

“Ah-ha!” Penny says triumphantly. “Except we know that very day in ’53, Trismegistus was over in Hecuba! Even it’s not fast enough to jump to the other side of the globe and back in an afternoon!” Penny’s beaming. “And look at these unassigned points here and here! Like something leaving Troilus and heading up into the hills before vanishing! Like—”

Gwen finishes her sentence. “The Hidden Nightmare.”

They all peer at the map.

“You know,” Moira says, after a moment. “You might actually have something here.”

“Yessss!” Penny cheers.

“I’m not saying it’s proven, but…it’s interesting. I don’t have a better explanation.”

“Keep after it,” Adrianna tells Penny. “Find anything else that’s consistent with those readings. Let’s see if we can nail this down for sure.”

Penny smiles. She starts marking points with a green pencil, connecting them with a faint line.

Meanwhile, Adrianna’s trying to figure out what their next target should be. Gwen’s sitting next to her, reading accounts of survivors. Sometimes they pass the books to each other, look over each other’s notes.

Gwen can’t keep herself from glancing over at Adrianna every so often. There’s something about her when she’s reading. Her face gets a little more peaceful. It’s nice. Gwen swears Adrianna’s glanced her way, too, a couple of times. Or is she just imagining it?

She’s so close. Her leg’s practically touching Gwen’s.

She should just tell her. She should just tell Adri right now that she’s pretty and she wants to date her.

But the group is like the one good thing in Gwen’s life right now. She can’t ruin it.

She hates that. That she’s not even willing to risk it.

Gwen’s always thought she’s smarter than a lot of people at school. She doesn’t do stupid stuff, like drugs or dumb stunts. She actually thinks before she acts.

But other people get the things they want anyway, and they never seem to suffer any consequences. So is it even worth it? Being safe, when risks don’t mean anything to other people?

Except Gwen’s life doesn’t seem to work like that. For her, there always seem to be consequences. Which leads her back to the same conclusion, inescapable:

Gwen doesn’t get to have what she wants.

Fine, whatever. That’s just life, right? That’s just the way it is.

She looks one more time at Adrianna.

It’s just…

Sometimes, that really, really, sucks.

☾

It’s Tuesday, and it’s the club meeting again.

One by one, they take their seats. Adrianna, Becca, and Moira are already there. Gwen and Trisha slide in beside them. Penny comes back from looking at her map. Kate, Yvonne, and Lana join them, too.

Adrianna’s left three chairs open. Two for the people they’re going to recruit later for the remaining Signs. Bonnie’s still missing, too.

But as Gwen looks around the circle, she can’t help but think they look really cool. Like a council in ancient times, gathering together on the eve of battle.

Or a vision of what the Captaincy could be, if it was them in charge.

Miracle flies around the middle of the table as Adrianna explains what she and Gwen have decided.

“Optimus,” she says. “That’s our next target. It’s big, it’s massively destructive, and it’s one of the most active. I think it’s time that we made it a priority.”

“Counterpoint,” Becca says, leaning back in her chair. “It’s capable of being massively destructive to us.”

Adrianna smiles. “That’s what I might have said before you guys took down Demilune. Now, I don’t have to worry. I think we’ve got enough practice under our belt to handle one of the bigger ones.”

People are nodding. Becca still doesn’t look sure, but Lana seems to be hanging on Adrianna’s every word.

It’s quiet, around the big table. Everyone’s taking it in in silence. Thinking about their next Nightmare.

Which is why it comes as such a shock when Penny’s phone goes off.

Papers go flying. Penny scrambles to pull the phone out of her pocket. Everyone turns her way.

Penny stares down at her phone screen.

“I just got an alert,” she says. “You know how the Hull has a channel to keep themselves alerted about Nightmare attacks? I sort of got illegal access, I mean, they’d probably let me if I asked, but I didn’t ask—”

“What does it say, Penny?” Adrianna demands.

Penny turns to her, wide-eyed.

“Trismegistus is attacking,” she says.

“Can confirm,” Moira says. She’s looking at her own phone. “It started moving approximately ten minutes ago. At the speed it can move—”

“Within an hour and twenty minutes,” Penny says, “it’s going to hit Mercutio.”

Gwen’s breath catches. That’s not just a town. It’s a big, beautiful one, almost a city. She knows people who’ve been on vacation there.

“Okay, but it’s not the strongest, right?” Trisha says. “It’s small.”

“So’s a bullet,” Moira says. “It can do an awful lot of damage in a very short time.” She looks down at her phone again. “And this isn’t even the first time it’s attacked Mercutio.”

“It’s not?” Gwen asks.

Moira shakes her head. “Mercutio’s where it was first spotted. Where it manifested, to use the official term. It’s coming home.”

Adrianna’s already dialing the number on her phone. She presses the button for speakerphone. It rings once.

It picks up.

“You’ve heard,” says the voice of the Captain.

“Yes, ma’am,” Adrianna says. “Permission to engage hostile, ma’am?”

Gwen’s heart stops. She’s just realized the same thing everyone else has realized, to judge from all the wide eyes staring at the phone.

This is where it could all go wrong. The Captain could forbid them from protecting the towns. Which would mean them and Adrianna would have to go against the Captaincy.

It’s a long, long second before the Captain answers.

“Granted,” she says. “I want that feathery son of a bitch killed dead. Obliterated, do you understand me? Not a trace left on my moon.”

“Yes, ma’am,” Adrianna says. She’s smiling. Everyone’s smiling.

“Good. Transport will be arriving at the front of your school in exactly nine minutes. Do not be late, understand?”

“Understood.”

“Good. Captain out.” The phone clicks off.

“And I was so looking forward to getting to know Optimus,” Becca says, tossing her head back.

“Right now, we’ve got bigger priorities,” Adrianna says. “Armor, everyone.”

Gwen feels herself blown around by nine different transformation breezes, including her own. Her heart’s hammering.

“Gwen!” Adrianna says. “Grab everything we’ve got on Trismegistus!”

The words shake Gwen out of her stupor. She pulls books off their shelf. Penny and Moira help, too.

“That’s enough,” Adrianna says, five seconds later. “Let’s go.”

They hurry, almost running, down the trail to the main campus. Every student who’s stayed late is watching them. Gwen wonders how ridiculous she looks, jogging with books in her arms in gold armor and a white skirt.

Screw it. She flies.

When they get to the main quadrant, heads turn upward instead of toward them.

Right. The helicopter.

There’s no Navigator waiting inside for them this time. Just a pilot who seems impatient to take off.

Everyone’s buckling themselves in. The pilot’s reaching for a lever when there’s a voice.

“Wait!”

Bonnie Beaumont climbs into the cabin, panting for breath.

Her forehead’s shining with sweat. She’s holding a hammer in each hand. She’s clad in shining armor of bronze.

“I thought,” she says. “I got someone to drive me, I thought—”

She catches her breath. Her expression’s firm, now.

“I thought,” Bonnie says, voice stronger, “this was the place I should be.”

Gwen grins at her.

Adrianna smiles, too. “Welcome back.”

Bonnie straps in, and they take off for real.

☾

The helicopter turns, and Mercutio comes into view.

It’s like some kind of art project. White buildings piled up like seashells by the dark blue water. Bridges cross over canals, and narrow paths lead up and down hills that are a mix of white and greenery.

In the distance, on the horizon, there’s a faint grey cloud, like something stirring up dust.

When the helicopter lands, they’re in a courtyard. There’s an ornate marble building with a clock tower. Gwen’s guessing this is the seat of government? Official-looking people are there to meet them.

“Evacuation’s not going well,” one of the women tells Adrianna. “We’ve been in contact with the Captaincy, but—”

 “We haven’t even been able to reach everyone yet,” another says despairingly.

“We’ll stop it,” Adrianna says. She hefts her sword over her shoulder. “That’s what we’re here to do.”

The woman looks at Adrianna a little skeptically, like she’s not sure about a high schooler saying that. But she nods.

“How long do we have?” Moira asks. She’s still wearing her arm in a sling, despite being in her dark military outfit now. 

The woman checks her watch. “Twelve minutes.”

Past the walls of the courtyard, Gwen can see the billowing cloud.

Quickly, Adrianna comes to an agreement with the pilot. He’ll get as many people as he can to safety, then come back for them.

The helicopter takes off with the officials. The dust cloud to the west has grown.

Everyone’s got their weapons out now.

“Stay together,” Adrianna says. “The one thing we know about Trismegistus is that it tries to get people lost in its maze. The things inside it move fast, but they’re frail. If we watch out for each other, we should be able to take it down.”

Trisha looks nervous. Yvonne’s clicking her claws together, confident. Penny slides a silver backpack over her shoulders. She tightens a screw, then pulls on a strap.

Gwen can’t take it anymore. She needs to see. She rises into the air to look over the city.

It’s like watching a bus coming at them. The cloud of dust is charging across the plain. There’s a shape at the center made of white light.

Gwen realizes she can hear it, a bassy thud-thud-thudding of something hitting the earth very fast.

“It’s coming!” she shouts.

“How far?” Adrianna shouts back.

Gwen doesn’t know. “A minute?” It’s so close and so big now, she can’t judge the remaining distance.

“Brace for impact!” Adrianna bellows.

It’s at the city walls. It’s at the city walls. Gwen’s ears fill with thunder.

The thing plows into Mercutio like a train hitting a bridge.

Its white body floods over the white houses, over the rooftops, and Gwen has a brief, brief glimpse of huge wings before the white fog rolls over everything.

Lunar Camelot, Chapter 3

“All right,” Adrianna says, once the last member of the World Savers Club has entered the room. She sets her notebook down on the desk with a papery slap. “Here’s what I want to do for training.”

Gwen observes the room. Adrianna’s pushed all the tables and chairs to either side, leaving the middle open.

“Kate.”

Kate looks up. “What? Huh?”

“You had the right idea yesterday.” Adrianna grins. “Let’s spar.”

Kate scoffs. “You want me to poison people?”

“I was thinking about that. These powers came from our minds. We should be able to make them non-lethal if we want to. Can you confirm, Miracle?”

“That is correct,” Miracle says, flying from her perch on Gwen’s shoulder. “Past users of the Scorpion have employed a stun-liquid alongside their other powers. Furthermore, all blades may be rendered dull for training purposes.”

“Excellent.” Adrianna says. “I’m going to have everyone pair up. We’ll watch the fights one by one and get a better sense of what our powers can do. Gwen, Yvonne, or I can step in if it looks dangerous, and give feedback on your fighting form.”

“Why Yvonne?” Kate asks.

“She does kickboxing. She knows about fighting.”

“It’s true, dudes, I do,” Yvonne says, putting her hair up in its long ponytail.

Gwen wonders if she should say something to her about jumping up onto the roof last week. She should probably scold her for being in costume in public, right? Scold, right, that’s a thing a vice president would do? Alternatively, she could compliment her on figuring out a new use of her power.

Gwen doesn’t say anything to the kickboxer.

“It’s not the same as fighting with swords,” Kate complains. “Doesn’t anyone take fencing?”

“I’ve studied it a little bit,” Adrianna says. “But they don’t let students here do it until second year.”

“Sure,” Becca remarks, with a wry smile. “Swordfighting is dangerous, don’t you know?”

“The good news is I think the Sign helps you with fighting somewhat,” Adrianna continues. “At the very least, with how you hold the blade. It’s tied into your own body.”

“Makes sense—” Lana tries to say, before the wind interrupts her.

Kate’s activated her costume. Dark shadows swirl around her, and then, woah, hey, she’s in her thief clothes again. Kate seizes her dagger, which now drips with a blue instead of pale green substance, and promptly stabs herself in the freaking hand.

Kate looks at the hand. She shakes it, her fingers flopping around. “Yeah. That feels numb.”

“Moon on a bike, why did you do that?” Becca says. “At least test it first.”

“I am testing it,” Kate says. “You’d think all of you would be grateful for me taking one for the team so you don’t die fighting me. Jeez.”

Gwen just rolls her eyes.

“Anyway, I want to fight first!” Kate says. “Who am I fighting?”

They end up drawing straws, or actually, papers Gwen’s written specific names on. Kate’s up against Moira.

“Ha!” Kate taunts, waving her dagger. “You don’t even have a blade, just a rope! What do ropes have to do with goats, anyway?”

“Fences,” Moira says. “Like ropes between posts? To keep animals penned in?” She looks around. “Did anyone else think of it that way, or is it just me?”

There are shrugs.

The two square off like gunfighters. Adri calls go.

Kate moves fast in her thief hood, faster than Gwen would have expected. Somehow or other, she keeps getting behind Moria, swinging the blunted dagger her way.

But Moira’s weapon shows its usefulness pretty immediately. The coil of rope in her hand snakes out like it’s alive and reaches for Kate. Kate dodges the first approach, but the second time, it catches her wrist. Her dagger goes clattering across the floor.

Only to reappear in her other hand.

Huh, Gwen thinks. They can do that? Summon their weapon back?

She hates that Kate’s the one who discovered the trick, because it’s pretty cool.

Kate swings the dagger down, and the rope pulls away.

It’s an intense back and forth, with Moira cutting off Kate’s angles of approach, and Kate ducking around the rope trying to get at her. Then Moira feints, moving the rope first one direction, then another, and Kate falls into her trap. The rope wraps around Kate body, then her legs. Kate trips, and tumbles down. She scowls on the floor, arms and legs bound.

“I win,” Moira says, standing over Kate.

Kate’s arm moves. Gwen realizes it was never caught in the rope. She was hiding it under her body.

Kate’s stabs Moira in the leg, right where her boot meets her greaves.

Moira stands stiffly for a moment, then falls down.

“HA!” Kate crows, working her way free of the rope, which falls limp. “You fell for it like a chump! I won!” She does a stupid little dance over Moira’s frozen body. She looks at Adrianna. “I won, right? Tell me I won!”

“That’s three seconds, so yes,” Adrianna agrees. “Good work, Kate. That was a nice feint. Can you let Moira up now?”

Kate shakes the dagger, and the glassy look in Moira’s eyes goes away. Moira gets to her feet. She’s frowning, but not frowning hard.

Gwen hopes she’s mad about being beaten by Kate. She definitely would be.

Lana, the girl with close-cut red hair, speaks up. “I thought we were going to learn how to fight. That’s cheating.”

 “We all have different ways of fighting,” Adrianna says. “For you, being straightforward might be best. But I think Kate’s way is to cheat.”

It takes Lana a second, but she nods.

“Thank you,” Kate says, brushing herself off proudly.

“Moon and stars, she’s so insufferable,” Trisha whispers into Gwen’s ear.

“I know, right?” Gwen whispers back. She’s so glad Trisha’s here.

Bonnie manages to knock Penny down with her hammers before Penny can figure out what to do with her gunblade. Trisha spends her duel with Becca firing from a distance, while Becca tries to close the gap. Except she’s only using one hand on her spear for some reason, which Gwen finds annoying, like is Trisha not worth her time? Luckily Trisha beats her.

Gwen’s own match is with Lana. She has a horrible feeling in her stomach as she gets up in front of them. She’s not ready.

But she tries to win anyway.

Lana’s one of the most heavily armed, with her ginormous round shield in one hand and her lance in the other, so Gwen doesn’t go for a forward approach. Instead she tries to get around Lana’s side.

But the big shield’s already there, blocking her sword. Impossible—Lana shouldn’t be able to move her arm that fast, but she moves the heavy shield like it’s nothing. The lance jabs at Gwen. The reach is stupidly long.

Okay, new plan. Gwen reaches for the Maiden’s flight and soars up to the ceiling, aiming to get over Lana’s head. She hears gasps.

For a second, it’s working: Lana’s lance goes right under her, and for a second all Lana can do is gape up at her—

Lana drops her shield and lance. She throws her hands up, right toward Gwen’s face.

The blast of icy cold hits her in the nose and chin.

Water. It’s a blast of water coming from Lana’s blue gloves. More painful than Gwen would have figured.

Gwen loses her concentration. She falls, right onto Lana in all her armor.

But Lana manages to twist out from underneath her. Her shield reappears in her hand, and she uses it to push Gwen down and get on top of her.

“Time!” she hears Adri’s voice call from a distance.

Gwen blinks at the pale, freckled face that’s so close to her own, It’s so close she could touch it. She feels hot breath on her, breath that smells like minty toothpaste.

Lana smiles at her.

She reaches out a hand to help Gwen up. Gwen gets to her feet.

“Good match!” Lana says.

“Good match,” Gwen agrees.

She’s still thinking about how weird that was.

The final match is Adrianna’s with Yvonne, and it goes fast. Both of them jump around like crazy, a whirlwind of strikes, spins, dodges, and kicks. It feels like Adrianna should win, since her weapon’s so huge, but Yvonne keeps catching it with her glowing green claws and flinging it off to the side.

Finally Adrianna hits Yvonne in the back of the legs with the sword, knocking her down. Like a wrestler, Adrianna tries to pin her.

Gwen sees Yvonne’s fist rushing at Adrianna.

Just for a second, Gwen catches a look in Adrianna’s eyes. Like she sees it, too.

Yvonne’s punch knocks Adrianna over. Yvonne pins her, sitting on her stomach, then grabs her arms so she can’t hold her sword.

Gwen remembers she’s the one who’s supposed to be counting. “Threetwoone time!” she blurts out.

Yvonne stands up, looking down at her defeated prey.

“That was exhilarating!” Adrianna says, breathless.

“Exhilarating?” Yvonne grabs Adrianna’s hand in both of hers. “More like the most fun I’ve ever had in my goddamn life!”

“You know me.” Adrianna grins. “I’m always down to compete with you.”

Yvonne claps her on the back. “If this is what competing’s going to be like from now on…then damn, sign me the hell up.”

Gwen watches them celebrate. In the back of her head, she’s still thinking about that look in Adrianna’s eyes.

Did Adrianna let Yvonne win?

She guesses Yvonne, who’s kind of full of herself in a jock way, might get a little grumpy if she lost a match. So maybe Adrianna’s trying to manage her crew here. Keep everyone happy.

Still. It feels unfair. Adrianna shouldn’t have to do that.

Gwen hopes Lana didn’t let her off easy.

“Great stuff, everyone,” Adrianna says. She’s a little short on breath, and her hair’s all messed up, but she looks happy. “You’re all coming up with ideas, getting in touch with your powers! That’s exactly what I wanted to see!”

They spend the rest of the afternoon brainstorming. Adrianna’s writing all the powers they’ve used on the board, talking through, what everyone’s tactical role might be. Like, Trisha’s clearly going to be fighting long-range most of the time, while Yvonne’s close-range but she might be able to close the distance fast. Gwen gets into it, too. Pretty soon they’re all offering suggestions for each other.

Adrianna’s excited about Lana’s water blast; maybe it could really damage the Nightmare monsters or maybe it could be used to push opponents away. The only one who doesn’t want to listen to suggestions is Kate.

Of freaking course.

“I sneak up and stab them,” she says, arms folded. “What more do you want?”

Kate continues to be dismissive, even as Adrianna offers ideas. Gwen tunes out.

She’s already sick of trying to engage with her.

But mostly things feel really good as they wrap up their second meeting and change back into white and blue uniforms. People are talking in small groups, Moira with Penny, Lana with Yvonne. Gwen’s excited. They’re getting to know each other. Her and Adrianna’s group wants to do a good job fighting.

It feels like this thing is really going to happen.

“Gwen,” Trisha blurts out, as they set off down the hallway together. “You can fly! That’s so damn cool!”

“Thanks,” Gwen says, smiling awkwardly. “I still lost, though.”

“Still insane.” Trisha hugs her around the side. “You’re so awesome.”

Charlie’s outside the main entrance, sitting on the stone wall, munching an orange.

Gwen shouldn’t be caught off guard. They always used to wait for each other like that at their old school. But she is. She totally forgot.

Charlie looks up from their City Finance book. “Oh! Hi, guys!” she says, in a high voice. Charlie often gives off the feeling of a spooked deer. “I haven’t seen you all day! We don’t have Tuesday classes together anymore. Did your club meeting go all right?”

“Oh yeah,” Trisha says, in a dreamy, blissful voice. “It was so cool, Charlie, you don’t even know.”

“That’s good! So Middleton’s okay as a club leader? She still scares me.”

Trish glances at Gwen. “She’s pretty good at getting people to not slack off, so…that’s pretty much all I want.”

“Oh wow,” Charlie sighs wistfully. “I could never be a leader like that. Nobody would listen to me.”

“Yeah, overall it’s a pretty magical atmosphere, wouldn’t you say, Gwen?” Trisha elbows Gwen.

“Lady alive,” Gwen says, rolling her eyes. “Stop.” She digs Trisha in the ribs right back.

“That’s cool,” Charlie says. She digs out a folder. “I’m super nervous about vocal club. They wanted each of us to sight-read the soprano part on our own before we started singing together, and I’ve never done that before, and I think I did okay, but I’m worried I really screwed up near the end, like I was totally flat, and Oda Dekker the club leader seemed nice, but she also gave me this look when I messed up the note, and, like, what if she holds it against me for the rest of the year?”

Gwen and Trisha exchange looks.

“I think you’ll be fine,” Trisha says.

“I hope so,” Charlie chirps. “I don’t think I’ll have time to practice tonight. Did you see how much reading Mr. Euri gave us? That’s almost fifty pages. And I can’t do it in the morning because I’m trying to run in the mornings now.”

“Ah, that was your first mistake: not joining a club where you get exercise,” Trisha says. “See, ours is also a secret underground fighting ring.”

Gwen elbows her again.

Charlie looks baffled. “I thought it was ecology? And disaster relief?”

“It’s, like, extreme disaster relief,” Trisha says. “Super competitive, practically dog eat dog. Whoever saves the most people fastest wins.”

“Okay,” Gwen says. “As Vice President, I think I’m required to tell you to stop misrepresenting our club to outsiders.”

“Fair.” Trisha leans closer. “We do wrestle sometimes though. To keep our skills up.”

Charlie looks aghast. “I don’t think I could be in a club where you wrestle. What if someone punches you in the face?”

“I don’t know, you punch them back?”

“No thanks!” Charlie says, and pulls her nose into her book.

☾

When Gwen gets home and hangs her jacket up on the rack, her mother’s already coming down the stairway, hand on a banister.

“I thought I told you not to wear that ridiculous thing your first week,” Janet Marlowe says.

“I didn’t,” Gwen lies. “It’s not the first week anymore.”

Her mother purses her lips. “How was your ecology club meeting?”

“Fine,” Gwen says. Non-committal.

“Did you come to any important decisions on the direction of the club? It’s important to decide on your shared values early, you know.”

“Yeah, I guess so. We figured some stuff out.”

“Are you speaking up? Are you showing the members of your club that you have something to offer them as vice president? It’s impossible to survive at H-Prep if you don’t have strong connections you can call upon. Let alone in your future career. You need to start thinking about these things now, Gwen. Don’t let your first year slip by.”

Gwen hates this. “I understand, Mom,” she mutters.

“Do you? Don’t tune me out, Gwen.”

“I get it,” Gwen says. Mom has no idea how much she’s trying to control her voice. One stupid little slip could set her mother off and cause a huge shouting match. Which is so damn unfair. “I’m making lots of connections, promise. I’m heading up to my room now, okay?”

Mom frowns, but doesn’t say anything more. She lets Gwen walk past her.

Up in her room, Gwen shuts the door. She pulls her dresser against the door, so she’ll at least have a little warning if Mom tries to come in.

Miracle flies out of her backpack. Gwen flashes her a smile.

Gwen closes her eyes and reaches for the power she drew on earlier this afternoon.

Her golden armor appears around her. Her boots leave the ground. She rises up until her back is against the ceiling and she’s looking down at her bed below.

And for a moment, she soars.

☾

Over the next few weeks, they settle into a rhythm, talking about powers, getting practice in. Adrianna does this whole thing where she has them split into teams and play ball. She’s gotten permission to use the big practice field.

“I should have known,” Becca groans. “This was all so you could trick us into doing sports.”

Yvonne grins, but Adrianna just smiles. “It’s not that. I want to see how good we are at coordinating with each other in the heat of the moment. I figure passing the ball to each other’s the closest we can get to that right now.”

The results don’t inspire confidence. Gwen fumbles the ball a lot, and team captain Yvonne gets frustrated whenever somebody doesn’t understand her instructions. Adrianna’s team seems a little more put together, but Bonnie’s struggling to keep up with everyone’s running speed. She has a bit more success when she switches to being goalie.

“It’s all good,” Adrianna reassures Bonnie. “Everyone has different strengths to bring to the group. Maybe yours is defense.”

Bonnie doesn’t look so sure.

When it’s over, though, Gwen has to admit, she’s glad they did it. Watching everyone show off their flashy powers is one thing, working together’s another. Her team spent a lot of the match figuring out how not to crash into each other. It’s probably good they’re getting that out of the way now and not on a battlefield.

Gwen feels like they’re getting closer to making their move on the Nightmares.

It’s hard keeping up with classes when all she can think about is what’s to come.

On Monday, Gwen’s in third period Navigation. Adrianna’s not in this one, but Charlie is. So’s Penny Ford and, a little more concerningly, Becca Webster.

The teacher’s having them do a stupid group project. Gwen ends up grouped with Becca and two of Becca’s friends. Gwen can tell they’re her friends because they’re both hot, and Becca is making jokes with them from the moment she sits down.

Becca eyes Gwen as she walks over, long enough Gwen almost asks what the hell is her deal.

Then Becca smiles. “I guess we should do this thing, huh?” she asks Gwen.

Gwen sits.

Gwen’s nervous as Becca talks with the other people at the table. She needs this to go right. She already forgot to turn in one assignment a few days ago in all the excitement, and the teacher isn’t accepting latework. She really doesn’t want to fail out of H-Prep.

But it actually goes okay. Gwen finds the courage to offer an idea or two, despite the fact she doesn’t know two of these people. Suggests a Sightline Engine instead of a standard hyperspace line.

When time’s up, the teacher seems to like their project most.

“It looks like we have a new profit record,” she says, studying Gwen’s group’s chart. “Explain to the class: why a Sightline Engine?”

Becca speaks up. “Efficiency,” Becca says. “Using Sightline gives an estimated twenty-percent decrease in cost, which more than makes up for the one percent decrease in speed.”

“Very good, Becca,” the teacher says. “Was that your insight?”

Gwen knows this teacher. Mapleton reserves the A grades for people who come up with insights and leaves everyone else at a B.

Becca hesitates. She glances at her group.

Gwen’s heart sinks. She should have anticipated this. Becca can just claim she came up with the idea instead of Gwen. All her friends will back her up. It’s what Becca should do, if she’s smart. Gwen thinks the teacher is even expecting it.

“No,” Becca says. “I can’t take credit for that. Gwen brought up the Sightline.”

The teacher purses her lips. “I see.” Is she disappointed? “Well done, Miss Marlowe.” She moves on to the next group.

After class, after she catches up with a shell-shocked looking Charlie, Gwen tries to find Becca Webster again.

But Becca’s already gone.

☾

It’s Tuesday. Gwen realizes how much she’s been anticipating this. It’s like breathing again after being underwater. This is like the one day of the week she’s actually happy.

She wonders if today’s when they’ll start planning their big move.

When she opens the door to the classroom, she’s expecting it to be empty, or for Adrianna to be there, eager to discuss what they’ll be doing today with Gwen.

Instead, Kate is sitting at one of the desks, reading a comic book.

Gwen checks the clock. Yeah, it’s still fifteen minutes before they’re supposed to begin.

What the hell is Kate doing?

There’s a big stack of books on the desk next to Kate. Some of them look like novels, but most of them are comics. 

“What are you doing?” Gwen demands.

Kate’s eyes flicker up. “Reading. What do you think?”

“We don’t have permission to use the classroom until three,” Gwen says. She’d been really looking forward to talking with Adrianna one on one.

“There’s never anyone else here,” Kate snaps. “So why does it matter?”

Gwen wishes she could strangle her. “Because we made an agreement with the school, and we don’t want any attention on us right now?” If Kate gets the teachers looking too closely into their club, she’s going to kill her, she swears.

“It’s fine,” Kate says, still engrossed in her comic. “You’re overreacting.”

Gwen tries to calm down. “Look, can’t you just read at home?”

“No?” Kate says. It’s not really a question. “It’s quiet here. No one bothers me. So you can just deal with it.”

Now Gwen’s pissed off.

“You don’t give a shit, do you?” Gwen snaps. “You don’t actually care whether this group gets found out by the teachers. You don’t care if we lose everything we’ve been working for. I can’t believe Adrianna likes you.”

Something in Kate’s expression changes.

“So I’m not good enough to be part of your little clique?” Kate says. Her voice is very cold. “I’m gonna drag your precious team down? Is that how it is?”

“I never said that.”

“That’s what you’re implying.”

“You don’t act like part of the group,” Gwen snaps. “You keep arguing with everything.” She’s furious now. Kate’s going to stab them in the back at some point, and Adrianna’s blind to it. “I don’t know why Adrianna even let you in except for the fact that you’re her cousin.”

Kate gets this awful, evil look on her face.

“I’m sorry, what was it you did for the group again, Gwen?” Kate asks sweetly. “Hand out papers? Stand to the side and watch Adrianna?” Kate lets out a hard, mocking laugh. “Yeah, and I’m the one who’s only here because Adri likes me? Please. Some Vice President.”

Words fail Gwen. She wants to reply, but every response seems to dry up in her throat.

The door opens behind them. Adrianna coming in.

“Everything all right?” Adrianna asks, catching Gwen’s expression.

Kate doesn’t say anything, just sits there looking pleased with herself.

Gwen tears her gaze away.

“Yeah,” she tells Adrianna. “Everything’s fine.”

Gwen’s still reeling as everyone files into the room.

Is Kate right? Is that all she’s worth to the group? She knows Kate’s full of shit, but still, she touched on something.

If she hadn’t found Miracle with Adrianna, would she even be here at all?

At least the meeting’s a big enough deal to distract her.

“The question is, how much longer do we want to wait?” It’s Moira who speaks up. “Another Nightmare attack could happen at any time. Isn’t it time we made our move? Saved lives?”

There are nods around the room.

“You guys have done an amazing job,” Adrianna says. She’s leaning against the desk at the front of the room, hands on the flat surface. “You’ve all come so far in such a short time. But I want us to be careful, too. Are we a hundred percent sure we’re ready to take on the challenge?”

“We’ve practiced for weeks,” Yvonne points out. “We did all that fighting each other.”

This is true. Gwen remembers bonking each other with cardboard tubes, among other things.

For her own part, Gwen wants to justify the group’s existence, and she’s pretty sure they can win. After all, she and Adrianna were able to take down that other one pretty quickly. But she doesn’t trust herself to make the right call here.

“My machines are ready,” Penny chirps. “Here, check it out!”

Penny summons her lab-coat armor and her weapon. She holds up the gunblade or whatever the hell it was.

The gunblade unfolds. Parts slide out of compartments, then expand. Two smaller barrels appear on either side of the machine. Penny lets go. The machine hovers in place.

“Pretty cool, huh?” Penny asks. “And look, I can still use it as a sword, too!” She grabs the handle at the back, and the blade slides out from the front. She gives it a few swishes through the air.

“Very cool,” Adrianna agrees.

“And that’s not the only machine I’ll be bringing, either! I’ve got more—”

“It’ll definitely help,” Adrianna agrees. “But I just want all of us to be on the same page. Is this going to be enough?”

It’s Becca who speaks up. “If we didn’t do it in the next couple weeks, when would you be planning on doing it, Adri?”

“Next month? Another week, another two weeks, depending on how it felt? Like I said, I haven’t decided anything.”

“I think that’s too long,” Becca says. “We’ve all put a lot of time and work in. Adri, hon, if you don’t make a move soon, people are going to go stir-crazy.”

“Fair enough,” Adrianna says. “I’m just wracking my brain. It feels like there should be more we can do to prepare. But we’ve gone through all my ideas.”

“Maybe it’s always going to feel like, that, though? At some point, you have to draw the line. Like Moira said, lives are at stake.”

“Makes sense to me,” Gwen says, trying to offer something. She’s very much not looking at Kate.

Adrianna nods slowly.

“Okay. Then let’s make a plan.” She gets up, heads to the board.

“So. Which Nightmare are we going to kill?”

Everyone’s silent for a second. It feels like saying they’re going to kill winter. Or fire.

“Things we could consider,” Adrianna says. “Which one’s closest to us right now, and can we get to it? Then there’s difficulty. The one Gwen and I faced in the tunnels was pretty small. Based on my research, the rest of them will be a lot stronger than that.”

“What about the harm it’s doing?” Lana demands. “Isn’t that a factor? If a Nightmare’s killed and maimed way more people, then don’t we want to stop it first?”

“That’s also a factor,” Adrianna admits. “I’m not sure if we could take down the most powerful ones yet, but I do want to make as big an impact as we can.”

She writes headings on the board. AVAILABLE? BEATABLE? URGENT?

Adrianna digs a stack of yellow folders out of her backpack. She slides them across the desks. “Here. This is what I’ve been able to find out about the Nightmares so far.”

“Adrianna, where did you get these?” Gwen asks. She’s flipping through the sheets. High-quality photographs, better than she’s ever seen, and photocopied text. Like a dossier.

“High City Library. It goes into more depth than the books we read in class. There’s a lot of stuff that’s usually only accessible to Captaincy administrators, but they’ve worked with my family before to help secure the Ancestor Complex.”

Everyone’s looking through the folders, some of them jumping between folders.

“There’s one that makes people come out with writing all over their skin,” Trisha observes. “That’s pretty messed up.”

Moira nods. “Trismegistus. First seen on the coast a while back. But it’s actually one of the weaker ones. Only a half-mile in diameter. That said, it moves fast.”

“Where is it now?” Gwen asks, as Adrianna takes notes.

“I heard it went up into the mountains near Horatio. Since then it’s been dormant.”

“Demilune,” Lana says, looking at another folder. “Weaker. Has something to do with music…”

“There’s Heliotrope,” Trisha continues. “The one that attacked Antenor and Prospero. One of the stronger ones.”

Gwen remembers from her project. The burned bodies, the flower imagery. People with holes instead of eyes.

It’s enough that the anger flares up in her again. They let that happen.

“Yes,” Moira agrees. “In part because it’s been known to coordinate the attacks of other Nightmares.”

“Optimus,” Bonnie reads from the folder she’s holding. “That’s the biggest one, I remember. People who’ve escaped say it’s made of gold and jewels.”

“Oooh, Areopagite sounds pleasant,” Becca comments. “Rust, blood, and explosions in a violent hellscape. Let’s not do that one. Seems a little much for a first outing. Or any outing.”

Adrianna writes all the names on the board.

“That’s all of them, right?” Gwen asks. Here it is, she knows this, it’s her chance to contribute. “There’s five Nightmares as of right now?”

“Right,” Adrianna says.

“That’s not true,” says an indignant voice.

Gwen turns and sees Penny staring at her.

“That’s wrong,” Penny repeats, like someone just punched her. “There’s six.”

“Are you talking about the Hidden Nightmare?” Moira says wearily. 

“Yes!” Penny says, looking a little more pleased. “It’s stayed secret all this time. Can you imagine how powerful it has to be?”

“Hidden Nightmare? Why have I not heard about this?” Trisha asks. Gwen’s wondering the same.

“Because you don’t frequent Nightmare junkie forums,” Moira says, looking tired. “Where they run wild with self-indulgent speculation.”

“It’s not speculation!” Penny insists. “It’s the sixth Nightmare, hiding somewhere invisible right now.”

Moira folds her arms. “Its existence has never been proven.”

Penny strides toward her. Her clothes turn back into her armored lab coat and goggles. “Three separate incidents!” she cries, jabbing a finger at Moira. “Fall of ’47! Winter of 53! Winter of 55! Inhabitants of outskirts found decayed into bones and rags! No Nightmare to be found!”

“I know the site reports,” Moira says, uncrossing her arms. “I’d just rather hold to the standard view. There’s nothing in those incidents that contradicts them being the work of Areopagite. Or Trismegistus, if you want to explain why they happened so fast.”

“Then how do you explain the unique method of killing?” Penny asks. “Or the way the survivors said time slowed down for them? Or the persistent ticking noise?”

“Like I said, it could be one of the five. We don’t need to conjure up additional Nightmares.”

“It actually doesn’t matter, for our purposes,” Adrianna says. Everyone looks at her. She smiles. “We’re planning to kill all the Nightmares eventually, aren’t we? If it’s a known one, it’ll become clear once these incidents stop happening. If not, then we’ll flush it out into the open.”

“More work for us,” Becca remarks.

“Like we mind,” Yvonne says, flexing her claws.

Maybe she shouldn’t speak for everyone? Gwen would love to not have fighting an invisible Nightmare on her to-do list, personally.

Penny isn’t done. “Well, I’m going to go after the Hidden Nightmare, whether the rest of you think it exists or not. And study its biology, because anything that can disappear like that has to have some super interesting anatomy.”

“Sounds good,” Trisha says, patting Penny’s shoulder. “But, hey, long term goal, right? If it’s that strong, we probably don’t want to go after it first thing.”

Penny seems to calm down. “That’s true. We’ll want to examine a smaller specimen first.”

“What about Demilune?” Bonnie offers.

People turn to look at her. Bonnie looks embarrassed. “Someone said it and Trismegistus are the weakest ones. I thought maybe music might be easier to deal with than freaky writing.”

Becca looks at Adrianna. “What do we know about Demilune?”

“It’s mysterious, in the way they all are,” Adrianna says. “From the reports I’ve read, survivors describe hearing strange music. There’s also mention of a glowing figure three stories tall. Moira, can you confirm those details?”

“That’s pretty close to my understanding, yes,” Moira says. “I don’t want to downplay it. It may be smaller than the others, but it’s still a Nightmare. My mom and I helped the survivors of the second attack on Viola, and it was….nasty.” She looks very serious. “People with burns like musical notes all over their bodies, or coughing up blue liquid. I saw a bank that looked like a stage when it hadn’t before.”

“Where’s Demilune now?” Becca asks.

“It’s still there,” Moira says. The bitterness catches Gwen by surprise. “A dark storm, swirling over much of Viola.”

She shakes her head. “Viola’s half a ghost town now. But plenty of people don’t want to leave because their homes and lives are there. So they live with a Nightmare hanging over their heads. Because the Captaincy refuses to help.”

Everyone’s quiet for a second.

“Seems like a really good target for us, right?” Lana says. She looks out confidently at everyone. “It would really make a difference?”

There are nods. “Yeah,” Trisha says. “We could really help.”

Adrianna writes YES under URGENT?

“Viola,” Becca muses. “That’s not far from Cesario, right? Where they hold the gardening courses? Some of the older students were talking about their trips there.”

“It’s the next town over,” Moira says. “Just far enough from the zone of attack to be considered safe.”

“And we’re an ecology club, or so I’ve heard,” Becca says. “Seems to me we could find a reason or two to visit.”

“It’s not uncommon for people to study there for a week,” Adrianna says. “But I think even a weekend trip would work for our purposes.”

She’s smiling really big. It takes Gwen a second to realize why.

Adrianna already thought about all this. She was already planning on them fighting Demilune, for those exact same reasons. She just wanted them to come to the conclusion on their own.

Sometimes this girl makes Gwen’s head spin.

“I’ll talk with Mr. Marshton,” Adrianna says. “I think he’ll agree to chaperone us. I have a few ideas on how we might slip away.”

“So we’re doing this?” Kate asks. She’s holding her dagger, smirking.

“We’re doing this,” Adrianna agrees.

Becca smiles. “Let’s kill a Nightmare.”

☾

Adrianna’s quiet after everyone else departs.

“What’s up?” Gwen asks.

“I’m not sure if I made the right call,” Adrianna admits. “I was hoping we’d have a few more weeks to practice. But everyone’s clearly getting restless.”

“You could move the date,” Gwen says. “Give it another month instead of two weeks.”

Adrianna shakes her head. “Morale is important. That has to be a consideration, too. It’s a balancing act.” She smiles sadly. “I guess I haven’t done something like this before. At least, not exactly.”

Gwen doesn’t know what to say. “We’re working hard, aren’t we?” she says. “You’ve got everyone running laps and getting in shape. Feels like we’re ready.”

“I hope so,” Adrianna says.

Miracle appears from Gwen’s backpack in a swirl of pixie dust. “I have great confidence in your preparations, Adrianna.”

“Thank you, Miracle,” Adrianna says. She lets the fairy perch on her shoulder. “Hearing that from you helps.” She looks at Gwen, nods. “Okay. I’ll make sure we spend our sessions before the trip as productively as possible.”

“Sounds good,” Gwen says.

She never knows how to help Adrianna when she doubts herself. If Gwen’s really honest with herself, Kate’s right, Gwen isn’t putting half the effort into the club that Adrianna is, and if Adrianna doesn’t think Adrianna’s doing enough, what the hell is Gwen supposed to do?

But Adrianna seems to have a way of talking herself out of her worries.

Gwen hopes that’s enough.

☾

BANG. The bus seat jolts underneath Gwen. Everyone looks up, heads whipping around like what if it’s the Nightmare come to get them. Gwen knows it’s just these crappy mountain roads. But she can’t keep herself from looking out the window, every time.

They’re hanging out in the middle to the back of the bus. Kate’s by herself, looking bored, flipping through comics from her backpack. Gwen’s sitting with Trisha and Penny. Adrianna’s further up, talking to Mr. Marshton and the driver.

Gwen doesn’t even know how to have a conversation with Trisha, because the thing that she really wants to talk about she can’t mention with Mr. Marshton in earshot.

Penny’s a good distraction. In the course of the next hour Gwen learns a lot more than she ever thought possible about the comics and games Penny likes. Trisha asks questions, Penny gets wide-eyed and starts talking faster and Gwen just lets it wash over her, letting Penny’s words fill her head so she doesn’t think about what’s to come.

Another hour, and their bus is turning onto the main street of Cesario. Gwen sees a tall blue H-Prep building ahead.

This is it, she thinks to herself.

Adrianna seems to be thinking along the same lines. “Does everyone have all their stuff?” she calls back to them.

There’s a chorus of “yeahs.” Gwen says yeah, too, but then she double-checks her backpack just in case, as if she didn’t already check it like fifty billion times. At least she still has that big map she bought. Miracle waves, sitting on top of the snacks and water bottles.

Gwen really hopes Kate doesn’t screw her part of this up.

The bus slows down. Gwen rises from her seat before it’s even all the way to a stop. Kate and Adrianna are moving towards the front.

Mr. Marshton appears from the front, smiling in a dorky teacher way, as if he’s about to impart some sage mustachioed wisdom.

Adrianna bobs her head.

What the heck is she waiting for?

The second the bus engine shuts off, Adrianna moves.

“Now!” Adrianna calls out. She traces her Sign, super fast, and throws her hand out.

The light is blinding. Mr. Marshton looks very surprised, and then she can’t see him at all.

But she does, just dimly, see Kate moving forward with a knife tipped in goo.

There’s a sound like a bag of potatoes falling. When the light clears, Mr. Marshton’s asleep in the aisle, and the bus driver’s conked out in the driver’s seat.

“I honestly didn’t think that was going to work,” Becca comments.

“What would you have done if it hadn’t?” Adrianna asks.

“Enjoyed watching you improvise.”

With some difficulty, they lift Mr. Marshton up and prop him in one of the bus seats. Then, they follow Adrianna out of the bus.

They nearly bump into the woman who’s standing there waiting for them.

“Who are you?” Kate demands.

The woman looks surprised. She’s an adult, but she’s young and thin, with kind of a sweet face framed by blonde curls. “I’m Cecelia? I was supposed to show you around the gardens?”

She looks around. “Where’s your teacher?”

“Resting,” Penny says brightly.

“Resting?” She looks confused. “On…the bus?”

“Yes,” Adrianna says.

“It was a very long drive,” Becca says. “And he’s had a very long day. Doing teachery things. You know how it is.”

The woman looks a little shocked. “Well, I suppose we’ll have to…wake him up?”

Crap. This lady wasn’t supposed to be here. But there’s no way to deal with her out in the open like this, not without somebody seeing them.

Trisha moves fast. “Woah, I think something’s gone wrong with the engine!” she says, and marches over to the front of the bus.

 “Oh, no!” Cecilia sounds deeply worried.

“Yeah, look at this!” Trisha says. “I think I see smoke.”

Cecelia quivers. “There’s smoke? I don’t see any smoke.”

While Cecelia’s saying that, Gwen sees Trisha make her Sign, like a bow and arrow pointed directly at the hood of the bus. She flicks her finger.

A little plume of smoke comes up from the hood of the bus. Flick. Another. Flick. Another and another.

“Goodness!” Cecelia says, and that’s when the smoke swells into an enormous cloud.

Cecelia runs into the grey cloud, and Kate follows behind her. Cecelia lets out a soft “Ow,” and then falls silent.

“Ah, she’s heavy!” Kate, complaining again.

“Let me—” It’s Moira’s voice.

“I got it,” Yvonne says.

“Don’t get tangled in my rope, Yvonne—”

A few seconds later, the smoke clears, and Moira’s walking out of the bus with Yvonne beside her.

Gwen looks inside. Cecelia’s slumped in one of the seats, drooling onto the fabric.

“Nice one,” she tells Trisha.

Trisha smiles. “Thanks. I’ve been practicing, you know? I thought, like…my Sign’s fire, and that could include smoke.”

“Makes sense.”

“I didn’t think I’d ever use it on our teachers, but hey.”

Gwen looks around.

They’re standing in a dirt parking lot. Past a fence, she can see rows and rows of plants.

But no one’s paying any attention to them.

“All right,” Adrianna says. “Shall we set out?”

Nods all around.

“What’s our heading, Gwen?”

Gwen unfolds the monster of a map. It’s got rows and rows of height lines marking the landscape, rivers in blue, towns in red.

She does her best to speak up, trying not to think about Kate.

“The ridge,” Gwen says. “We basically just have to make it over that hill.” She points. “Then it’ll be an easy walk down into the valley.”

“What are we going to tell our teachers when we get back?” Bonnie asks nervously.

Adrianna hoists her backpack a little higher on her shoulder. “With luck,” she says, “they’ll think they just fell asleep while we were off seeing the town. That should be embarrassing enough they don’t ask too many questions.”

It sounds a bit flimsy to Gwen. Like, it’s weird that Cecelia fell asleep, too, right? Someone could totally poke a bunch of holes in their story.

Gwen studies her club president. Adrianna’s wearing a determined smile.

Maybe she’s thinking if this goes really well, they won’t have to have a cover story.

They start walking. A dirt path rises from the gardens up the hill. Pretty quickly Cesario is shrinking behind them.

It feels like they’re on a school hiking trip, except there’s no one around to yell at them for not being in line.

It feels like being totally free.

There’s a lot of talking ahead and behind Gwen. People are laughing, swinging their arms, singing even, like they used to do on long hikes in elementary school.

The singing dies as they reach the top of the hill.

The river that winds through the grass in the valley vanishes into a purple fog so thick that at parts it becomes black. Shapes seem to pulse and twitch within the dark storm.

It reminds Gwen of a sleeping creature. Curled up around itself, the vague suggestion of a body and limbs visible, but no face or head.

At the edges, weathered pieces of abandoned streets disappear into the grass.

Some of the town remains beyond, Gwen guesses. The part it hasn’t eaten yet.

“Well, we saw the Nightmare,” Becca says. Now we can go home.”

“You’re not seriously planning on going back?” Adrianna asks her.

“Hon, what do you take me for? No.”

But Becca looks a little more nervous than she did on the bus.

Gwen’s feeling unsure, too. The size of the thing’s getting to her. This Nightmare’s so, so much bigger than the one they faced at the Ancestor Complex. That had to have been a juvenile, a little-kid-Nightmare. This? This is something else.

“Well,” Adrianna says. “Nothing to do but make our approach. Everyone, stay at walking pace. We’ll try to avoid waking it up.”

They start down the long hill.

Slowly the Nightmare rises in front of them, like a wall made of purple smoke. By the time they get near it, Gwen’s craning her neck to see the top, like a High City skyscraper.

Adrianna stops them a few yards away.

They’re so close. They’re standing on broken asphalt, surrounded by street signs that look like they’ve melted. Instead of writing, they have musical notes on them, almost illegible.

Ahead, there’s only purple fog swirling.

Adrianna motions to her. Gwen swallows, then nods. She asked for this, asked to take on more responsibility.

“Trisha, everyone else who has arrows or something long-range, go up with Adrianna,” she says. “Close-range attackers, follow me.”

People start shuffling around slowly. Gwen grits her teeth when she sees who’s out of formation.

“Kate, you’re not with Adrianna!” she shouts. “You’re close-range! With me!”

Kate whirls, red with fury.

“Don’t tell me what to do,” she hisses. “You’re not the leader!”

“You’re—”

“Adrianna’s the leader, not you!” Kate snaps. “I don’t have to listen to you!”

“Hey, Kate, Kate!” Adrianna says, putting out a hand. “It’s okay! Gwen’s just doing what I asked her to. Take it down a notch, okay?”

“She’s wrong,” Kate snarls. “I need to be in the front so I can sneak around. She doesn’t get it, it doesn’t work if I’m in the back.”

“You’re right,” Adrianna says. “That was my mistake. Sorry to both of you.” She ushers Kate forward, into her group.

Leaving Gwen ready to stab something herself, wondering what the hell is wrong with Adrianna.

Adrianna motions her group forward. One by one, they step into the fog.

Now it’s Gwen’s turn.

She makes sure Bonnie and Yvonne and all the rest make it inside first.

For a split second, she’s alone by herself on the outside of the Nightmare.

She hears a faint rumbling.

She runs inside before she can think about it anymore.

She feels the cool touch of the mist wash over her, as purple light fills her eyes.

Then she almost crashes into Yvonne. She’s on the other side.

It’s dark. Silver light shines down onto ruined streets and houses.

Except Gwen can only see a square of sky.

Everywhere else, dark walls block her sight.

It takes her a minute to get it. The ground beneath her feet has a fine wood grain. If she thinks of herself as the size of a bug…

“It’s a house?” Trisha says, wrinkling her nose.

A giant house. They’re standing on a giant table, and the expanse below them is a tangle of fluffy carpet. Only it’s night, with all the lights off. And through the window, moonlight’s coming in. It casts long shadows across the room, renders other patches bright.

The music catches Gwen off guard.

In the distance, someone’s playing the piano.

“Kind of thought we’d be looking at its internal anatomy,” Becca says, frowning.

“This is its anatomy,” Moira says.

“That’s right!” Penny chirps. “We just crossed the threshold of bio-locative duality!” She points at the far away ceiling beams. “From the outside, it all just looks like mist. But inside, architectural features form part of its internal structure, like a ribcage! It’s fascinating!”

Moira leans over Adrianna’s shoulder. “Accounts of Demilune are incomplete, for obvious reasons, but there’s a standard set of rooms that come up again and again in survivors’ testimony. This is the Living Room.”

“The question is,” Penny says, “Are the rooms consistent? Or are they more like a deck of possibilities the Nightmare can draw from? We might be able to resolve one of the debates among the leading Nightmare scholars!” Penny sets her backpack on the ground and starts digging around inside.

“Are you going to be okay with killing a Nightmare, Penny?” Trisha asks gently.

Penny’s face falters. “We have to, don’t we? They’re not… doing good things.” She shakes her head. “It’s okay. I’ll study the specimen before we euthanize it. Take extensive notes. Then it should be all right.”

She sets two metal objects on the ground. They look like tumbleweeds made out of overlapping plates. Penny taps the top of each one, and they unfold, rising on tiny jets to her shoulder level.

“Flying artillery drone,” Penny says, tapping the first one. “Should be perfect for covering our approach. The other one’s a camera. It takes really good pictures.”

“What else should we expect?” Adrianna says.

“Opposition, and soon. The denizens show up on a cycle.”

Yvonne looks puzzled. “Denizens?”

“You know,” Becca interrupts. “The monsters inside them? Come on, Yvonne, I know you’ve seen them on TV.”

“Oh, yeah.”

Bonnie speaks up. “Um, Nightmares make them, I think?”

“Some of them, yes,” Moira says, her face grim. “The term also refers to the victims.”

Bonnie looks very pale. “You mean…”

“Nightmares alter people,” Moira says. “In mind and body. Usually, the longer they’ve been trapped inside, the worse it gets. After a certain point it can be hard to distinguish them from the original denizens.” Moira’s fists are clenched tight.

“So, um,” Becca cuts in. “How do we know all denizens aren’t just victims a Nightmare ate somewhere else?”

“We don’t,” Moira says. “We don’t have anything to go on. We’re speculating.” She stares at the distant carpet.

“Are we going to be okay?” Trisha asks.

“Assuming we don’t overstay our welcome,” Moira says.

The words seem to sit heavily on the air.

“Right,” Adrianna says. “Let’s get moving, then. Do the reports say anything about a central room? A heart we can carve into?”

“Not so much,” Moira says. “There’s the ghostly figure. That might be its true body. It shouldn’t be too difficult to get deeper in, though.” She points at a door on the far side of the giant carpet. “Eventually, one of these doors should take us to the center.”

“How do we get down, though?” Trisha wonders.

“That shouldn’t be a problem,” Moira says. “We should enter freefall momentarily.”

“What?” Gwen asks.

There’s an earsplitting CRACK.

Then three more all at once.

The table falls out from underneath them.

Gwen feels her stomach leap out of her body.

For a moment, all Gwen can see as she tumbles is rising dark walls and splintered wood.

Then they’re staggering to their feet, in the wreckage of table legs and abandoned houses.

“Onward,” Adrianna says, looking a little woozy.

At this size, the carpet’s more like a field of grass than fabric. Gwen follows Adrianna through them, feeling like a jungle explorer. The giant door seems an awfully long way away. She could fly, but she doesn’t want to look like she’s leaving the others behind.

She glances up at the window, divided into quarters. A fat crescent moon hangs in the sky.

“Wait a minute,” Becca says, following her gaze. “Why’s there a moon? We’re on the moon. Miranda I could understand, but…”

“Does it matter?” Trisha asks.

The moon’s growing thicker as she looks at it, Gwen realizes. Now it’s almost a half-moon.

Moira’s eyes go wide.

“Get to the door, now!” she shouts. “Run!”

An earsplitting shriek rends the air.

The half-moon blinks. It becomes an eye, looking directly at them.

It melts through the wall, then settles into a shape.

The woman’s the size of a mountain. A creature too vague to be human, with skin almost as pale as her long white gown. Her head nearly reaches the ceiling.

Adrianna and Moira are already running. Gwen starts to run, too.

Dimly, Gwen’s aware the piano’s playing faster, matching the chaos of her heart beating.

The specter points a bony finger at them. The moonlight falls upon their group.

The loops of fabric rustle. Gwen jumps back as a hand comes out of one. Things are crawling up out of the carpet.

They’re like people, but their bodies are twisted. The one near Gwen has lines of music all over her face and hands. Yellow paper strangles her neck. She reaches for Gwen with long fingers.

Oh no, oh shit. There’s tons of them now, summoned by the woman’s call. Bodies with instruments growing out of them, all converging towards them out of the carpet. Gwen doesn’t see any humanity in their eyes, only hatred and anger.

That isn’t even the worst part.

The ghostly woman is approaching.

Gwen flails at the denizen with her rapier, just like she did in the tunnels.

When she opens her eyes again, the freaky woman’s lying in two pieces.

Shit.

Somehow it’s so much worse than she thought it would be. She feels horrible. But she doesn’t know what else she could have done.

 Three more are already approaching her.

Everyone’s moving, throwing out powers as quickly as they can as they run. Adrianna strikes two at once with her giant sword. Trisha’s firing off bright red arrows, trying to stay with the group while backing away from monsters with piano-key hands. Moira’s dealing with one who has a tuba growing in and out of his skull. She catches his wrist with the rope and flings him aside.

Gwen takes to the air to leap over the two that are clawing at her. She hears a brakka-brakka-brakka which is probably Penny’s drone and gunblade, but it’s not clear if she’s hitting anything. She touches down beside Adrianna.

Something leaps over the other monsters, heading straight for Gwen. She turns too late to sees claws the color of bruises swinging through the air towards her face.

Clang.

Something stops the leaping monster in midair, causes its whole body to crash to the ground.

It’s Lana’s shield, a pale blue circle covered in patterns like water-plants, making a barrier between Gwen and the monsters.

Gwen doesn’t understand. Lana’s nowhere in sight.

She turns, and sees Lana some distance away.

Lana’s hand is thrust out. Her face is straining with effort.

The shield spins through the air, over the heads of the monsters, and flies back to her hand.

Lana gives Gwen a faint smile and starts running again.

They’ve carved a path through the monsters, but the ghostly woman’s much closer now. Just one of her strides carries her what seems like a mile, shaking the earth on impact.

They’re almost at the door. They just have to outrun this thing—

Wait. Where’s Bonnie?

Gwen turns and sees Bonnie at the very back of the group, where the monsters are. Moira’s got her arm around her. Bonnie’s wide-eyed, staring down at her hammers.

“I can’t do this,” Bonnie mumbles. She seems to be having trouble breathing. “I can’t do this, I can’t—”

“Bonnie, honey, come on, I’ve got you. Bonnie, all you need to do is run forward, okay? That’s all. We need to go—” 

Adrianna and Yvonne are running back towards both of them, but they’re still pretty far off. Gwen has no idea where anyone else is.

Gwen flies Bonnie’s way. She hurls her white branches out with as much force as she can muster, making a barrier between Bonnie and the monsters.

Bonnie starts moving again, Moira still holding her. They run toward the door. 

The next second, a glowing claw slashes through the branches. Gwen’s forced to scramble out of the way.

She flies as fast as she can to catch up with the others.

Something approaches her from behind. and Gwen slashes at it in a panic—

The blade goes flying past a human-shaped blur.

Kate reappears from the blur.

Stealth. She can disappear somehow. That’s why Gwen hasn’t seen her.

“What the hell?” Kate shrieks. “That could have killed me!”

“Why’d you sneak up behind me?” Gwen shouts.

“You almost cut my face open! What the hell’s wrong with you?” Kate screams.

“Guys!” Adrianna calls out. “The door!”

Gwen tears herself away from Kate and catches up with Adrianna. The woman’s right behind them, but they’re so close—

Adrianna puts her hand on the enormous door.

The room around them shatters with a sound like breaking glass.

When the pieces of wall stop moving, the room’s changed. Instead of a living room, it looks more like a bedroom.

The giant woman’s gone. The piano player’s playing gently again.

Everyone’s crouching, hands on their knees, trying to catch their breath.

Gwen takes in their new surroundings.

The most obvious thing is the giant girl lying on the altar.

No—it’s a bed. She sees the hanging covers and feet. But it looks kind of like an altar, too.

The girl looks dead. There are blue stains around her mouth. A whole bunch of swords are sticking out of her chest. At the foot of the bed, a giant boy sits in a chair, headphones around his neck.

“What is this?” Trisha wonders aloud. She starts walking closer. She reaches out a hand to touch the hanging covers.

“Trisha, don’t—” Gwen tries to shout, but by then it’s too late.

The boy’s head snaps up, looking at them. The headphones slide onto his ears. His body bulges out, fur growing all over his face.

In less than a second, there’s now a big freaking wolf creature looming over them.

The piano trills back into life.

The half-moon appears again in the window. The ghostly woman again comes through the wall. This time she’s carrying a glass vial. More monsters crawl up through the carpet around them.

“Shit,” Trisha says.

As if at her words, the room begins to quake. The walls flicker. Gwen can swear she sees houses through them.

“What’s that rumbling?” Yvonne shouts.

“Demilune’s awake,” Adrianna says, gripping her sword. Gwen can see the panic in her eyes. “And I think it’s moving!”

“What’s that mean for us?” Becca screams.

“If we don’t kill the Nightmare soon, more people are going to die!”

“It’s okay, guys!” Yvonne says. “I’ll take out the wolf!” She raises her own claws.

Only to find herself being choked from behind by hands made of violin bows.

“Yvonne!” Adrianna cries out, and runs towards her and the denizens. Gwen runs, too.

Trisha is firing arrows desperately, trying to stop the wolf, but he’s running at her on all fours—

The spectral woman doesn’t even seem to notice them. She smashes the vial into the girl’s mouth. Blue liquid spills over the bed.

“What’s she doing—?” Penny starts to ask.

The next moment, a creature that looks like an enormous pregnant woman leaps into view.

Its gaunt limb backhands Penny across the room.

Becca goes running after her. She collides with Bonnie, who’s running towards Penny from the other direction.

“Kate!” Gwen shouts. Kate has stealth, Kate can move fast while Gwen’s over here helping Yvonne. “Get the werewolf from behind!” If Kate can get there in time, she can protect Trisha, Gwen can’t get there in time, but Kate can save her—

The blow, when it comes, comes out of the darkness.

Gwen tumbles, thrown back by the fist to her cheekbone. She lands on her ass, her sword clattering to the floor.

Kate leaps onto her, her screaming, freckled face filling Gwen’s sight.

“DON’T TELL ME WHAT TO DO!” Kate roars. Her next punch rattles Gwen’s jaw. “YOU DON’T GET TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO!”

Gwen’s face, no, her whole body hurts. She swings her own fist into the side of Kate’s head. Kate howls, then drives a knee into Gwen’s stomach.

Gwen gasps for breath. Above her, the glowing woman sinks another sword into the girl’s chest. Blood pours down.

The world shatters again.

Everything falls out from under them.

☾

When Gwen comes to, it’s all changed again.

She’s lying in debris, concrete poking into her painfully. It looks like another crushed house.

Gwen groans, rubs her aching face, and tries to get to her feet.

She looks up, and it’s an even bigger room.

Above, wooden rafters look as far away as stars. Giant books lie fallen everywhere, spilling open half-eaten pages.

At the center of the room is the stair.

The stairs stretch up and up and up, like a ladder to the sky. At the top of the stairs sits the piano player.

It’s the girl from the altar, wearing a long black dress. Far away as she is, Gwen can tell she’s still bigger than they are. The girl’s playing quickly now, her fingers leaping up and down the keys.

The rest of the room is filled up by buildings.

Not crushed ones this time. Real ones. The rest of the town of Viola.

Gwen already thinks she hears screaming.

Not denizens. People who’ve just been sucked into the Nightmare. The giant glowing woman is already standing over them, bending down to claw them with her hands.

Gwen doesn’t know what to do. She can’t seem to make herself move.

All these people are going to be twisted and eaten by the Nightmare, too. It’s their fault.

She can’t do anything. She can’t even make herself run to help them.

The others are sitting up in the rubble nearby. From the way they’re listening to the screams, Gwen guesses they feel the same way she does.

“I didn’t get to Penny in time,” Lana says, stricken. “I choked.”

“I messed up,” Penny mumbles. “I wasn’t watching my back.”

“You messed up?” Trisha says bitterly. “How do you think I feel?”

““Look at us,” Becca says. “We’re a disaster.”

Becca’s right. What the hell did they think they were going to accomplish? A bunch of kids who’ve never been in combat, thinking they were going to take down giant monsters? Of course it all went to shit.

They had no idea what they were up against.  They joked and laughed about it.

They were so naïve. Of course it was going to go like this. They don’t know how to work as a team. They weren’t prepared.

Now it’s too late.

A wail cuts through her thoughts.

The giant pregnant creature is back. This close, Gwen can see its mottled, grey-white skin. It has to be nine feet tall, at least.

The thing lowers its hands, revealing stained cheeks. The shapeless mouth opens in a hiss. It raises a long arm to tear through them with its claws.

Gwen can’t even find the energy to run as the arm comes down. What’s the point? It was all useless anyway.

She closes her eyes and waits for her inevitable end.

There’s a scream. A burst of light.

Gwen opens her eyes again.

And sees Adrianna Middleton in motion, slicing off the thing’s head.

Adrianna’s hair and cape are streaming out behind her. Her sword’s glowing, surrounded by a wreath of flame that cuts into that grey neck as much as any blade does.

The stained face topples, and the huge, vast bulk crumbles as Adrianna lands and sheathes the burning sword.

“Come on,” Adrianna says. “Let’s finish this.”

Everyone gapes at her.

“Adri—” Becca ventures. “You just—” She takes a breath. “In case you haven’t noticed, we’re screwed. We’re bruised, we’re freaking out, the group is falling apart.”

Adrianna shakes her head. “We’ve reached the center. Just a little farther, and we’re there.”

“Adri,” Becca protests. “We’re not heroes, okay? We can’t do this.”

A hard look comes over Adrianna’s features.

“So, everything you all said about doing better than the Captaincy. I’m supposed to believe that was all just talk?”

“We—”

“What we all said about risking our lives to protect people. That was just talk, too?”

Becca looks away.

Adrianna grips her hilt. “Right now, people are dying. It’s not an abstract or an ideal. It’s happening right here, this very second. You told me you wanted to do something about it. Well, are we going to? Or are we going to be like our families in the Captaincy and leave them to die?”

Gwen feels shame wash over her. People are avoiding Adrianna’s gaze.

Adrianna’s face softens. “Guys, I know you’re scared. I’m scared, too. Seriously, you think I’m not? There are giant monsters roaming around. I know we’ve made mistakes so far. I know we’re hurting. But I tell myself it’s going to be okay and I keep fighting. Because if I keep fighting, I can make things better.”

“Look at who you guys are! Look at the armor you’re wearing! There’s so much you can do. Where are the girls I saw back at school, who showed me incredible powers in their fights? All you need to do is reach inside yourself, trust that you have what you need to kill these monsters, and you will. That’s all I’m doing. I’m not anything special.”

Adrianna tosses her head. “Bottom line is, I’m not stopping. I’m going to pull out everything I’ve got to get to the top of the stairs and end this Nightmare. Those people over there, the people of Viola, they’re terrified. And we can save them. Nothing else matters.”

She glances from person to person. People are getting to their feet now.

The feeling inside Gwen shifts. Her heart’s racing.

Who is this person, standing in front of them and saying these words? Is this really the girl that she knew?

“I’ll ask you a question,” Adrianna says. “Who are we?” 

Gwen knows what to say.

“We’re the World Savers Club!” she shouts.

“Yeah!” Yvonne echoes, and Trisha after her.

“And what do we do?” Adrianna roars.

“We kill Nightmares!” Multiple people bellow, but Lana’s voice is loudest of all.

Becca looks startled. At the same time, a change seems to have come over Bonnie. She’s standing taller now. Frowning faintly, looking at Adrianna.

“That’s right!” Adrianna cries. “Now let’s go kill this one!”

She starts forward toward the stair.

And Moon damn it all, but Gwen follows her, and the rest of the World Savers Club runs behind her.

“Gwen!” Adrianna shouts. “You have flight! Tell us what you see from the air!”

Gwen takes off like a shot. She rises over the great stairway, looking down at the vast room.

“Werewolf approaching!” she calls out as she flies back down. “Two rows of freaky people in front of it, and a whole bunch more behind!”

“Excellent,” Adrianna says. “Guys, anything you’ve figured out about your powers, use it. Everything counts!”

They charge up the stair. A line of half-instrument monsters appears over the edge of the next stairstep.

“Penny, Trisha! Hit the next row with a barrage!”

Penny sprays bullets down the line, while Trisha fires off arrow after arrow.

“Lana, Yvonne, to me! We’ll cut them down!”

Yvonne kick-claws a monster. Lana impales two with her lance, as Adrianna whirls through another. Kate appears and stabs one, not looking at Gwen.

There’s a howl. The headphones-wearing werewolf comes loping over the ridge.

Bonnie steps forward.

“Bonnie!” Becca cries.

“It’s okay,” Bonnie says. “If he’s attacking us, then he’s not going after all those innocent people, right?” She lifts her hammers. Her hands aren’t steady, but she keeps a grip on them.

“Bonnie, you don’t have to—”

Bonnie stares into the eyes of the werewolf. Her grip gets tighter. Gwen tries to fly towards her, but she’s not sure if she’ll make it in time—

The werewolf’s dripping jaws open over her head.

Bonnie Beaumont stands her ground.

She lifts her right boot, then slams it down on the earth.

The whole stair shakes.

Cracks spread out in a circle from the point Bonnie’s boot landed, and the werewolf staggers. It whimpers in confusion.

Bonnie swings her hammers.

Crack. The wolf’s jaw breaks open. Bonnie’s other hammer swings as she spins back around. Another crack. The rest of the head disappears in a bloody pulp.

The huge hairy body vanishes. A blood-stained pair of headphones hangs briefly, then falls to the ground.

Yvonne leaps down from the step and throws her arms around Bonnie.

“Bonnie!” she cries. “That was freaking badass, girl!”

Bonnie blushes. “I was just trying to reach for the power, like Adrianna said.”

“That was great,” Adrianna says, touching Bonnie’s shoulder. “Really incredible work.” She points up the stairs. “Bonnie cleared us a path. Let’s take it.”

As they run and fly, a distant shriek tells Gwen something has changed.

The glowing woman vanishes from the town below. She reappears atop the stairs, next to the girl at the piano.

The girl’s playing faster now, frenetic, hair coming loose from its band. The giantess stands over her, watching.

More monsters emerge like a wave over the stairs. Yvonne leaps, four stairs up, and lands a kick right through one’s chest. Kate stabs one, flips Gwen off, then vanishes again. Lana throws her shield. It knocks five monsters off the stair before coming back to her.

“All right,” Becca says as they run, breathless, catching up to Adrianna. “You win. You want to see what I’ve figured out on my own? I’ll show you.”

“Show me.” Adrianna grins.

“It’s a work in progress, okay?” Becca says. “But every time I think about my powers, I keep coming back to this one feeling. One word.”

Her eyes open wide. “Balance.”

Becca slams the tip of her spear into the ground of the stair. The chains hanging on either side transform. Until a giant pair of scales hangs from Becca’s spear.

Becca lifts the spear, and the scales shift.

The monsters in front of her rise up with a purple glow. Then, as Becca’s scales shift the other way, they fall, crashing down hard.

Becca begins to glow herself. Her hair lifts up, and she rises into the air. Higher and higher, until she comes back down, landing with an impact in a crowd of monsters. They’re flung by the impact, ten or twenty falling from the stair.

“Hoo,” Becca says, clutching her stomach. “That’s going to take some getting used to.” She turns her weapon back into a spear.

The rest of the group catches up. They’re almost at the moon lady’s feet. They’re so close.

They’re almost there.

The girl is playing faster and faster. Her left hand strikes deep cords, again and again. BANG. BANG.

The giant woman isn’t looking at them. Her arms are wrapped lovingly around the girl. Her hands cradle the girl’s.

The others reach the top of the stair.

“Attack!” Adrianna cries.

Gwen flies up. She throws out her branches, hitting her between the shoulders. The woman doesn’t even seem to notice. Her hands seize the girl’s wrists and move them for her.

There’s a faint sheen on the girl’s face. Sweat is dripping down from her forehead. Her pointed shoes pump the pedals, almost striking the ground. The melody shrieks out from the keys.

A purple glow fills Gwen’s sight. Becca’s floating beside her.

“Thought you might want some company,” she remarks.

Becca points her scales at the giantess. The purple glow appears around the specter’s pale hair and face.

The giant figure starts to strain. Her head and neck seem to be pulled down to the ground.

Her head turns towards Becca very slightly. But she doesn’t move away from the girl.

Instead she presses the girl’s fingers down into the keys. Again, again.

The girl’s fingers splay out. Like they’re broken. 

And still she keeps playing.

Faster. Faster.

The others are attacking the giant specter’s feet, but the specter doesn’t turn. She doesn’t move.

“Gwen!” A voice calls out.

Gwen looks down. Trisha’s standing below, bow notched with more than the usual number of arrows.

“When I hit her, you hit her, too!” Trisha calls out.

Gwen nods.

Three red arrows reach the giant woman at once. As they strike her in the back, Gwen flies in, pushing her branches forward, digging into the wound.

It works.  The air shakes, and Gwen’s ears hurt, hearing that horrible scream.

“Together!” Trisha says again, raising her bow.

“Together!” Gwen agrees.

Gwen feels it rushing up from below. Another red arrow, much bigger, much stronger. Charged with everything Trisha’s got.

But she can add something more.

Gwen reaches deep, for the same kind of magic that makes her branches possible. And as Trisha’s giant arrow rises up, Gwen’s spell wraps around it.

An arrow as big as Trisha is sails past Gwen, covered in vines and leaves.

It strikes the ghostly woman in the small of the back. Where it lands, white flowers blossom out, tearing a hole in her ghostly flesh.

The hole spreads wider and wider, until what’s left of the ghostly woman shatters, arms and legs and head dissolving into white dust.

The music stops.

The girl stops at the piano. There’s absolute silence.

Gwen just barely hears it.

A soft sigh.

The girl sags back in relief.

And then everything vanishes.

Gwen and the others are floating in a purple void, and an armless, legless creature is floating just ahead of her.

Miracle flies up beside her. “Now, Gwen!”

But Gwen already knows what to do.

She flicks out her rapier. Her blade cuts through the grub.

It too, seems to exhale.

Then there’s nothing but the light.

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Sunlight.

It’s an ordinary day. Noon, even. The sun sits in a blue sky.

Gwen’s standing in her armor in a town square. The others are standing around her.

There are brown cobblestones beneath her feet, and a cracked fountain spilling dark water all over them.

They’re back.

Gwen only has a moment to process what’s just happened before Adrianna’s arms are around her in a tight hug.

“We did it,” Adrianna whispers in her ear. “We did it, Gwen.”

Gwen hugs her, a little overwhelmed. Adrianna feels so warm, and her face is so near. She glances up.

Hundreds of black and white piano keys lie scattered on the ground.

Slowly, like a sunrise, the realization comes over her.

Adri’s right.

They just killed one of the real, big-deal Nightmares.

After a second, Gwen sees the people approaching them.

Venturing out from behind barricades. Out from the doors of a church.

An old woman is first to reach them. What looks like her whole family is with her.

“Who are you?” she asks.

Adrianna smiles. She pulls away from Gwen and steps forward.

“We’re the World Savers Club,” she says.